Jungkook's POV

I haven't seen Tae for almost a year. I've tried to visit him sometimes, but Hoseok would always get in the way.

Was choosing Mina a bad choice?..of course it was.

I've never did anything with her. I never contacted her, met up with her, talk to her. I only want to do that to Tae..I miss him.

Living alone is lonely. I don't get to see Tae in the living room eating some junk food, I don't get to hear his lame jokes, I also don't get to see his cute smile and hear his cute laugh.

I regret picking Mina. I wish I can go back to time and choose Tae. My life would've been a whole lot better.

But here I am, laying in bed, hugging the pillow Tae used to sleep on. I bet he sleeps in the same bed as Hoseok.

I clenched the pillow tightly by the thought and threw the pillow to the side harshly. I immediately got out of bed and picked up the pillow.

I sat on the bed and hugged the pillow again.

"I'm sorry", I said lowly.

"It's okay"

I looked up immediately at the voice. I stood up and watched Tae pick up the clothes on the floor.

"Gosh Jungkook, clean up your room, it looks like a tornado just happened in here", he said.

I didn't listen to what he said and hugged him tightly. I let the tears fall down my cheeks.

"You're back", I said with a smile.

"...I came to check up on you, it's almost been a year since I've seen you"

I let go of the hug and stared at him for awhile.

"You're not going to continue living with me anymore?"

He stood there silently.

"Jungkook...it's not that I don't want to live with you anymore...it's the things you've done to me back then.."

"But I'm not going to do that anymore, I've learned my lesson Tae, living without you is such a nightmare", I said while lacing my hands with his.

"..I-I'm sorry..but I'll think about it, I'm just glad that you're doing okay"

He let go of my hands and gave me a soft smile.

"I have to go now, I'll come back some other time to see if you're doing fine"

I watched him walk out the room and heard the front door close. I stared at the spot he was at, blankly.

I'm not fine Tae.

I need you.