Depression and Anxiety [for you]

[PLUS READ UNTIL END]

Honestly, when I started this story I didn't know where it would go.

But I know what I want it to be now.

This is a voice for the voiceless. The ones who can't put their frustrations into words. The ones who don't understand how or why they feel the way they do.

I don't care what someone's problem is, I would listen all the way.

There are a few problems in this story that I've tried to represent:

- Anxiety
- Depression
- Incest
- Heartbreak
- Religious shaming
- Fear
- Breaking down
- Transvestism
- Gay shaming
- Self Destruction
- Loneliness
and the
- Inability to be happy

I don't know if I accurately depicted these issues, but I have tried my best. I myself suffer from minor depression and an anxiety disorder.

Not to get all weepy on you, but when you get these type of things (minus the incest), they are representation that you have been strong for too long. You are unraveling because you haven't adequately dealt with your issues, and now it's bigger than it once was.

Connor is like a representation and fruitation of my fears.

I didn't realize this until I spoke to someone about it, but now as I think about it, it becomes more and more obvious.

FOR YOU:

Anxiety - worry is the imagination getting carried away with something that will never come to pass. I believe you can get through the day. If you did it yesyerday, you sure as hell can do it today.

Depression - you may feel alone, like you're going to unravel and breakdown, but I gotchu. When you fall, you have AP there to watch your back and catch you. When you're on the brink of extinction, I'll be there to light up your candle.

I won't let you burn out. Never.

Incest - you may think that you're wrong, and that something must be wrong with you, but it's not always the case. Branch out, learn to love people who are so much more than just a cousin. Be like Sirius. One day, you will have to move on. And when that day happens, I'll be behind you.

Real love will find you.

Heartbreak - no boy or girl is worth your tears. If they make you cry, make them cry harder. In pain. No one can break you down. You are strong. When you hit rock bottom, the only other place is to go up.

Never go down.

Never settle for less.

You're worth more than that.

Fear - fear is something we all have. Fear of heights. Fear of being found out. Fear of love. But if one learns to overcome their fear, they learn that the only thing to fear is fear itself. Nothing should stand in the way of what you want to do. Fear of heights? Go bungee jumping. Fear of love? Start dating seriously. Fear of being found out your gay?

Be flamboyant as fuck and don't give a shit.

Religious shaming - no one can tell you how to live your life. Do what you want. Be happy.

Breakdown - you may be down in the bottom of the sea. You might be floating aimlessly. But I got you. If you're drowning, I'll be your anchor. If your heart stops, I'll be the medic. Even if you just need a shoulder to cry on, there will always be the someone.

Gay shaming - I love you. I love you you so much. I love you from the tips of your toes all the way up to the roots of your hair. You be you boo. No one can ever tell you different. Let's be real, in twenty years were gonna be the happy people.

Not some old person who get can't over the fact that girls can kiss girls.

Transvestism/transgender - how dare anyone, and I do mean anyone, make fun of someone who is only trying to be themselves. If you're a guy who wants to dress like a girl, you are beautiful and I don't care what anyone else says. You people who are trapped in the wrong body, I respect you for making it this far.

I don't know what this world would do without you. Honestly.

Self Destruction - don't ever hurt yourself. Ever. You are better than just a few lines on your wrists, or scars on your thighs. You are more than the tears at night and the waves of pain.

If there is one person who cares about you, it is me.

Loneliness - to be alone, or not to be alone? It may maybe painful. That dull ache in your chest where your heart thuds sharply, and you feel some emptiness inside. You maybe feel like there's not a single soul who understands you. But you're wrong.

There are so many like me who love you, care for you, and want want to see you go somewhere in life.

You just just have to look for us, that's all.

Inability to be happy - be you. No one cares about what you wear, or what you look like. No one really cares about when the newest jays are out. You are you and that's never gonna change. Don't listen to other people talking from from out their ass. Because when they're all gone, you're all that's gonna be left.

So that's who you need to worry about first.