5 Years later....
It's been 5 years without Aya. Shes gone from life but not my memory. Why her? Why not me?

Hesh, Merrick, Keagan, Rylie and me start to head towards her grave. I look at it feeling a sharp pain in my heart. She was buried by Ajax. None of her family members were buried anywhere near her. She wanted it that way.

I hold her locket in my hand tight. Hesh begins to barly sob as the others look at the grave hopelessly. It's been so long that she gave up her life. I could almost feel her pain to. Just seeing her die with Rorke hurt me more then I thought it would.

I put her locket on her grave as we all walk away. The times have obviously totaled on Merrick and Keagan. They have more gray then I remember they ever had. It was diffrent not seeing them in their ghost gear either. Only me and Hesh were still serving for the ghosts. They appointed me team leader to. We even got some new people in the group. The best of the best...

We still serve in the ghosts mostly because its what our dad did. We made it in the ghosts because of him and his tests. But I also still serve because its the closest thing I have to remember Aya and the other fallen ghosts. No ghost left behind... Our main saying....

I still believed she was left though... I couldn't let it go that this all could have not happend if I was the one to stop the solders that took her... But what would change? Would she still be walking on this earth of ours or would she still be lieing 6 feet under? Would I be dead? Was that why it never happend?

It couldn't have been... Not a chance... What happend had happend for a good reason... The chain of events that took place had took place for good reasons... But why Aya?

I grab my knife stabbing it into the wooden table in Hesh and my room. It's my fault... Shes gone... Shes.... Gone....

I feel something hot roll down my cheek. A tear. The tears I have held back for so long just now started to fall. My mind set feels like its collapsed. I feel my sanity just break before me.

I lie on the bed. I think of her all the time. And now I'm gone. Gone to the thought of her. Not gone... Lost....