Rey's POV
"Do you love Lillian?" I'm looking into Kylo's eyes.

"No, she's not you." I feel the tears gathering in my eyes. "Rey." He takes my hand and I don't snatch it away. "Lillian, isn't you." I blink away the tears, no, I can't get emotional over this. "It is you." I look back at him once the tears have fully retreated. "I love you, Rey."

"Kylo, I..." I'm lost for words.

"Rey, I love you. I love your smile, your laugh, the way your eyes change colors, the way you don't take shit from people, the way you're protective of me, how you can show your true emotions around me, the way your a dork yet a badass, the way you kiss me, but what I love most is seeing you happy. Rey, I love you. No one will ever change that. I promise I will never abandon you and you will always have a place here in my arms and heart."

"Kylo, I... I don't love you... I'm sorry."

"What?" I could see the tears dwelling up in his eyes.

"Kylo I don't know what love is or what I'm feeling. This is all happening so fast." Kylo took a deep breathe and got up. "Where are you going?"

"To think." I hear him leave the room and sense him walking away. I shift positions and clutch on to one of his pillows, it smells like him. I began crying, "What did I do?" and "I'm sorry." into the pillow, which becomes quickly damp by my tears.

Kylo's POV
"To think." I told Rey as I move closer to the door. I exit and begin walking. There was really no where to go on the ship to have some alone time besides your room. I remember the training room I have and begin walking there. It's close by and I enter in the passcode before the door slides open. It's mainly an empty room with mats lining the floor and some weapons, most in a chest. I sit in the corner and cry. She can't love me, I'm a monster.

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Kylo's POV
I wake up in my training room. I wipe my face free of the stained, dried tears. I rise to my feet and slowly make my way back to my room. I enter the room and...

"Kylo?!" Rey runs around the corner in a nightgown with her hair down. "Kylo!" She jumps on me and locks her legs around me. "Kylo, I'm so sorry." She has herself locked around me in a hug. I can feel her trembling.

"Rey, it's okay. I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have taken off." I squeeze her, not wanting to let go.

She leans back, so we are face to face. Then kisses me hungrily. She unwraps her legs, but leaving her arms around my neck. "Kylo, I like you a lot."

"Rey, I just need you here. I don't need you to love me, although I wouldn't mind." I smile at her and she rises on her toes to kiss me.

We kiss passionately and I sweep down and lift her off her feet and she breaks the kiss to smile at me. I enter the bedroom holding her tight and sit on the bed with her in my lap, as I lean against the headboard.

I look over at the clock as it changes to 4:36 am. "Rey we need to get some rest if we're going to try tomorrow."

"Okay." She lets go and tries to get out of my lap. I grab her waist and move my legs to make more room for her.

"I didn't say you could leave." She smiles and snuggles up against my chest as I wrap my arms around her waist. We fall asleep sitting up and cuddling, but it'll be worth the neck pain in the morning.

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Rey's POV
I enter the training room, following Kylo. "Okay, Scavenger. Let's see what you got." He walks over to a bin and tosses me a lightsaber.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa. There is no way I'm fighting you with a lightsaber."

He ignites his, but it's not a normal lightsaber. "These are special updated training sabers. These are strictly training only. They won't do real damage, but they will deliver some pain if you touch it."

I look at it, I wanna touch it.

"Rey, don't do it." I look at him. "Don't, trust me. It hurts. It's like an electric stick. It won't go through you, but it'll hurt you."

"Okay, let's do this." I ignite my saber that matches his white electric one.

I run and swing at him. He immediately blocks and returns the swing barely missing me. He smirks, "Better watch out, scavenger."

"Says the one with a scarred face." I shoot back.

He swings at my leg and I miss the block. I feel a burning, electric shock hit my leg and I fall back into the wall. He goes for a kill strike and I block it, kicking him backwards. He falls backwards and I look at my leg. It's perfectly fine, just tingling now. He gets up and I run along the wall and he quickly follows striding with his long legs.

I panic at him as he corners me. He raises his lightsaber and I stab him in the abs and drop the lightsaber and run under his swing. He holds the spot and turns swinging at me.

I have no weapon and begin to panic more. "Admit defeat Rey, you're weaponless!" He shouts at me angrily.

Why is he being like this! It's begining to scare me. I run over near the chest if weapons and see something similar to my staff. He charges and I block his hit then use the other end to knock into his back and he falls on his knees. I take a few steps back and he lounges at me. I hold my staff like weapon out and it breaks in half.

He villainous smile appears as he begins to walk toward me. I close my eyes and focus. When he's about to go for a kill strike I block with both and then spin hitting his side.

Kylo grunts and looks into my eyes. His eyes are turning yellow and he's just as sweaty, as am I.

I turn and run for the door, this isn't fun anymore. I hear him running behind me and I stop at the door.

I turn to face him throwing one of the pieces of my broken weapon at his legs, hoping it'll slow him down. He blocks it and evilly grins. I drop my other half weapon not wanting to fight anymore.

He force throws his saber at my head and I dunk just in time. I stand back up. "Kylo, you're scaring me!" I'm shaking and holding back tears of fear.

He freezes and his expression changes as the yellow begins to fade in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Rey." He turns to walk away.

"Kylo?" He drops to his knees. I rush over to him. "Kylo, what happened?"

"I let anger and hatred guide me. I went into a dark place. I remembered trying to hate you for giving me this scar and weakening me, but when you said I was scarring you. I realized that's not want I was wanting to gain from training. I don't want to scare you ever again, Rey. I want to gain your love, not hurt you. I'm so sorry."

"Kylo, you don't have to take training so serious. We need to learn from each other, not scare each other."

"Thank you, Rey."

"For what?"

"Not running out that door and living in fear of me."

"Oh I would have kicked your ass if I had too." I smile and he looks into my eyes.

"I love you, Rey."

"I know, Kylo."