I walked out the kitchen and watched Tae walk out the door without looking at me. I took out my phone and hesitated to text him.

I bit my lip and put my phone back into my pocket. I plopped myself on the sofa.

Why do I always mess everything up.

Taehyung's POV

"It's okay Tae", Hoseok said while hugging me tightly.

I buried my face into his neck while trying to hold my tears in.

"...I love him", I said lowly.

Hoseok immediately looked at me.

"You love him?"

I nodded.

"Tae, he forced you into having sex with him, which is rape, don't you understand that? How can you still love him?"

I looked down.

"I-I don't know....I've loved him for awhile now..I thought my feelings finally went away when he started doing all that stuff to me..but I was wrong"

"...Wait, did you let him do that to you though?"

I hesitated to answer.

"Tae, what the hell were you thinking?"

"..I-I wanted him to forget about Mina"

"Do you know how dangerous that is? Do you know what you were doing?...Look, Jungkook did go through a lot, but he doesn't have to take his anger out on you and you shouldn't let him do that...I swear if he does that again, I'm going to fucking beat up that bastard"

I was about to say something, but he interrupted me.

"Just...let's just stop talking about this right now", he said and walked towards his bedroom.

I sat on the sofa and stared at the TV blankly.

He's upset..I made him upset..

I'm sorry Hoseok.

Hoseok's POV

I can't believe Tae would let Jungkook do that to him. He cares about him that much?

I want him to realize what he's putting himself into. Letting someone force sex on you is not the fucking right way to comfort someone. If you want to let the other person forget about their past crush, then do something else! Not fucking having forced sex!

..I'm just..so worried about him. I want him to fight back with Jungkook, but I know he can't...because he loves him so much.

I want him to forget about Jungkook, I want him to not look or talk to him anymore.

I guess I have to take him away.