Mui pov

I slowly walked to genyas house.. I was so scared.. I had a somewhat baggy short sleeved shirt with a long sleeved one underneath.. I had pants on because he didn't know I had self harm on my thighs, so I don't need to show him..

I walked to his door and slowly knocked, he answered the door shortly after. "Come in.." He said, he sounded.. sad..? Upset..?

I walked in slowly as he guided me to his room.. I sat down on the bed and he sat next to me.

"Roll up your sleeves." He said, my heart sank.. "I-" I let out, he just stared at me.. he seemed.. emotionless, but sad too..

I slowly rolled up my long sleeves.. leaving the short ones untouched. "What is that mui. Why are you doing that to yourself?!" He asked, he seemed kind-of.. mad.

"I don't know.. I just do it.. I've done it for so long I don't remember.." I say, sobbing slightly. "Do your parents know about this?!" He asks, I just stare down, trying to hold back tears but they poured out my eyes. "They're dead! My parents are dead and my brothers in a coma at the hospital! At this point he's just going to fucking die and it's my fault!" I say, crying uncontrollably. He stopped, he seemed.. less angry.. his emotion went to sad.. and he calmed down,

"They're.. dead..?" He asks, "yes! They died when I was thirteen, my brothers been in a goddamn coma!" I yell, crying. I needed to get it out..

"I'm so sorry.." He tells me, I shake my head.. "it doesn't matter.. nothing does.." I say, he gulps.. "where else is it..?"

I look at him confused.. "huh..?" "Where else is the cutting?" He asks, I was just stunned.. "nowhe-" "tell me."

I look away before pointing at my thigh.. "I'll give you a pair of short, can you go change into them..?" He asks, I look down.. I didn't want to.. I never thought I'd show anyone..

He gets up and grabs a pair of shorts.. they were huge.. would probably fit him perfectly..

"I'll look away or you can go to the bathroom-" he says, I shake my head. "Ill-" I say, "can you please look away.." I ask, he nods before turning the other way, I took my pants off and put on his shorts, I pulled the string a heap to make them tight so they'd fit..

I sat back on the bed and he felt the feeling of me sitting down and turned around.. he looked at me "can I..?" He said, I nodded slightly and he lifted the shorts up, revealing more cuts..

He sighed, "mui you can't be doing this..." He says, lifting them up a little higher to reveal a few more cuts..

"I'm.. " I let out, starting to cry.. "I'm sorry!" I yell, crying into genya.. he holds me and scootches me closer so I was sitting on his lap, curled up..

"Mui it's okay, you just need to stop.." He tells me, slightly rubbing the back of my head..

"Thank you for telling me.. and letting me see the cuts.." He said as I rest my head in the crook of his neck.. I hadn't had someone treat me like this before.. it felt so nice..

"I know you didn't want me to see.. but I don't want things to get worse okay?" He asks, moving my head back so I look at him, I just sobbed harder.. my breathing was so.. so shaky..