Bill x Reader
{This is a request for @denbroughbae I know it took me mad long to write this, but I hope it was worth it, and feel free to be honest about how you felt about the story. Pls enjoy}
{Lita's p.o.v}
'you look so beautiful...' He said to me, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
I blushed at his comment and leaned into his shoulder as another slow song played. He kissed my head which made my knees feel weak, and we swayed to the music, not speaking only listening to the sound of each others heartbeats. The song every breath you take came on, it was our song. I looked up at him, and he down at me. I smiled at him,and he smiled back. We leaned in and our lips were about to touch...but then I woke up,
"Fuck..." I muttered,annoyed at my own stupid dream.
Of course it was a dream, me and Bill weren't a couple anymore, and I had pretty much moved on. Yes it kind of stings to remember we aren't together anymore, but after he found out Georgie had in fact died, he was devastated, and things only went downhill from their in our relationship. I was just grateful that we were both apart of the losers club otherwise we wouldn't see or speak to each other at all. I was also grateful that the losers decided to we should all go the school formal, besides maybe this would be my chance to finally rekindle our newfound friendship.
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"G-g-guys I've been thinking, and I think w-we should s-skip the dance." Bill announced to the other losers.
"Why?" Richie asked, "It's like the biggest dance of the year, and you want to skip it??"
"Yea, Bill, it could be fun..." Beverly said
"W-well, I'm just s-s-saying w-we've never g-gone before, w-why start n-now?" Bill said simply.
"Dude, this might sound kind of lame, but I kind of wanted to go...with someone..." Stan said
"See, even Stan here wants to go, and he never wants to go anywhere." Richie says
"Actually maybe we shouldn't go..." Ben cut in, "Besides what about mike? He doesn't even go to school, won't he feel left out?"
"Oh come on you too Ben? Think of it like this, we're 15 years old now, if we don't go to this dance we'll probably NEVER get another chance to go to a party, and as for Mike, he can still come, as long as we bring him.." Richie said in a convincing tone.
"Well, what do you think Lita?" Eddie asked me
The rest of the losers turned to me to hear my answer,
"Well uh, I think we should go...maybe for like an hour or something?" I say trying to sound confident.
"That's...actually a good idea..." Eddie comments
"Then it's settled, we'll all go to the dance and then after an hour, if you so choose you are free to leave." Richie says in a matter of fact tone.
The rest of the losers agreed with the compromise, and so it was settled. Once the losers dispersed from the hall I stayed with Bill at his locker while he put things away. Once he did that he closed his locker and started to walk to his class, not noticing I was there per usual, soI jogged up beside him. In this moment I realized that I needed to have an actual conversation with him, it was now or never,
"So uh bill how come you didn't want to go to the dance?" I asked him.
"O-oh n-n-no reason. I-i was just s-s-suggesting it...I-i still might not go t-though.." bill replied, shrugging his shoulders, not even looking at me, as we reached my classroom door.
Bill and I didn't have our 4th period together, and I panicked so I blurted out,
"Oh...well uh I was just wondering...like if if you did decided to go...that maybe you'd like to go...with me... but like you don't have if you don't want to I just wanted to ask-"
"Oh n-n-n-no I-I Want to g-go with you." Bill stuttered out, cutting me off.
"Oh, uh, really?" I replied shocked,
"Y-y-yea. I-I-I can p-pick y-y-you up f-from y-your house a-and it'll be g-great." Bill said still not looking at me.
I blushed immensely and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear,
"Uhm yea that'd be great"
"C-cool." Bill said.
I smiled at him shyly and said,
"Well uh I'll see you then, okay?"
"y-yea totally!" He exclaimed.
A faint smile appeared on my lips and I waved bye to him as I went into my class, he waved back before running down the hall. I had done it, I finally worked up enough courage to actually have a real conversation with him after 2 years of our awkward post break up small talk, and now I was going be Bill's date to the Formal.
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"Canceled?? What do you mean the dance is canceled, I paid 1.25 for my ticket and you mean to tell me that they canceled! This is the worst news I've ever heard in my entire life, I can't believe! Hold up, someone else is calling... I'll call you back." I say to my friend.
I pressed the answer button on the phone and put it back to my ear,
"Hello?"
"H-hey Lita I w-w-was just wonder if y-you w-wanted t-to come o-over today?" Bill asked from the other line
"Oh uhm yea, sure,I can do that, something wrong?" I asked him
"N-no, I j-just want t-to hang out...S-since t-the d-da-dance g-got canceled and e-e-everything." he said nervously
"Oh okay, well yea I'll be over soon okay?"
"O-okay."
"Bye Bill, see you later..."
"b-bye." He said kind of awkwardly.
I hung up the phone and slid down the wall holding the phone in my hands. I had a huge smile plastered on my face and felt my heart beating wildly in my chest as I dialed my friends number to tell her what happened. As soon as she picked up the phone I squealed with delight,
"Oh, my gosh, you will not believe what just happened!! This is officially the best day ever!!!"
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All the way over to Bill's house I was nervous and excited, I didn't know what to expect. He hadn't invited my over since after Georgie died, so needless to say I thought maybe just maybe something was going to happen. I didn't want to over dress so I just wore a grey sweater and some grey leggings and moccasins, and Bill must've had the same impression that I did because he was also dressed casual, wearing a tan sweater and grey sweat pants,
"uh h-h-hey Lita y-y-y-y-you look r-really p-p-p-pretty."He said to me when he opened the door.
I blushed and told him thank you, even though I wasn't really wearing anything extra.
He moved aside from the doorway and I walked into his house and wandered into the living room. In my short time of being there I noticed it was deathly quiet in his house,
"So where is everyone?" I asked
"o-o-out." He says nonchalantly, closing the front door, "I was t-thinking m-maybe w-we could w-w-watch a movie and e-eat ice-cream or s-something.."
"Oh cool, yea I mean, yea that sounds fine..." I said mentally kicking myself at how dumb I must have sounded to him
"o-oh o-okay." Bill said disappearing into the kitchen.
I stayed in his living room and walked around to take in the familiar surroundings. I found myself drifting to a bookshelf in the room that had pictures on it. Among the pictures, one stood out to me. It was a picture of Georgie and bill. Georgie had been taken by Pennywise for a couple of years now, and I knew Bill was still hurting, but it was nice to see them together in a happier time, the thought of before Pennywise made me smile, and I grazed my fingers over the picture frame. I continued to walk around his living room slowly, I hadn't been in his house in so long, but it seemed to have remained almost exactly the same,
"uh h-hey, y-you r-ready?" Bill said snapping me back into reality
I stop pacing and a turn to face him,
"Oh uh yea." I say walking over to the living room tv.
We sat next to each other on the the floor, on top of a blanket, surrounded by some other blankets and pillows. It was simple, but nice.
When the movie started playing I leaned into his shoulder instinctively, like how I used to do when we were closer. He didn't say anything to me about it, so I kept my head there. The movie Never ending story played, while Bill played with my fingers that were intertwined with his. I kept glancing up at him, but he never looked at me, he just kept staring at the screen. I didn't want create any tension, but I could feel the heat in my face, and it wasn't seeming to go away, but luckily it was dark enough to the point where he probably wouldn't be able to see it. After the movie had ended, I sat up and looked at him, and he looked at me. I bit my lip and got up,
"uh, well I guess I should go."
He didn't say anything and I stared at him for a while, but he still hadn't said anything so I walked towards the front door. When I opened the door it was poring raining outside and I mentally cursed myself for not bringing a jacket with me. I sighed a breath of annoyance and dread and was about to step out when I felt bill grab my arm. I looked back at him and he said,
"N-no w-w-wait, p-p-please d-don't go, I-I don't w-want you to g-get h-hurt. S-staying h-here until t-the storm is over p-please?"
I sighed and gave him a look of empathy before I closed the door back, it was raining after all, and given the circumstances of his brothers disappearance I didn't think it was too bad of an Idea to stay with bill at least until the rainstorm was over,
"Of course bill." I said to him.
"T-thank you." He said back to me
I just smiled at him and nodded at him. We decided to go up to his room and just hung out and talk until the storm passed, while music played quietly in the background.
After a lot of talking a comforting silence hung over us, we kind of just sat there on his bed, sitting opposite from each other looking out the window watching the rain.
"I-I'll be right back." Bill said getting off his bed.
"Oh okay." I said watching him walk out of his room, before turning back to once more watch the rain fall.
He was gone for a while and I got caught up in the music, I listened intently as the radio host spoke,
"Alright ladies and gentlemen here's the last song of the afternoon before we go on break so pleas grab your lover and tell them how much they mean to you."
The song time after time began to play through the radio's speakers and I sighed and leaned on the windowsill staring at the raindrops creating puddles outside.
"L-lita d-dance with me?" I heard Bill say from behind me.
I whipped my head around to face him, unable to control my very heated face, and I stared at his outstretched hand. My eyes made their way up to his face and he looked so nervous, and in that moment I wondered if he could tell I was nervous. This thought gave me some kind of courage and I bit my lip and nodded. I took his hand and he lightly pulled me towards him so that we were close and I slowly leaned my head on his chest, and he put his head on top of mine, and he interlocked his fingers with mine, and put his other hand on my waist while,my free hand rested on his shoulder. Half way through the song he twirled me, but I tripped over my feet a little and bumped into his chest. I looked up at him to apologize but when my green eyes met his hazel ones I became speechless and my face heat it up even more and I shot my head back down.
"Y-you l-look b-b-beautiful L-Lita"
His comment made me look back up at him and I just locked eyes with him, I couldn't look away from him anymore. Now the song was coming to an end, and our faces were inching closer and closer. It was Our song...
2092~Word count
{A/n: Idk if some of the parts of the story made sense, specifically the dream and the ending. The dream is kind of like the 'guideline' to how they get together. In the dream 'their song' is every breath you take by The Police but in the ending she says that their song is Time after Time by Cyndi Lauper, I did that on purpose, their actual 'song' is Time after time and basically the dream she had was a contrast of the reality of their current situation which was less perfect than her dream. Like basically I wanted the reader(s)to think that they were going to the dance and kiss to every breath you take at the school formal, when in fact the actual reality was them rekindling an old flame in his room listening to the radio in regular clothes. I just felt like i needed to explain that so people wouldn't be too confused}
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