Let's kick right into this bs

So, due to someone in my life forcing me into writing, I'm not really able to update books, especially not the school au

I've blocked em on here but certain aus or books of mine were in their reading list and I'm assuming this was as well

Which means even after being blocked, they can still see that I've updated

I don't know for sure but this makes it very hard to update this book and that's why I haven't

They don't allow me to write for myself or others, only 3500 words daily for them, and I'm not able to leave

"Block them, it's not hard" I know I'll be told but it's not easy when they easily spread bullshit about you and know about your sh, suicide tendencies and family issues such as divorced parents and more that I cannot discuss online for safety

Which, they have threatened to spill if I left, especially the rumors they made people believe about me which is that I fetishize sh and r@pe? Which is absolutely not true, I've been through sh because of this person and much more and it's horrible, and I know people irl including my mother and sister who have been victims of r@pe. But, they've made people believe it and even sent me multiple ss of them saying how horrible and disgusting I am

I don't fucking get it

So that's why this book has been so delayed, I won't be able to really update it.

So, the plan is to basically have this, and if they get a notif I'll say that I'll post a pre written chap after which I think they'll probably allow

I'll either name it the chap number, or Itll be set as something sneaky like

'Good bye'
'Ending'

Or some type of warning, but the plan is that it'll have all the rest of this books chapters in one chap, so you guys can finish this book and I won't be in drama

That means you will have to wait longer but the book is coming to an end anyway

I really hope that you guys all understand and I am so sorry for the wait but I think you can tell why I haven't and can't write

3500 words every day + school + the fact I'm fluent/and needing to learn 4 languages at once as well as being a pianist, a cosplayer and having divorced parents with an alcoholic mother is very hard and I hope you guys understand that I really haven't had time to update,

I will finish this book, I love this book so much, and I want it out for you guys, but it'll be a little longer for me to write all the rest of the chaps first <3 I'm so sorry

You just need to wait in there

I love you all sm and thank you for waiting, I hope you all understand <3 love you guys sm

And if you possibly have other ideas I could use to get these chaps out that would be well appreciated

I love you all so much thank you, have a good day/night

And sorry for this update, I know this book REALLY isn't positive.. At all 😭🙏 but I'm trying to keep my page somewhat positive and it's hard with all this so thank you for understanding