"Fine, Just don't Break my IPad, Im addicted to it." I said.
"Soo, How much did your IPad cost?" Yuma asked me.
"69 euro, or something" they gulped. Lol
Its Complicated! [Diabolik Lovers x Reader]- Chapter 9: Welcome to my, World..

[YOUR POV]

~Next Day~

Well, To be Honest, No one knows about me!
No one Understands me,
My life is Stupid,
Im worthless
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But I just tried to be happy...
For them,

Even my smiles Were warm, My laughter was Contagious,
Everyone Thinks Im always Enthusiastic,

But Do they know What is inside of me?

~My emotions are mixed up, But I stay Happy Even U don't feel happiness.
~I lost some of my Memories In order to keep Me alive.
~I even don't know who am I anymore?

What am I to Them? Who am I?
-

I Try to Remember, But....

What happens Is I will just Ruin Their Damn lives in remembering my Shitty Childhood.

-

Why? Its because, Why would They help me? A Fucking Damn Bastard, To remember my
MotherFucking Childhood!

In the End, All the blame will be on me, All the problems will be started by, Me...

ONLY ME!!

That is why I want to Stay away from Them,
Well, Welcome to My world..

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Even If I Let you enter MY world,
Its full of depression and Anxiety!
So take caution...

Why don't we Switch places? I am You and You are me...

Im Tired of Being Me!
Im tired of being depressed all the time!

Good luck finding the Happiness in me..
Its Rare finding me Really happy.

[BEST FRIEND POV]

Im Starting to feel worried about [Y/N].
Since The Time when I met her, She was Known as a very Happy Girl,
But were those Enthusiasm and Smiles Sincere?!?

Ive Tried to Find her happiness Within her,

But It seems like There is none,

She is Faking all of her Happiness in order for us to Smile,

Im sorry [Y/N], Im really sorry....