This is my wattpad version of it,better and much,much longer
My A/n is gonna be here
Since I dont want to ruin the sending
Anyways hope you enjoy it
And....
Love you guys
Til next time😉
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Y/n POV
"Thank you" I whisper in between my cough. I take my brush in hand and smear the wax across the two boats
"There you go S.S. Jackson and S.S. Snow ready for service!" "Thank you sir!" "Sir?! Jackson it's Madam!" "Oh..." the poor boy whispers looking down covering his red from embarrassment cheeks "Its ok,now go have fun" The two kids nodded cheerfully and ran downstairs,shouting 'see you later and bye captain' before slamming the front door shut.
But I felt something like never before,Was I right to let them go?

Time skip

"Snow?!" I yelled after my sister which I couldn't find a sight of in the heavy,May rain. "Jackson?!" I once again screamed my voice losing hope,My clothes weighing me down so was my hair as I stood their on the corner of the street,ready for the worst or maybe I wasn't,maybe I was trying to convince myself that I was
But as I think about it you cannot prepare yourself for something like that,preparing yourself for the disappearance of your sister and her best friend under the point that it was only your fault,my fault

One year later

I pulled the school doors open for the last time this term and let the warm summer air hit my face. "Finally school's out for summer!!" Finn yelled fulfilled as Wyatt just rolled his eyes at his behaviour "Well I don't know know about you guys but I'm gonna beat Sophia in some guys cause Jaeden just cannot play" "No guys remember,we have to go to the barrens" "Oh yea..." Finn replied sadly while Wyatt showed some bit of dissatisfaction. I walked down to the bike racks ready to greet the rest of the losers but luck wouldn't let me pass so easily. There stood Nicholas Hamilton happy with himself as him and his goons bullied my best friends and boyfriend. Luck wouldn't let me pass,I won't let him pass,Nobody does that to my family
"You suck Hamilton!!" I yelled trying my best to contain my language,I then stood their uncertain of my actions and what came next I wouldn't expect in a thousand years
(I've loved you for a thousand years,I'll love you for a thousand yearsss~Sorry I had to)
He pulled my ear towards his lips mumbling something barely a whisper "Don't worry puppet soon enough you'll end up with your sister,my mind in that"
He pushed me to the ground leaving me dumbfounded with a heavy breathe I repeated his words,What the hell is this world?
I stood up staring onto the ground still not leaving my earlier state of mind
"Guys I'll catch you later,I have something to do" "Wait weren't we planning on going to the Barrens?" "Don't worry Baby we'll find them I promise,See you guys later" "See you Babe" I drove off rethinking me words,was it really a see you later? Or more of a goodbye?

11pm the same day

I pull on my hair in frustration going over all of my information
The sewer slide,the maps of Derry, previous accidents to with this hellhole,nothing fucking made sense
Why the well house,why at Neibolt,what is the thing that's haunting us?
Is it real,maybe I really am going crazy,maybe my life is just a loop of darkness and dissatisfaction
But I cant be right?
Chosen said he saw the cockroaches coming out the bathroom drains and that there was this reflection in the mirror,it was steamy so he couldn't see who but there was
He wouldn't make that up,would he?
Or Jack,He did not see the Dybbuk spirit,he wasn't possessed and didn't burn down his grandma's house,she dies of a heart stroke right?
Or maybe,maybe Jeremy
He wasn't stuck in an another dimension and eaten alive ,he was standing right there with us this morning but why would they lie?
Maybe they took Snow
No they're my friends,the are right?
Fuck why is life so difficult!!
I suddenly heard a giggle
And before I could rethink it I opened the door from where it came for
And before I realized my mistake it was too late,oh how I wish I didn't open that door,how I wish I could say goodbye to everyone
I couldn't hear,couldn't see,I couldn't feel nor smell
I couldn't do nothing,all my senses were gone
I only heard what It allowed me too,what it wanted me to
What was going on,I didn't know,What was happening I didn't know,Why me I didn't know
Well if I say so I knew one thing,just one
I was afraid
It gained its goal it won over me
I soon couldn't think,I felt dead
All I heard was
'He thrusts his fists against the post and still insists he sees the ghost'
That covered it,I knew it was my end but I never imagined it'll be in that way,The repeating words covered his voice "My mind in that"

Narrator's POV

That night she disappeared
Her story was never told,even when Jaeden grew up and wrote his book telling the story of the creepy,mist covered town he never mentioned her
Her life wasn't finished
She never lived,never completed her dream
Once she was a cheerful girl with a positive attitude,she loved reading but never was considered a nerd by anyone,not even a bookworm
Her sisters disappearance destroyed her and began the bullying
But it wasn't like that
Her positivity was for show
Her smile was for show
Her reading was for show
Because the community would've never accepted the the real Y/n
Once the losers found the missing posters they were devastated
But for Jaeden,his whole world came falling down,first his brother and now his girlfriend
He can never forgive himself
Him and the losers defeated the devil called Pennywise or otherwise as some but not many call him Dr.Bob Gray
It might not be a happy ending but nor isn't it a sad one
Its an unsatisfying sending to an unsatisfying story
But there's one mystery left to solve so it's complete
Let me show you it
Every single one of the victims left something behind in the sewers
Snow left her pink lace shoe
Jackson left his yellow raincoat
But she never left nothing?
So here's the mystery
What really happened to Y/n L/n?
This is not yet the end to the story
This story is yet to be satisfactory