"One more"Shivaay slurred out slumbing the empty glass on the table near the number of such identical glasses, he didn't knew anything else other then alchohol at this very moment,as this is the only thing which will make him escape from the harsh reality of his life.

His bitter truth.

Which everyone knew about except him until today.Today! He will never in his wildest dream will forget about it.It is the day he lost his everything,his pride,his principles,his family,his everything.They say truth is bitter,but it can make a person lifeless,there wasn't anything such.Was there?or he just left it out?NO it wasn't there because Shivaay Singh Oberoi never misses anything.

No.

But what about him? he is not an Oberoi,he is just shivaay--the illegimate child of Shakti Singh Oberoi.Maybe he could miss it out.

He laughed, the igony crystal clear in that mirthless sound,He don't know on whom he was laughing? On his fate or on himself?

Both.

he was laughing on both,he had become a Joke,his whole life had now become a joke.His own parents or so called parents hide this truth from him,and continue to nurture him as their's and on top of that,they made him believe in those priniples.Why?Why they had to do this to him.Okay it is acceptable they didn't told him the truth thinking that he will be broken,but why they had to make him believe in name,blood and lineage when he had neither of them?

They bloody know that truth can never be hidden for too long,Didn't they? so they also know that one day or the other this truth was going to come out.And if it does come out,then it would be difficult for him to accept it and it will be more difficult for him when he was made to believe that name blood and lineage was everything his whole life,and he being the proud arrogant Oberoi but more then that a fool had made it his reason to live, but when it will be said that all of those were not his what will he feel?Have they ever thought about it?

NO they didn't.

And he will never be able to forgive them ever.He will die at that very monment,he had literally died,what remain was the broken pieces of his lifeless heart and a body who only breath for the sake of the society.

The pain was so brutual.he felt breathless, he wasn't able to express his igony, anger, helplessness he wanted to scream out loud and cry but he wasn't able to.He never was trained to cry like that and so now it was becoming difficult for him,he for the first time had thought that maybe they would have let him cry in his childhood days and havn't stopped him saying that 'boys don't cry'.maybe he would have made an efffort in that but he didn't and now he is regretting.

"Sir I think you have had enough,and we arn't allowed to give a customer that much liquior,we are extremely sorry"he heard the waiter saying him as he look onto the pilled up glasses on the table,He opeend his mouth to say something like"who you are?You are telling me?The Shivaay Singh Oberoi to not to have this?i will shut down this place at this very moment"but he had lost the right to say that.Don't he?Yes he is not an Oberoi anymore,which state--he don't have the power to say anything to him as he don't have anything.

How much his family say that they still consider him as an Oberoi but the truth is truth,he is not an Oberoi anymore,it's like words written on the stones and no one can remove it and if anyone tries to it will break the rock but the lines will be remain on it.

"sir here is your drink"another waiter came in an instant and dragged the other one to a side,he could hear him saying that how could he refuse to him,Shivaay singh Oberoi like this and shivaay felt like puking,If this was sometimes back than he would have been proud for himself,thinking how much people are afraid of him just because he was an oberoi,but now at this very moment,he felt nothing except a burning sensation at the right side of his heart,it is like on fire,the fire of pain and ever this golden liquid can't do anything at this time.

As he let the bitter liquid down his troat,he become more restless, he wanted to go out,from this place now,it is becoming suffocating for him to stay here,standing up with difficulty,he roamed his head all around the place,it was somewhat empty,as it was past midnight,only two to three peaple with the staffs were there,as he stepped ahead,he felt himself falling down when two pairs of hand held him tight,"Shivaay,Bhaiya"Om and rudra voice was heard making him lift up his head and tried to steady his hazy view on them,his drowning eyes were closing each passing minute, 'Thank God bhaiya you are ehre,everyone is so worried about you"Rudra voiced out his stress.

shivaay just gave a dry chuckle,"They are worried For me?the person who doesn't have name blood and lineage?Oh god, you sometimes do have a good sense of humour Rudra"Shivaay slurred out as he laughed making the other two look at him with teary eyes,what had he become,he looked lost,he looked empty and this all because of the truth,"They love you shivaay,we love you and the person we love we are worriesd for them"Om reasoned as they moved out of the place and then to their car,"really?you were also the one who had hide the truth from me don't you?"he said with a cracked voice,Omru closed their eyes.

"Because we don't want you be broken"Om said.

"What about now? Am I happy?Am I dancing?"shivaay said as he came out of their hold and shout out loud,"Am I?"he whispered as he passed out.

**

Shivaay woke up with a heavy head, when he felt something on his palm,blinking his eyes as if trying to make his view steady he saw annika sitting beside him with a cotton in her hand as she attended his wound,he sat up and looked at her for a moment, annika too looked at him and smiled, a small one though.

He saw the side of her forehead a little bruised and he know how it came,this was because of him. When he was going out of the house,to have some time alone, annika had been tryign to stop him because she knows that he was not in a peace of mind to go out alone at this hour of time,and he being the raged man,he had pushed her mercilessly making her fall and hit her forehead with the side of the huge fountain near the stair case,Omru came running to help her and he too stopped to go and attend her but the major part of him was so broken that he wasn't able to go further then of thinking of the that,so he just went from there leaving her screaming his name continuously as Omru held her back so she can't follow him.

"Shivaay are you okay?"she whispered as she conitnue to sway the cotton over the wounded part, he felt a thousands of emotions to pass through him making it hard for him to stare back at her.

The guilt was way too much for him to bear.

it wasn't for the things he did to her yesterday but also the things he had done to her every damn day since they have met.He had accused her of being not his level because she doesn't have any of the name blood and lineage but see what had happen.Karma is truely a bitch,what you do to others it come back to you with double force, Now he is also a man without name blood and lineage,no not now he always was just the difference is he got to know about it just yesterday.

He will never be able to forgive himself,for those words he had used for her,Kura,He had first called her a roadside garbage?Didn't he?yes how can he forgot that day?he had asked prinku not to be with her as she is not to their level and the Oberoi's make their enemy who is up to their level,But little did he had known that he is way too much lower then her then he wouldn't have utter those damn words, but what is done is done, he can't cheange the past.

"What's your father name?"

"From which family you are?"

"What's your surname?"

"Kis Logon ka ganda khoon tumhare rago main dhaud raha hai?"

"Aakhir tumhari aukaat kya hai?"

"You all people are the same, only run behind money and trap rich men so that you can thrive your desires."

"Who the hell are you to let that Illegimate DEV to meet my Prinku?Does he know what royal blood is?For me this is the only thing which matters,the person who is a Ganda Khoon of someone,he can't be my prinku's husband let alone her friend."

"Your type of girl always wanted to be a billionaire's wife know?Okay you will be my wife,but just for One day,Today I will marry you and tommorow I will divorce you."

"You all girls are same,they can do anything for Money,even they can sell themsleves just for a sum of money for a night to someone,Shame on you,You have shown how a girls who doesn't know about her family be like."

"Mom had said the truth only that the girl without name blood and lineage is always a gold digger,they wanted just the wrong of the family and so today I'm regretting why I married you,but not anymore, Shivaay Singh Oberoi never regrets his dicisions I'm divorcing you right now,you are no more my wife."

All his wrong doing came to his mind as if it had been happened just yesterday and he felt more miserable,How much he had done wrong to her Like if he tried to count he will lost the count as his number of sins are infinite,But even after all that this women had left him just that he doesn't know about the truth, just to keep him safe and happy,But he thinks she had forgotten that his happiness was only in her,when she was beside him, when she was there for him to love and to take care but he know he deserves this.what ever he did he deserve every damn thing.

He had accused her of what he was from the starting even worse then her. What a game life had played with him? He wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.the one who had accused the one of something had double it amount within himself and he being the dumb not knowing anything had treated her like that over and over again,Had called her that over and over again,when he himself was like that.

Why she had to be like this?Always selfless and forgiving?Doesn't she felt angry at him?Even for a second ? anger rose through his vein as he saw her taking care of him, she needs to shout,scream at him,telling him taht whatever he had told her was also for himslef,he had always been a jerk but what was here going on?she wasn't doing those things else she was here taking care of him.she had to leave him alone,not always forgive him for his mistakes.

Taking her arm in a tight grip hard enaoug to left a mark there the nesxt day, he dragged her towards the door and pushed her outside closing the door behind her as she bang ont he door begging himt o open it.

"Why you had to always take care of me when I've done all tjose inhuman thing with you?You need to be away from me,Just go from here,Just go,I'm bad,You don't deserve me, you deserves better"he screamed as he slumbed down on the wall with his back on the door,legs close to his chest as he pulled his hair in frustation.

"Just go"he said as sonon after tears started to flow off his eys,he could hear her voilent wails fromt he other side of the door begging himto open the door in her crack voice but thisis enough, eh won't let her be in his life anymore,it was better she neevr came to his complicated life but alsa now this is happeing it is beeter she is now away from his darkened soul as he know it will also drag her in that darkness.

"Shivaay please don't do this to us,Please don't part me with you once again,I know I have done the mistake of hidding the truth from you but you know my happiness lies in you,You are my everything,If you are sad it breaks me more,I wanted to be your strenght at this very moment,I wanted to be the pillar of your collapsing wall just to make you steady,Won't you allow me to do it?Am I not worthy of that? Shivaay,we all love you no matter what,You are my Shivaay,Only Shivaay, no nothing matter to me beside you,Even everyone care for you,if doesn't had to be that you need to be an Oberoi,We loved shivaay who was the protective elder grandson of this house,we don't love the Shivaay who had a surname.Shivaay please open the door once,You know I can't live like this, I Love you Shivaay,Please for me open the door,Please"she said softly with a crack voice and at last broke down completely letting her wails to echo throught the walls as the pain she had been hidding from everyone since yesterday ahd finally made it's way to her.

she wanted him.She wanted to see him if he's alright or not.

Shivaay who had been Listening to her words felt something trigger in him hard,something came alive. she had confessed her love for him,he know that they all love him no matter what but he also know it will be difficult for him to accept this,but now when he had her by her side he will do anything he will overcome this,he will surely do it.

he stood and opened the door to see her sitting beside the door crying,crouching towards her he took her hand in his

"Help Me"

"Please"

was the words which came out of his mouth and he know he will be able to do this one or the other day, she held his cheeks as she nodded her head in affirmation with a small smile and leaned forward to kiss his teary eyes and then his forehead,Promising that she will make everything alright,no matter what she wil be with him in every step of his life.

He felt a little calm,Being in her arms was the only cure for his broken soul and like that she will mend him one by one witht he help of everyone.

Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Tune hi ujalon se waaqif kiya
Ab lauta main hoon in andheron mein phir
To paya khud ko begaana yahaan
Tanhaayi bhi mujhse khafa ho gayi
Banjaron ne bhi thukra diya
Main adhura jee raha hoon
Yeh sadaayein de raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

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