It's been a week since the incident happened.

I've been so miserable ever since Tae left this world. I still don't want to believe that Tae would do that...but the dead body keeps flashing into my mind.

Tae..

I laid on the bed and covered my eyes with my arm.

I miss you.

I miss him comforting me whenever I'm upset. He would bring me into a hug and rub my back softly.

...But that's when I force it on him..

I bit my lip to hold in my tears, but it was no use. I sat up and grabbed the picture frame of Tae and I on the desk and threw it harshly on the ground.

I stared at the broken picture, while letting out heavy breaths. I fell to my knees and cried into my hands.

"I'm so sorry Tae", I sobbed.

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I walked into the bathroom, feeling lightheaded. I stared at myself in the mirror for awhile.

I opened the drawer and grabbed the pills. I put two pills onto my hand and let out a sigh. I put the pills into my mouth and quickly drank the cup of water.

I let out a heavy breath and looked at the pill bottle. I grabbed it and took three more.

Don't do this Jungkook.

"Tae?"

Mina wouldn't want this.

"I don't care about Mina..I care about you"

Well then stop doing this..for me.

"I want to be with you"

Live a long life Jungkook, go marry someone you love and have a family..forget about me.

I looked at myself in the mirror and saw Tae beside me. He gave me a soft smile..the smile I missed so much.

I turned to the side quickly, but he was no where. I looked back at the mirror, wanting to see him again, but he was gone.

I let the tears out, not even caring to wipe them away. I fell to my knees and cried. I dropped the pill bottle and watched the pills spill all over the floor.

Don't cry Jungkook.

I wiped my tears away.

I don't want to see you cry.

I sat down with my back against the wall. I let out heavy breaths while thinking about Tae and I in high school.

"I'm so sorry Jungkook..Mina just doesn't know how good of a boyfriend you would've been", Tae said while rubbing my back softly.

I set my chin onto his shoulder and let the tears finally come out.

"Yah yah, don't cry", he said.

He looked at me and set his warm hands on my cheeks. He wiped my tears away and looked at me with sympathy.

"Don't cry Jungkook"

"I don't want to see you cry"