Ron's POV

How would it feel to caress and kiss every inch of her body??

"I love you too, Ron!! Kiss me if you want to... I permitted you years ago," her words hung in the air, drawing me in. Opening my eyes, I struggled to focus. My eyes were stinging, and when I looked at her, she met me with an affectionate smile, her smile beckoning me to cross the boundaries I had set for us. Leaning in, I savored the softness of her lips in a kiss that felt achingly right.

Every sensation felt heightened, and I surrendered to the intoxicating dream-like haze. At that moment, I wanted nothing more than for the dream to continue indefinitely.

Her presence in my bed was a surprise to both of us. I knew it wasn't right, and yet I couldn't let her go. My grip tightened as I surrendered in front of my emotions. I should have stopped immediately, but I couldn't bring myself to move away as I thought it was just a dream and I held her.

It was a dream-like state, something I didn't want to end. But in the next instant, as if a jolt of cold water splashed over me, her voice broke through the fantasy and reality hit me very hard. It was not a dream... she was there in bed with me. I broke the kiss.

" Mahi??? What the hell!! What are you doing here? Am I dreaming?" I blinked, scanning my surroundings in disbelief, it was an unfamiliar room.

"No! You are not. I am here as It is... my room," she explained, her voice a mix of bewilderment and assertion.

My thoughts were a jumble, my heart pounding in my chest. I held her, torn between the right thing to do and the intensity of my feelings. It felt right being this close, yet I knew it was a line I shouldn't cross, I had to regain control.

Shame and realization hit me like a freight train. I stumbled out of bed, hastily grabbing my clothes and dressing as swiftly as I could, as I was wearing only my shorts. My mind raced to process the truth—I had blundered into the wrong room, and what I thought was an illicit dream was actually a shocking reality.

Embarrassment flooded my veins, and I avoided her gaze, my face burning with humiliation. The earlier haze of desire was replaced with a stark clarity that forced me to stop all that.

What was I doing? Why was I here?

Oh, God!! What was I thinking and doing?? She is too young... And these actions and thoughts were inappropriate. She deserved better than my wandering mind.

"What nonsense!! I... you can't be here. Where is Raj? He was sleeping here?" I asked.

"I am in my room," she said, her voice trembling slightly. Then she told me that I was supposed to go to the first room on the left side while I took the right.

"Oh, I am sorry, I didn't realize it, as I was drunk, I thought Raj was sleeping on the other side. Sorry," I said, looking at her, she was still in bed. And I was there with her just a few moments back. And I realized that even she was not wearing much, just a top and shorts. She must have realized that too because I was ogling her,  as she pulled the quilt up to her neck.

Oh, God!! Have mercy on me, she is barely  18 and I was about to... how would I show my face to Manik, this should not have happened, not like this, not when she is so young and vulnerable, being in love with me. I had led her on how I would go ahead from here and the thing which bothered me even more was how would I stay away from her now. 

"That's fine!! But were you saying and doing all this to Raj?" She asked me but I couldn't understand what did she mean to ask.

"What... all that??" I asked hesitantly. Wearing my clothes as fast as I could, embarrassed at what I did, I could not even face her.

" You pleaded not to leave or you may die, as you can't leave without... And you wanted to kiss... "  She said and I didn't know how to react at all that. I  could not tell her that I was dreaming about her and was saying all that to her. It was a crucial year for her and her final exams were going on. Moreover, I could not tell her all that before I talk to Manik and Mehul's uncle. I need to tell them or at least one of them about my feelings for her.

" What?? Shit!  No!!! Not at all!! I was dreaming about... Someone... Obviously... A girl." I replied.

Her expressions changed and she looked sad all of a sudden.

She asked me If I loved her. Yes, I  did!! But I could not tell her that I was dreaming about her having in bed with me and I loved her.

" No!! I don't! I don't love... anyone. Why are you asking that? " I asked immediately.

Did I say anything like that too??

" Mahi, why are you asking that? "

" Because you said, I love you... To the girl, you were dreaming about," she said I wanted to punch myself very hard and I did cursing at myself and then realized I was still standing in her room and she was looking at me.

I was feeling so guilty... What else did I do??

"  I hope... I didn't... cross any limits."  I asked very hesitantly as I was really scared because it was not right, it should not have happened.

She looked very hurt and told me to get lost from there.

Oh, God !! Did I do more than that??

No!! I will never forgive myself if I did.

" Mahi, please tell me, I didn't do anything that I should not have done. "  I asked, going closer to her and then immediately taking steps back as I was guilty and was tempted to have her in my arms and tell her everything about my feelings. It was not the right time. Her exams were going on and  I needed to tell Manik about it first.

"  Ron, for god's sake, Please, leave me alone,"  she said and I could see pain in her eyes.

" Did I misbehave, I am sorry, I was drunk and was half asleep. " I was very tense.

" Don't worry, you just thought of me as that girl in your dream, showered me with some kisses, and declared your love saying that you may die if she leaves you. You didn't do anything wrong... but did all that to the wrong person. All that was meant for someone else. " she said with tears in her eyes.

I was so shocked that I did all that, I  palmed my face. I was ashamed of myself. I have been putting so much effort into staying away from her and keeping my feelings bottled up. How could I do that when she was so vulnerable??

" No!!! It was just a dream... I don't love anyone. " I said as I could not tell that I loved her, and didn't want her to think I loved anyone else. She was crying and I could not even look at her like this, nor could I leave her and go when she was so upset.

" Oh, Mahi!!! I am really sorry... I didn't intend to... " I went closer to her and then took a few steps back and then another step toward her not being able to understand what to do. Hell, I wanted to shoot myself.

" I know, now please leave," she said trying not to cry in front of me and gave a fake smile.

Oh, my love...

" Are you alright? "  I asked though, I already knew the answer to that question.

" I. Am. Fine!!! Now. Leave. " She said and rushed into the washroom.

Oh, hell!! How can I be so stupid??? Why did I have to drink so much that I lost control when I have been controlling my feelings for so many years? I kept asking her if I was alright, through the bathroom door,  but she didn't answer.

I  came out of her room and was going to my room when I saw Mehul uncle coming towards Mahi's room.

Shit!!!

She is not in the right frame of mind and If Mehul uncle goes to meet her now, he would see how upset she is and he would definitely think it was because of me and he would create a problem.

I need to stop him...

But how??

I don't know, but I had to stop him. 

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