HERE YOU ARE HONEY BADGERS.. I WAS SICK YESTERDAY D:

I can't believe our 2 weeks of progress is all down the drain. I will never tell Harry but, I think we will be a secret for a very long time. I know management and they will never let this go without a fight. I couldn't let Harry worry. I must talk with Liam and see how bad this argument was today though.

I look around and see Harry cuddling into my chest. I will go now so Harry won't get nervous. He tends to fidgit and get nervous if I do things behind his back. I kiss his forehead and get out of bed.

"Lou?? Where are you going?" Harry's tired voice startles me.

"Just to get some water." I lie. I am sorry Harry. I can't tell you the truth.

"Ok.. Hurry back I am cold.." He mumbles.

"Maybe if you wear clothes to bed you would be warmer." I smirk.

"Na.. I am warm enough with you beside me." He winks and falls back asleep.

"See you soon.." I whisper before leaving to Liam.

"Liam.." I poke him. Luckily the boys have been sleeping at our place for the past few night. Reasurring us and all that crap.

"Hmm?" He says slowly waking up.

"Can we talk.. Outside?" I ask.

"Sure Lou." He yawns.

We get up and go outside. I take him down the street to the park. We walk along the path in silence. I know Liam is waiting for me to begin speaking first. We continue like this until we come across a park bench. I take a seat and Liam follows in suit, sitting beside me.

"Liam.. How mad were management? Be honest.. From the start of us wanting to come out?" I ask him looking straight into his eyes making sure he doesn't lie to me.

"I knew they were going to put an end to it sooner or later. I just didn't want to upset you boys." Liam explains shaking his head sadly.

"So, Harry and I won't be- you know- public for years?" I ask, my voice craking.

"Maybe, but, the boys, Simon and I will continue to fight for you and Harry.." Liam reasures me.

"What about Tour.. When is that starting?" I ask.

"Management wants it to begin earlier so, we have set up more dates we will be leaving in 2 days." Liam explains.

"What ever you do, please don't tell Harry we may not be public for years. I don't want to add worry to him." I tell Liam before we get up and begin walking home.

"I promise we will keep this from Harry but, Lou, don't you think you know.. If he finds out he will be pissed we kept this from him?" Liam asks as we reach my driveway. He is so right.

"Well, I think it's best for now to keep this on the down low okay." I say before opening the door.

"Okat Lou, Go get some sleep. One more day with management and you boys are coming tomorrow. We will be at the meeting at 10am tomorrow." Liam tells me.

"Ok Liam, See you in the morning." I say before going into Harry and I's room.

"That took you forever." Harry says as I crawl in bed.

"Sorry Liam woke up and decided to have a midnight conversation." I reply pulling him close.

"What about?" He asks.

"How we will be starting tour in 2 days.." I mumble into his hair.

"Your freezing." He says.

"Yea, your warm." I reply.

"Where is your water?" Harry asks. Shit.

"Oh-Uhh- I left that in the kitchen." I make up a lie. Wow. I should do improv.

"Night Lou." He says cuddling into my chest.

"Night Haz." I say falling back asleep.

SECOND CHAP :D