You know?
I'm tired of letting teardrops fall.
Of letting thoughts of you run through my mind unchecked and demolish my happiness.
I'm tired of letting thoughts of your smiling face build up like tsunamis and smash into my unsuspecting feelings.
I'm tired of being tired, staying up all night while you won't leave my mind, but won't answer your phone.
Tired of drowning in tears and an ocean of self pity.
But most importantly I'm tired of trying to swim to you while your waves push me down
-tired