(Name)'s POV

After some time, I had gotten a warmer jacket and a new pair of gloves from a clothing store I found a few blocks away. The jacket was (f/c) and had cotton inside to keep in heat and had a zipper while my newly bought gloves where the same as my last pair.

Everything was going fine. But something I've noticed is that my throat was dry and has been since I woke up this morning. I thought that after breakfast, it would be better considering I drank tea and water throughout the whole meal.  

Apparently not because my throat's been screaming for something to drink. Due to my "dehydration," my head began to spin; it got to the point where a migraine partied away inside my head. Stumbling my way to a nearby cafe, I took a seat and asked a young woman for a glass of water. Maybe taking a break will help.

When the woman came back with my glass of water, I thanked her courteously. Chugging down the glass, I let out a sigh. Unfortunately, my throat still begged for the consumption of something. What the hell was up with me?

Placing money on the table, I made my way out of the cafe and decided to rush to the hotel where the others were. Feeling an impact against my body, I looked up seeing an older man "oi, watch where you're going" he grumbled but I didn't pay attention. The only thing I paid mind to was his exposed neck. Damn did it look tempting right now. 

Realizing what I was thinking, I gasped and bowed to the man apologetically before scrambling off in fear. In fear of myself for I knew what was going on- how could I forget? The symptoms were so obvious. Dehydration, dizziness, even a sense of nausea started to act up. 

My body was craving blood.

Since I'm only half vampire, I can live longer without consuming blood but I do have some vampire D.N.A which makes me crave blood once a year. And that time is now. My want for blood was consuming my being whole. Usually, I would find some person in the alleyways and take some of theirs.

Problem with that is: I'm out in plain ass day; there are Jaegers around; we could get some serious attention- and we didn't need that. No one else knows this. I've tried my hardest to keep it a secret from them and it seems to have gone well. But now I was a little worried because chances are, someone was going to figure out.

But would Yuliy accept me if he figured out? Would he still trust me with the trust I would kill for?

I'm scared. I'm scared that if he finds out he won't trust me, believe me, or accept me. Sure, we've known each other for years and have built up a bond like no other but that doesn't stop the fact that there are certain things we don't know about each other and some things we keep hidden. When was the last time I feared rejection?

No One's POV

(Name)'s head spun as her chest tightened and her breathing picked up. She felt her body failing. She felt that familiar thirst for blood. That hunger that made her despise her very being. 

Sometime later, (name) had arrived back at the hotel. As she got closer she felt her body get hot feverishly and her stomach churn in severe discomfort manufacturing a deep inhale of pain from her. Exhaling with strain, (name) slowly made her way inside; once she got inside, she was met with confused gazes from two smoking men, "hey, (name). You alright?" The blonde asked. "Y-yeah, Bishop. I just bumped into something before I came in" she responded with a closed-eyed smile.

Even though she didn't let Iba and Bishop see her screaming eyes, her thin voice worried the two. Maybe she was really tired...? They didn't know but neither of them wanted to intrude so they just watched the (h/c)nette stride past them. 

Concluding she was out of sight, (name) leaned against the wall, panting. Her legs felt weak, her body was getting numb, and her eyes blurred every now and then. 'I can feel my senses numbing' she thought angrily to herself. She wanted this feeling to go away.

Aburptly, footsteps clicked their way towards the (h/c) haired girl, startling her. She had to appear fine. Pushing herself off the wall for a second, her legs gave out causing her to tilt her body back against it. Appearing from the corner a figure with familiar brown hair popped up. Ryoko. 

Seeing (name), Ryoko jumped as she was thinking about what Yuliy had told her. "H-hey (name)," she greeted before catching (name)'s panting state; "are you alright?" Ryoko asked. (Name) glanced up at her- but her glace wasn't a simple look. No. It was more of a death glare.

The brunette jumped at how harsh the "glare" was; to Ryoko, (name) had eyes of a hunter. Ryoko felt like prey. Her (e/c) eyes fell upon Ryoko's neck; the urge to drink became stronger until it made her stomach sick. "I-I'm sorry, Ryoko-san" she mumbled stumbling away as fast as she possibly could. 

(Name) felt her body heat up to temperatures that could be mistaken for a severely high fever. Her breathing became ragged while her throat ached for something to quench its thirst. The farther she went down the hall, the more she felt the restraints of her sanity crack. 

"(Name)?"

'Yuliy?'

There Yuliy stood, right across the hall from (name) with wide eyes. He wasn't surprised to see (name)- instead, he was shocked to see her in pain. A pain he would never understand. "Hey, (name). What's wrong? You look unwell? Did you eat something bad?" As Yuliy asked question after question, he took a few steps closer.

 When he was close enough, (name)'s nostrils were filled with nothing but his scent. It intoxicated her senses making her mind go blank, and seeing the exposed skin of his neck was more than enough to finally break (name)'s sense of reason. 

Gazing up to the taller teen, she directed her feet in his direction. Alarmed by the half-vampire's sudden boldness in actions, Yuliy began to step back. A step forward. A step backward. That's the exchange the two had until Yuliy's back hit the wall behind him. 

"U-um, (n-name)... you alright?" The Sirius asked as a peach-red blush bloomed itself onto his face. She was really close. So close that he could feel her body heat against him. 

The sixteen-year-old raised her hands, placing them on Yuliy's shoulders as she leaned her face closer. Yuliy freaked out; what was (name) doing and was she alright? That's what he wanted to know. 

Upon feeling (name)'s warm breath on his neck, Yuliy froze as chills raced up his sides. Closer and closer to his clear, smooth skin, (name) got. Opening her mouth baring her fangs, (name) pierced through the Sirius' protection of skin. 

Hearing and feeling the puncture, Yuliy jumped "(n-name)?" He gasped. Something warm had run down his neck. Was (name) crying? No. The smell was totally different than tears; it smelt more like... iron.

Realizing that the scent he smelled was blood, his sapphire eyes widened. (Name) was sucking his blood. I'm slight panic, Yuliy lifted his hands to hold onto (name)'s shouders "(n-name)" he breathed out. His voice cracked in both fear and reason. 

Perhaps it was his tone of voice or the fact that she had finally consumed enough blood to ease her raging senses, but (name)'s (e/c)-red eyes cleared from its, once, dull state before expanding upon awareness of what she was doing. Releasing Yuliy's neck, she instantly backed away with a frightfilled gasp. Tasting the iron on her tongue, (name) covered her mouth. 

The sight in front of her made her heart burst into a million pieces. Against the wall, Yuliy stood with a thin line of blood streaming down his neck and eyes of what she thought was betrayal. She felt it. She felt the tears. The guilt. And it was eating at her very soul. 

'How could I do this?'

Recovering from the momentary shock, Yuliy covered his wound looking towards (name) who was visibly shaking. "(Name)" He called out; the said girl bit her lip "I-I-I'm so-sorry, I-" she started but ended up choking over her words. Knowing fully well that she wouldn't be able to say what she wanted to say and that she didn't want Yuliy to see her cry, (name) ran. 

Despite him calling out to her, she ran farther away. She couldn't take this. 

How could lose her control to this primitive thirst? 

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What are you guys' opinions on this chapter? Is it okay? Is it decent?

I tried to make things as dramatic as possible but I don't know if I did it as I well as I wanted it. Let me know!

Sorry for the quick update. I've been itching to write so I did UwU

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Update on my friend: she officially ships Yuliy X Philip.