he didnt mean it...he didnt mean it...
GUYS IF YOURE SENSITIVE TO ANYTHING LIKE SEXUAL ASSULT OR ABUSE OR WHATEVER ITS CALLED THEN DONT READ THE PARTS THAT HAVE THE 🛑NEXT TO THEM! THIS IS A WARNING SO YOU DONT MISS THE REST OF THE STORY IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT PART.
Elijahs p.o.v
Megan comes out of the shower and wraps the towel around her, I'm standing, pretty much, right outside of the bathroom door when she walks out. She gets startled then laughs. "You scared me!" She giggles, I blush as I remember what I saw in the bathroom and she must sense something is wrong because she looks at me, concerned. "Is everything ok?" She asks. I stay silent, just staring at her. She asks again and I just nod. She knows something's up but goes into my room to change anyway. Whilst she's in there I plan what to say to her. So far I just tell myself to be honest, say you were looking and that it wasn't just out of the corner of my eye. But then I realise she'll think I'm even more weird and wouldn't be friends with me anymore. I can't think of any more excuses because she walks back into the hallway looking like this:
But with wet hair. The outfit looks so cute on her, I find myself blushing. And she looks at me, still looking concerned. "You can tell me Elijah..." she walks past me and goes downstairs, I follow. "I can't, Megan, you will hate me and would never trust me again." I say sadly. "Well I want to know even more now, and I could never hate you..." she bites her lip, worried. I look at her and shake my head. She takes hold of my hand, "please." She says. I nod and try to let go of her hand but her grip is too strong. She must be really concerned. I look her in the eyes again and sigh "I'm so sorry," I sit up and clear my throat, "when, uh, when you were taking a shower and I went in to use the toilet, I looked in the mirror and I, uh, saw you... naked..." I say awkwardly and manage to let go of her hand. She just smiles sweetly, while really red, and says "it's fine, it was an accident, you didn't mean to." I look down.
"That's the part I was about to tell you..." I look at her again, "I didn't stop looking." She sits up, "I carried on looking for, like, 20 seconds until I realised what I was doing was wrong. I wanted to tell you to be honest and I'm so sorry Megan..." I stand up and walk away to the front door. "I know you want to leave, so I'll unlock the door..." I look at her before I do and she shakes her head and pats the seat I was just sitting in. "Sit down, I want to talk..." I walk over to the seat and sit down. "Why did you continue to look? That's all I want to know." I look at her with a blank expression.
"I don't want to and can't say."
"Why can't you?"
"It will ruin our friendship." I sigh.
"Do you like me or somethin..." she pauses. I nod and look down. She smiles and blushes, "how did I not know this. Wanna know something" I nod.
"Sure"
"I like you too..." I look up at her and she's blushing loads. I take the risk and lean in, to my surprise she kisses back. I pull away and get us a few shots. "You wanna liven this place up I see" she giggles while I place a shot infront of her.
1 hour later
My p.o.v
Elijahs flopping around to music whilst I drink some water to help the alcohol calm down. I think Elijah is more drunk then me! He comes over to me and pulls me up to dance. We laugh and smile and we dance and all of a sudden he looks at me while smirking. I just laugh and stop dancing.
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He grabs my arm harshly and kisses me. I smile as it's just a normal kiss, but then it intensifies, a lot. I try to push him away whilst mumbling "no" but he pushes me onto the sofa and starts kissing my neck. I try to push him off but he's too strong. He's drunk too much, i can't control him. He pulls down my joggers and I scream at him to stop, he's not listening. "No no no no, why are you doing this" I cry. He's about to [A/N I DONT WANNA SAY IT BUT I GOTTA SKKCDK] finger me until he looks me in the eyes. He suddenly steps back looking at me with horror in his eyes. I'm crying on the sofa, his joggers, that I was wearing, half way down my legs and love bites on my neck. He shakes his head "no, no, no, what have I done" he steps back again and I pull the joggers back up and go over to him. "It's fine, you didn't know what you were doing" I say whilst crying.
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"Megan, this isn't fine, I almost sexually assaulted you, I made you cry, I forced you to do something you didn't want to. I'm a horrible human being." I look at him with tears running down my face. "Please, baby..." i stroke his face and he smiles. "Baby?" He asks. I nod whilst trying to smile. "Let's forget about this." I say and he shakes his head. "No, Megan, I can't. And I know you can't either. I'm so sorry." He sits down in tears and all I can do is hug him. But he pushes me away, anything I try to do to make him feel better gets pushed away. I can see how mad he is at himself and I can't do anything. I sit on the other side of the room just staring at him. "I'm sorry... Firstly, I look at you in the shower, secondly, I almost sexually harass you, what next? It's obviously not safe for you to be near me because I love you so much I started to rush into things I would usually never rush into and-" I cut him off, "and nothing, you were drunk when you did what you" i pause... "what you just did and before, even if it's me, i don't think you're the only guy who would look in on a girl showering if you had the chance. Yeah it was slightly weird, but I don't care that much because I... I love you too... And i want to be with you but it will be different. But we will get through this, ok? Everything that happened today, just didn't happen, we never speak of it unless, you know, there might be a situation where we bring it up, but we shouldn't speak about it again." I look at him and he's properly crying now. I feel so bad, I just want to go over and kiss his cheek and hug him but I know he'll just push me away again. So we sit in silence.
AUTHORS NOTE:
Guysssss this chapter is kinda weird and a lil sad bout the sexual harassment or whatever, or almost sexual harassment, but ye, not that long AGAIN but i don't know what else to write in these chapters so they're quiet short. And ye, thanks for reading !!
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