I clenched the bedsheets tighter. Jungkook started thrusting faster and harder.

I started moaning louder from the pleasure. We both soon came. He pulled himself out and laid beside me.

He turned his back towards me. I sighed and turned my back towards him also.

Jungkook and I live together. We're close friends, but ever since his crush was taken by someone, everything just got all messed up.

I've been forced to have sex with him almost everyday. But I let him do it..even if I try to make him stop, he'll just keep on going.

The others don't know about this, but they do know about Jungkook's crush. They also try to comfort him, but it doesn't work.

Jungkook doesn't cry, but you can tell he's really hurt. He's confessed to his crush, Mina, before, but he got rejected. He wasn't giving up though, until some other guy took her.

Watching him trying to get someone hurt me so much. I used to ask myself 'why can't I be like Mina?'. She's so pretty and beautiful.

Her body is perfect like a models body. Her personality is also perfect. She's so nice and lovable, no wonder why he likes her so much.

Jin is the only person who knows about my feelings. He's talked to me about it, he tries to comfort me, I do appreciate him trying to make me feel better, but it's just not working.

I do cry about it sometimes, but I hate crying. It makes me feel weak. I cried in front of Jin one time, he comfort me for awhile, he even slept over just to make sure I'm fine.

I felt bad for making him do that. I just wasted his time.

I'm such a coward. I can't confess to Jungkook about my feelings. What if he feels disgusted. What if our friendship breaks. I don't want that to happen, I'm scared that, that will happen.

I felt the tears coming down my cheeks.

Jungkook is going to start hating me, I already know. But that's how life is, right? You don't always get what you want.

But it really hurts when someone you love, loves someone else.

It's just hard for me to stop these feelings, I love him too much.