Thomas' pov

My fingers aced,I had been typing,editing all day. I decided it was time to take a break. I closed my laptop and leaned back into the couch closing my eyes for a moment then getting up and walking to the kitchen. I got some chips and made my way back to the couch to relax. I sat back down and was about to get the tv remote. When,I thought of it...out of nowhere it's been over a year! Why? Why now?

I didn't want to think about this. I turned on the tv and started watching some of my favorite office episodes. But it was still there,lingering...I was distracting myself from the inevitable. I sighed and turned off the tv,I sat there for a bit thinking about it not knowing why it had came into my head out of nowhere.

"Patton" I said to myself quietly. I stood up from the couch and walked over to the middle of the living room. I didn't want to call him,if he was thinking about this he was hurting and upset. But that doesn't mean I can't go to him. Happy thoughts happy thoughts. Ok,I took a deep breath,closed my eyes and concentrated. When I opened them I was still in my living room but in Patton's version of it. But it wasn't the same. Instead of being happy and bright it was dark and there was a bad feeling in the air. I needed to find him.

"Patton?!" I called out through the room. No sign of him. I looked around but couldn't see him anywhere.

"Maybe he's upstairs?!" I had never been upstairs in one of the sides rooms but that was my best guess as to were he was. I climbed the stairs and walked towards my bedroom door. I'm guessing here it would be Patton's bedroom. I  opened the door slowly.

"Patt?" I asked as I walked into his room. He sat on his bed hunched over holding his knees. He jumped a bit at my voice and quickly wiped his face and out on his glasses before turning around on the bed. He had been crying.

"T-Thomas? What are you doing here?" His voice was horse and tired.

"I came to check on you" I told him as I sat down on the bed.

"I could feel something was wrong" I explained to him.

He wiped his eyes and looked at the bed. "I'm sorry,I didn't mean for it to effect you" he looked down ashamed.

"It's ok" I said placing my hand on his shoulder.

"I came to help,to help both of us"

He looked at me,smiled a bit and nodded.

"I know what's wrong,do you know why you started thinking about it?" I asked.

"Not really,I just...thought about him then I couldn't stop"

I nodded understanding what he meant. It had happened before to me. "It's hard to let go of something you love" I said "but you gotta know that you'll heal and grow" he looked at me tears building in his eyes. He then leaned into me hugging me tightly.

"I really miss him" he said as he clenched my shirt.

"I know you do. I do to" I hugged him back.

He pulled away and wiped his tears. "It'll be ok Patton. I know it will"

"I know,I just...I want him to be happy" he said.

Witch I understood,it was a hard decision to make. But we weren't on the same path anymore. We needed to figure out ourselves and our own futures. Even if that meant being apart. "It'll always be there Pat we'll always love him. But we know what's best for him,isn't us. At least not right now in our life's. Maybe it'll come around later in life. But for now,we need to focus on ourselves. You can't always worry about him ok. You gotta worry about you"

He nodded sadly. "Ok,thank you Thomas" he said looking at me.

"Of course Patton,always"

He looked at me "I love you kiddo"

Him saying that always made me smile. "I love you too"

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Hello I'm not dead!

Sorry it's been so long! I got in a bit writing rut for a while and I was rly busy.

This was lossy based off a dream I had. And a vent me and my BF of 10 months broke up. I made the decision. But it still hurts. I love him and didn't want to do it. But we aren't on the same path right now. I'm hoping we'll be able to get back together in the future.

Anyway I had this dream and combed with what I've been dealing with decided to write this lil story. So yeah.

I hope you liked it. And if any of you are dealing with a break up. Just know that you both will be ok.

"And that your on the road to feeing better"-Virgil

Love you all my guys gals and non binary pals.

Peace out!