Islam is My Life

'What if I die right now? I have nothing to take with me.' This is a quote I wrote in my notebook last week. I was/am really in a fight with myself the past few weeks just because I feel like I don't do enough or nothing for my religion. I feel like only praying isn't enough. You know, we all are busy with our lives. School, friends, family it takes all too much time. But what if we die right now? What if you die right now? Would you fear it or would you feel happy cause in your eyes, you did a lot of good deeds and was far from sins. But how would we know that? How would you know that? And that's what makes our religion so beautiful. If we knew when we reached the point that we go to Jannah, we would stop the moment we knew it. But now, just because we can't, we always try harder our best til our death. But what if we didn't? What if we had too much time for other things but not much for our religion, for our future? That's when we have to open our eyes. Guys, this world is just an exam. We are here to prove that we can earn Jannah. If we spend time on our religion, we will learn our religion and then we are able to tell people about our religion. I had a really tough time and was having a hard time to spend time for my religion. But after my best friend died, I realized that death can come any moment. She was a really nice person, the best person I've ever met. But she didn't really do much about her religion. That was when the fear started in me. I was really mad at myself for not spending so much time for my religion. When I was thinking back about it, I just realized that it was a waste of time. In these few years I could've done so many things, I could've learned so many things but I didn't. I didn't cause back then I had 'no time'. We have to make time for this. If I knew what I know now back then, I would've done a lot more about my religion and was able to answer more questions of people than now. So please, think about your death. Think about the life after death. It's all up to you. Everything is in your hands. You can do it. You can go to Jannah but also to Jahannam. Which one would you like? I think Jannah. So what are you waiting for? When you have a test in school, you have to work hard for a good note right? So why would it not be the same to go to Jannah. You can't say: I have a good heart and I am kind to people so I will go to Jannah. No one can say that. First of all you have to pray to even have the chance to go to Jannah. Allah is first going to ask for our prayers. Its all up to us. We will never know where we are going so we have to work hard for the one we want. Wake up people, cause what if you die right now? What do you have to take with you?