"Y/N, I think I was meant to be on a diet..."

Jimin mumbles, his mouth full of the crisps you bought for him. You chuckle as you suCk on a lollipop, sitting on Jimin's lap, watching YouTube on your phone with him.
Jungkook was "watching" TV with Taehyung.
That's what it seemed like to the one's there, but clearly, he was eyeing you. And you were proudly ignoring it, laughing with Jimin.
You knew Jungkook wouldn't dare to do anything in front of him.
You were safe. As long long as you were with him.

"You guys are going to get fat for the comeback, seriously, if you keep eating junk food like that.."

Namjoon says, walking into the living room, only to get completely ignored by everyone.

"Aish.."

He only says, swiftly sitting between you and Jungkook.
'Wow' you thought. You have such an amazing leader.
You hear a sigh before Jungkook gets up, about to walk out of the room when he turns to you.

"Y/N, we still have to finish the song we've been working on.."

He say, lifting a brow, looking pretty normal. But you weren't gonna fall for it.

"Yeah Yeah, I'll come later, I'm with my Mochi right now!"

You yell out, jokingly, squishing Jimin's cheeks while he giggles.

"I really think finishing the song is more important right now.."

"Nah, Mochies first!"

You cooed.
Oof, you were really testing Jungkook's patience right now.
Without saying another word, he walks away. Just like you wanted.

Pissed.

Victory was yours.

Jimin snuggles into your back, his arms wrapped around you, making you feel warm, protected.
You hear the sound of a picture being taken, followed by a curse being said out, to which both heads turn to the source of the sound.

"hahaha... I forgot to turn the volume down... Just taking some pictures... Don't mind me..."

Namjoon mutters, nervously laughing.

"Hyung, if you want to take pictures, then just take them... Why are you acting so weird about it..."

Jimin mumbles, innocently.
Little did he know about the intentions of the leader. Why he was actually taking the picture was because his ship was sailing.
You grin as Namjoon just smiles awkwardly, also being the third wheel. But he didn't mind at all.

_

You ended up sleeping with Jimin in your room, cuddled up into you.
When he was going to walk away to his room, you dragged him into yours, threw him onto the bed, hopped on him and Voila! That's a tutorial of how to have THE. MOST. AMAZING. THE. MOST. COMFORTABLE. SLEEP. EVER.
(I'm sorry I'm a bit high💀)

You were about to stretch in your sleep when your eyes yanked open, naturally
getting told by yourself that there was a baby napping on you.
You chuckle lightly as he snores.
It was still early in the morning, but you were surprised that you actually fell asleep for once.
You silently watched Jimin as he napped, a grin on your face, his head was on your chest.
Glancing around, you get startled, looking at the door.
A figure stood there, resting on the door frame. You couldn't see who it was but if you were guessing. You'd say it was Jungkook. Of course.

That's just creepy wtf he was watching me as I sleep-
oh wait I can't say much

Without saying a word, the figure turns around and leaves.

hold up. What if I'm still dreaming? Or What if I'm going through sleep paralysis? Maybe that's my sleep paralysis demon? Damn he's ho-
oop no, gotta stay loyal. Wait no, I don't have to stay loyal, it's not like I'm dating anyone.. Wtf am I thinking? Why do I have to be like this? Why do I always have to talk to myself, the first thing in the morning?
I wonder how Sleep paralysis demons look like... Nah I've actually seen them before. The last one wasn't that bad. Yeah right, that's why I woke up, crying.

Hey, psssst

Uhhhh yeah?

Jimin's hot right?

Hmmm... Nah he's more on the cute side

Bruh, what about that time, 3 years, 5 months, 2 weeks, 12 days,
9 hours, 28 minutes, 9 seconds and 11.09 milliseconds ago?

OooooOOofff that was HOT

BUT he's not hoter than Jungkook, I mean come on

Hmp I don't want to compare them. Jimin is far better then Jungkook and I'm not talking about the looks...

Just imagine Jungkook's soft side though! Maybe he only acts like the bad boy type to impress??

Seriously? Jungkook knows damn well that I would choose CUTE over TOUGH, ANY DAY. And if he really liked me, he'd go for what I prefer to get me to like him. Clearly he only wants to use me like my previous relationship...

Why do you always have to drag your "old relationship" everywhere?? That was the past! It's good to be careful, but you've known the guys for so long, they can't be the type to 'use' you! Yeah, Jungkook has been nothing but a total jerk... But even you know that you have some feelings for him! give him a chance...

I'd rather not risk breaking my heart again... Besides, I've got Jimin now..  AND WOAH THERE! SINCE WHEN DID I HAVE A POSITIVE SIDE?? Maybe being with Jimin is bringing out the better me...

Or maybe it was because of  feeling loved by the way Jungkook tries to seduce you...?

What? How can- whats that got to do with bringing out the better me?

EASY! When he attempts to attract you, your subconscious self feels loved and wanted, because from inside, you have emotions for Jungkook that you always try to hide. And for a girl, what is more better than the feeling of the person you like, liking you back?

I- I- don't understand what you're trying to say.. I.. Don't like him...

I'm inside of you, Y/N... I know things about you that even you don't... It's okay to like someone... Your broken heart just isn't ready to accept the fact you have feeling for him.

True, you like Jimin too...

But...

Jungkook...

he holds

a special place-

A thud sound stops the train of your thoughts. You look over at Jimin, who was now standing up, stretching. Sitting up you frown.

Jungkook what? What are you saying?? HellOoOO??
What on earth.. Was I really talking to only myself...? I swear there was a voice within me... It wasn't just me...

"Morning! I had such a good sleep!"

Jimin exclaims ruffling your hair so you smile at him in return, even though you felt so strange.

_

The next few days just go like that.
You feeling extremely unusual so you didn't really communicate with anyone.
The members kept asking you if everything was okay and you always replied with a 'yes' because you yourself didn't know what was wrong.
You felt the strangest with Jimin and Jungkook.
Just didn't know what it was.
You were avoiding Jungkook like always, though this time it was harder. Not because, he was making it hard. But because, you couldn't help but catch
yourself thinking about him. Or, in the end of the day, comparing him to others.
Jimin was really concerned from your dry and unnatural behavior towards him, but Namjoon just told him to give you some time.
There was just this uncertainty in you.
What was it about?
You didn't know.
But
That voice just echoed in your head all the time..

"True, you like Jimin too...

But... Jungkook...

he holds a special place in your heart..."

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𝔸/ℕ

𝙸 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙺 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙶𝚄𝚈𝚂 𝚃𝙴𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙸𝙼 𝚂𝚄𝙵𝙵𝙴𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼 𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙲𝙺

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𝙸 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚞𝚜𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸𝚖 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚙, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘𝚘, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚆𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚛'𝚜 𝙱𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚔,
𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚏 𝙸 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖, 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚢𝚙𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚂𝙷𝙸-

[ 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙱𝚈 ]

𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚘 𝚢𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠,
𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚘 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛
(𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚘𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚞𝚣 𝙸'𝚖 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐)

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𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢, 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚘𝚗 𝚊 𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕜𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝  𝚘𝚗  𝚑𝚒𝚜  𝚞𝚙𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢
𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝, 𝙸 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚢 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛,
𝙸  𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝

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