You were just wandering around until you, once again, you notice Namjoon...

 this time laying on the sand. 

You slowly walk closer, weirded out, and only then you realise that he was between his photoshoot, 

the photographer had him laying down on the sand for his pictures.

You guffaw at the scene when you hear Jimin calling you.

"Y/n! Me and Jin are going to play catch with the ball, do you wanna join?"

Nodding, you place your phone with ear phones plugged in with it, on the wicker table, next to Jungkook and run towards the 2 guys.

"AaAAaHhHhHhHHh!"

Jin jumps as high as he probably could to hit the ball back at Jimin, 

who was taking the game VERY seriously. 

Both of them were! 

As if, their life depended on it!

Honestly, you don't even know what was the point of having you there, they were just basically playing by themselves, alone. 

'Typical boys...' you think.

"YAHHH! YOU'RE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF MY HEIGHT!"

"HEH! YOU'RE rEALLy sMArT JiMiN! ADD SHORT BEFORE THE HEIGHT!"

You look away, chuckling but bored. 

You're eyes find Jungkook who was still sitting on the black wicker table, 

but...

 he was just staring intensely at you... 

Strangely.

Like the things, he could be imagining... 

shouldn't be said out loud...

Okay... uhhh... maybe just.. pass a smile?  NoNoNo... that might be weird... BUT WHAT HE'S DOING IS WEIRDER!

You ended up just looking away, gulping because that look was attracting you.

And specially that hair, you swear you could explode. 

You told him that it really "suited" him, when the truth was a lot more then just that.

Guys with messy wavy hair was just OOF for you, your favourite type on hair on a boy and you just found it so boyfriend material, 

Jungkook with it... DEFINITELY hits you WAY more powerfully. 

And that shirt going with it... 

his stylist is trying to kill not only ARMYs but you too. 

You can swear your heartbeat is going to an irregular rate, 

once again today,  which is not very healthy, looking at how fast it is.

Oh god...

jytekutrjytdkurogu J

UNGKOOK! WAE ARE YOU SHAKING MY HEARTU (;'༎ຶД ༎ຶ') 

STOB IT!

You can't help but look back, risking your life. 

Was it worth it?

 ...yes.

Those lifted eyebrows, 

popping out veins, 

the sunlight hitting his face, 

that Adam's apple, 

cute little nose that compliments his bunny smile, 

how his hair slightly moves when the light wind swifts passed them... 

those parted lips... they will never be yours y/n... the way he's holding that camera... he will never hold you like that... no one ever will...

You halt, diverting your gaze from him.

What the hell is wrong with me... I shouldn't be thinking of  him like that. This way, the shippers are right... I really can't control my own hormones.

Clearing your throat, you stretch a bit.

"Y/n!"

You hum in response to Namjoon, still distracted.

"I'm done! I think you're next, the photographer is calling you"

Nodding, you walk to the staff and then stand on the big rock that was between the sea and land, because you were told to.

[your P.O.V]

My favorite kind of weather invaded the beach. 

Sunny with a chance of rain.

The sky trying to show itself but the clouds take over it, giving false hope of pouring. 

Looks familiar. 

I'm just standing there balancing on the large rock, giving an emotionless yet so meaningful gaze to something that looks like a beautiful ceiling, just too high up.

 A ceiling that's got the full world underneath it. 

A ceiling that isn't and couldn't be made by mankind. 

The birds dancing and singing, making humans envy their freedom. 

They fly across the sky, having no one to stop them, some make my head lift higher, some making it tilt. 

The palm trees ruffle when I try to keep my eye on of the seagulls one without it getting mixed with the others, but it seems to be an impossible task. 

The glowing ball reveals itself, sunlight shines brightly into my eyes, making me blind,

 forcing me to flinch, teasing me to give up. 

I close my eyes as the warmth from the light meets my face. 

The wind brushes against my skin making the moment almost too perfect, getting me lost into the beauty of nature. 

As if, knowing about me enjoying the atmosphere I was receiving, 

it continued, making me put back all my concerns and relax at this time while it lasts,

making me forget that I am in the middle of a shoot. 

I inhale, taking in a long breath, as much as my lungs can hold, just to let it out, 

feeling refreshed,

 new. 

The temperature of the breeze swifting through my hair gets colder, 

giving me a sign that the sun went back into its hideaway, allowing me to open my eyes, so I do so. 

My eyes meet the white layer that covers the giant, yet so small, fireball. 

My lips curve, forming into a smile, 

a real smile, that I hadn't given to anyone in a while. 

The look I give it has a mixed, tangled meaning between love, admiration and appreciation for giving me exactly what I've needed for a long time.

Only if I had someone in this life that could be like this...

Who could make me feel like this... 

so calm... 

Who could make me forget all my worries. 

It would honestly mean the world. 

Only if...

My smile turned into a sad one followed by completely fading. 

I sighed looking away, now, slowly, getting off the rock and sitting on it instead. 

My eyes meeting the ground, finding only water, sand and tiny shells everywhere, 

the waves creating the climate calmer. 

A familiar sound catches my attention.

 I look up to find the source, creating a loud noise. 

My sight doesn't leave it, following it as slowly moves, 

carrying hundreds of people on it.

How can the mood swing so easily. 

How come happiness takes time to come, 

but Saddness takes over so fast...

[no-ones P.O.V]

You caught everyone's attention, they all were gazing at you.

"Wow.."

Mutters Jimin, simply feeling hypnotised.

"How on earth can she manage to stay that calm in front of the camera, like without busting a gut??"

Jin says out loud but is shushed by a focused Taehyung. 

Namjoon watches as a proud leader,  with crinkled eyes.

"She really knows what she's got..."