Lavender's pov:

Lavender: "Ok you go first... Tell me what's stopping you to move on from Lily and fall in love with me.. I don't think that count as cheating... You both are divorced... Even though you have a kid... It's her daughter too... If she can fall in love with another man while being in the relationship with you... Why can't you fall in love with me and move on after you guys are divorced?"

Ryle: "I uh..."

Lavender: "Listen Ryle, you both were equally to blame. It is wrong to lie to someone and then marry them. She was still in love with her whatsoever he is but she married you! She went back to him first, I mean according to me it wasn't fully fair!She did knew about your past right? Yeah now you can say she doesn't give a fuck so you can tell to you don't give a fuck about her past."

Ryle:"Umm..Yeah she knew!"

Lavender: "The thing is you needed help, she needed too! You both got into a terrible toxic relationship. She could've atleast reach out to you for help. All I want to say is it's not entirely your fault! Yes of course you shouldn't have choosen violence you could've have just simply divorced but none of us are perfect. We do make mistakes! We are human!

Ryle: "You think it's not entirely my fault?"

Lavender: "Yeah of course. See, Ryle my father tortured me, he continued it. Why? Because I didn't stop him. But when I fought for myself he did stop right. All I want to say is in a quarrel among as many people you want, everyone has some fault! Love is like...your enemies are mine, if anyone says anything to your love you can even kill them. Yeah, now you must say that I am acting like a jealous bitch but I am not because you're not mine!"

A tear dropped from Ryle's eyes as he hugged me tight.

Ryle: "We both could've done a little more right? A bit more love?"

Lavender: "I don't really know if she should have done that but... If I was at her place I would have run to you... Hug you... embed my face in your chest... And maybe would have cried instead of leaving you and running to someone else."

Ryle: "Wouldn't you chop off my dick sunflower?"

I broke the hug and give him a punch on his muscles. This man!

Lavender:" I'm soft too okay I am not always like that. I have feelings too.I just convince myself to not give a fuck about anyone!"

Yes, I want to be loved too. I want to be someone's! I want to be taken care too.

Ryle: "Just because I'm still not yours?"

I stared at him blankly, with eyes asking if he loves me. But I became silent, words just didn't come out and churned in my stomach with a similar bad feeling. I wanted to say but then Ryle spoke: "Yes...I love you Lavender...I'm yours and you're mine...And there is an unbreakable string that ties our hurt! There is no you or me it's just us!"

Lavender: "People often mention the three magical words to be i love you, but you know what? From now on it's going to be it's just us."

I wrapped my arms around him. And kissed on his cheek gently.

Ryle's pov:

I can't really explain how I felt... Her pulling me, hugging and then kissing me... It wasn't seductive or romantic... It was just comfortable and peaceful... For the first time i felt she's the only one who trusts me... Otherwise which woman would ever be this close to an abusive human and even after knowing the whole story..

I pushed her into the bed... And said " Once I wanted you to be the first girl I lose my virginity with... But now I want you to be the last one"

For a moment I felt like I shouldn't have said that to lavender... Why would any girl want a boy who has had sex with many before.

I pulled out a condom from my pocket... I had this gut feeling that we might have sex today so I carried it in my pocket... I laid on her unbuttoning her shirt... And she unbuttoned mine... The sexual tension between us was increasing every moment... I wanted every part of my body in contact with hers... After we both were shirtless... All I felt was love and having sex with her felt like passion and divine... Something was divine about her... While kissing her I kept my hands on her breast... I was rubbing my hands on them and pressing them hard... She moaned... I heard her moaning... I wanted her to be the first person whose moan I wanted to hear... I wanted her to be my first for each and every fucking thing... Even though destiny fucked our lives but it reunited us... And I assured to myself that she's going to be the fucking last one whose moan I would hear...

I pressed my face between her inner thighs and gave her a oral.... I was rubbing my hands on her thighs and inserted my fingers inside her pussy... She moaned again... She pulled me up and unbuttoned my pants... She pulled the pant's chain down and held my cock... She was rubbing and waving and pressing her hands on it... It was rock hard... I put on my condom... She yelled "you really brought chocolate for me??????? How do you know? Or is it....".... " Nah it's not Lily's favourite... I guessed it.... You liked chocolates a lot when we were kids... So I thought you would still love its.."..... "My favourites never changed ryle...your did... "she said... I was silent and felt guilt to speak out... She kissed me and said... You don't have to take this sentence seriously and don't make me wait... I inserted my cock inside her.... She pulled my hair and scratched my back... I pulled out and pushed in... In a loop..... She bleeded... No... What the fuck she bleeded.... Not much but yes she did... "So you are really a virgin?" I said... "Obviously what do you mean??" she yelled... I helped her to clean the blood... I kissed her on her neck and cuddled... We slept with my chest touching her breast... My cock just laying upon her pussy and my whole body upon her and both of us inside the blanket.

Ps: Unedited chapter