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Meera Agarwal

A doctor by profession and Armaan,s bestie.

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{How does it feel to get hurt by someone you love to the core?}

Armaan.

Meera came rushing to him, she patted his cheek to wake him up. Abhira shifted uncomfortably. Her arms tightening, hands locking behind his neck.

Hospital. Now.

Meera said anxiously.

Armaan open your eyes Armaan.

Ruhi came forward, her voice filled with worry.

Time nahin hai. Abhi dekhte hain.

Meera said anxiously.

Later!!!

Abhira sat beside Armaan, holding onto his hand tightly.

Armaan ne sleeping pills consume ki hain kya?

Ruhi asked worriedly showing Meera a bottle of pills.

Meera looked at them, her heart sank as her eyes widened, fear evident in their depths.

Armaan ko dekh ker lagta hai isne sleeping pills li hain. Excessive amount mein.

Meera said, her voice trembling with worry.

Ruhi Armaan ne kuch khaya tha subha se kya?

Meera asked, her voice trembling with fear.

Nahin.

Madhav spoke from behind coming in the room looking at Armaan worriedly.

WHAT????

Abhira yelled, her hand moving up to cover her mouth, her eyes wide in shock.

Madhav sat on the chair with a thud.

Armaan ko sleeping pills ke bina neend nahin aati.

Madhav said, his voice trembling with anguish.

Baba Armaan sleeping pills... How....

Abhira trailed off, her voice quivering slightly.

Jaise main dekh pa rahi ho. Armaan ne sleeping pills li hain woh bhi excessive amount mein, woh bhi khali pait that's why he fainted.

Abhira,s eyes watered, her hands clenching into fists.

Oh GOD. Armaan ka blood pressure, heart rate sab abnormal hai.

As Meera informed. Abhira,s eyes widened in shock. Her heart stopped beating. Her breath hitched in her chest as she watched Meera, her gaze flick to Armaan who was laying motionless on the bed.

Thank GOD main waqt per aa gayi. Warna...

She stopped, gulping the lump that formed in her throat and then she spoke, her heart heavy with pain

Warna agar thodi bhi der hoti toh yeh coma mein ja sakta tha or worst iska brain damage ho sakta tha.

Meera spoke, her voice trembling as she looked at Armaan with tear-filled eyes.

Maine injection de dia hai. Aaj raat hosh mein nahin aayega yeh, hope so, subha tak aa jaye warna hospital mein shift kerna padega Armaan ko.

Meera added biting the inside of her cheek to hold back her sobs.

Armaan...

Abhira trailed off looking at Meera uncertainly.

Let's hope for the best.

Meera said, her voice chocked with emotion as she placed a hand on Abhira,s shoulder to provide her some comfort.

It was around midnight. Abhira sat beside Armaan holding his hand gazing at him unblinkingly, her heart ached, her eyes were red with unshed tears.

Armaan.

Abhira called out holding back a sob.

Please uth jao Armaan.

She said, her voice a raw plea that came from the depths of her heart.

Her each breath was a painful struggle. A mixture of pain and greif flooded through her heart making her heart feel heavier than ever. In that moment of uncertainty, she found herself looking at his still form. The sound of his laughter rang in her ears and her heart shattered loudly in her ears all over again.

Please uth jao na Armaan. Main aise nahin dekh sakti tumhein. Please ankhein kholo....

Abhira,s words were broken by a sob that tore through her.

Armaan please utho na. You said you'll be by my side always.

Abhira said, her voice heavy. Her heart started pounding against her chest out of fear.

Armaan please I beg you. Main nahin dekh sakti tumhein aise.

Abhira bit the inside of her cheek to hold back a sob. As she looked at him, her heart ached.

His cheeks were sunken, dark circles resting under his eyes. He looked pale and weak.

As his laughter rang in her ears, her heart sank. She held his hand and looked up at the clock, then looked back at him. Her anxiety grew with each second that ticked by. Argony bled through her heart as she looked at him.

She reached out, her hand caressing the back of his palm with a hesitant but tender touch. She felt as if she'll die but she knew it, that it was way worse then death.

Abhira.

Abhira heard Armaan,s voice and she stood up, her legs having a mind of their own, moved towards him looking at him unblinkingly, her eyes filled with yearning.

Armaan.

She chocked out looking at him with tear-filled eyes.

Kaisi ho Abhira?

Armaan asked her rather calmly looking at her with a soft smile.

Please aa jao wapas. Kyun tarsa rahe ho mujhe?

Tum bhi toh chali gayi thi Abhira.

Armaan said looking at her softly. Her heart ached hearing him.

I had my own reasons.

Abhira said, her voice trembling with emotion.

Armaan smiled softly, reaching out to touch her cheek but stopped and pulled his hand back.

Ruk kyun gaye?

She asked, her voice quivering with vulnerability.

Main toh permission lene aaya tha.

Armaan said softly.

Abhira gulped the lump that formed in her throat and she took a step forward. Her heart raced out of fear.

Kis cheez ki?

Abhira asked, her voice laced with fear.

Jaane ki.

Armaan said, his voice, a soft whisper in the quite night.

Nahin Armaan tum mujhe chor ker nahin ja sakte.

Abhira said, her voice trembled with pain. Her chest tightened, tears blurring her vision.

Abhira bachpan mein mumma ne mujhe ek baat sikhayi thi.

Armaan said looking at the starless sky.

Abhira gulped the lump that formed in her throat and asked, her voice tight with emotion

Konsi baat?

Ke Jahan aapki zaroorat na ho na wahan se chale jana chahiye.

Armaan said, his voice a soft whisper.

Abhira,s eyes widened in shock and she shook her head sideways, tears of mixed emotions streamed down her cheeks.

Nahin Armaan. Tum nahin ja sakte.

Abhira managed to chock out, her voice shivering slightly.

Ja sakta hoon. Yahan meri kisi ko zaroorat nahin hai.

Armaan said, his voice filled with a mixture of pain and greif.

Aisa kaise keh sakte ho tum ke kisi ko tumhari koi zaroorat nahin hai?

Abhira snapped, her voice raising slightly.

Baba ko tumhari zaroorat hai, mujhe tumhari zaroorat....

Nahin hai.

Armaan cut Abhira off rather sternly. Abhira,s eyes widened, tears flowing down her cheeks like a waterfall.

Tumhein meri zaroorat nahin hai.

Armaan said, his voice a soft whisper.

Nahin Armaan. Aisa nahin hai...

Mujhe ijazat do Abhira. I want to leave.

Armaan pleaded to her.

No. Tum nahin ja sakte aise. You can't leave me like this. You promised.

Abhira cried out, her voice filled with vulnerability.

Vaade kanch ke hote hain Abhira. Toot jate hain.

Armaan repeated the same words that she had said to him once.

Abhira looked at him, her eyes filled with tears

Per yakeen humesha rehta hai.

Abhira whispered to him, the same words he had whispered to her once.

Aur mujhe yakeen hai ke tum aaoge.

Abhira said, her voice filled with sincarity and determination.

I'll wait.

Armaan smiled moving backwards.

Armaan.

Abhira semi yelled, her eyes snapped open. She looked around and found herself in the room with Armaan,s hand tightly interlocked with hers.

Armaan.

Abhira called out, a tear rolled down her cheek and fell on his hand

Please Armaan.

Abhira cried out, her heart ached with a mixture of regret and love.

Abhira.

Armaan called out weakly opening his eyes.

I didn't....

Armaan trailed off weakly.

Armaan tum.....

Abhira trailed off, overwhelmed with emotions.

You are up.

Abhira said, her voice trembling with relief.

Kya hua?

Armaan asked weakly.

Pani.

Abhira immediately filled a glass with water and made her sit on the bed comfortably. She held out a glass of water out for him.

He looked at her, his eyes filled with disbelief.

Kya dekh rahe ho? Piyo na.

Abhira exclaimed softly, her eyes red with unshed tears. He slowly drank the water from her hand. He kept looking at her.

Chor ker kyun gayi mujhe?

Armaan asked softly, his voice tinged with confusion.

Abhira gulped the lump that formed in her throat and fiddled with the edge of her dupatta.

Woh...

Abhira trailed off, not knowing how to voice out the reason.

I thought.

Abhira closed her eyes tight.

I thought you are cheating on me.

Abhira said the words, her voice quivering slightly.

There was a beat of silence. Abhira let out a fractured breath and opened her eyes. Her eyes locked with Armaan who was staring at her with wide eyes, his face was a canvas of pure shock.

Armaan,s breath hitched hearing her. The world around him blurred. His chest tightened. His eyes welled up with a fresh round of tears but he bit the inside of his cheek to hold back his tears.

I thought you are cheating on me.

These words rang in his ears, shattering his heart once again, it's broken shreds piercing his insides mercilessly. The words were ringing in his ears on loop and his breath left him in a trembling whoosh.

Armaan gulped the lump that formed in his throat, he held back his tears and looked at the other side.

Kyun laga tumhein aisa?

Armaan asked, his voice empty as ever which sent a chill down her spine.

Armaan meri taraf dekho.

Abhira pleaded but Armaan didn't look at her.

Please.

She pleaded. She cradled his chin, drawing his gaze back to her, as their eyes locked, she trembled the spark of hurt in his eyes. He blinked his eyes.

Kyun laga tumhein aisa?

Armaan asked looking at her with eyes which were now empty, void of any emotion.

Maine tumhein kehte suna ke tum mujhse pyaar nahin kerte.

Abhira said, her voice trembling as the words echoed in her ears.

Kab?

Armaan asked trying to keep his voice steady but the tremor in his voice betrayed him.

Maine tumhein kehte suna ke hum apni patni se pyaar nahin kerte.

Abhira said and closed her eyes in pain.

Kya maine kabhi khud ko hum keh ker baat ki hai?

Armaan asked emotionlessly. The words struck a chord within her and her eyes widened in shock.

Na...hin

Abhira,s voice trembled, a mixture of recognization and regret etched across her features.

So I thought ke main chali jati hoon tumhari zindagi se. Bojh kyun banna.

Abhira said looking at the other side, het voice trembled with regret.

Armaan looked at her then, pain etched across his features making her heart tremble.

Abhira Armaan kitab padh raha tha. Jo maine gift ki thi usse yeh ussi ki lines Hain.

Ruhi who had came to check on Armaan had heard anything and said, her voice tinged with sincarity.

Abhira looked at Ruhi, gasping while Armaan looked on hurt.

It's not her fault Ruhi. maybe maine hi nahin bola samey per and then her insecurities overpowered her.

Armaan said, his voice quivering with pain. Abhira,s heart shattered loudly in her chest and she closed her eyes in pain.

Ruhi tum jao. Mujhe baat kerni hai Abhira se. Akele mein.

Armaan said, his voice, a hurtful whisper.

Per...

Please.

Armaan cut Ruhi off, giving her a pleading look.

Ruhi nodded her head in positive and left from there.

Armaan stood up and looked at her with his eyes shinning with tears.

Armaan.

Abhira reached out to clasp his hand crying but Armaan stepped back.

Mujhe poora sach batao Abhira.

Armaan said gulping his sobs back.

Abhira gulped the lump that formed in her throat and downed her head.

Armaan I'm sorry.

Abhira said, her voice a fragile plea that came from the depths of her heart but Armaan was in no mood to listen and he shook his head sideways, his eyes filled with tears.

Nahin Abhira. Mujhe poora sach batao. Kyunke jitna main tumhein janta hoon tum aise hi theories nahin banati. Koi wajah hogi.

Armaan said, his voice trembling with pain.

Please Armaan Mujhe maaf ker do.

Abhira said. Armaan shook his head sideways hurt.

Main naraz nahin hoon Abhira. Per please mujhe poora sach bata do. I beg you.

Armaan pleaded joining his hands in front of her. Abhira shook her head sideways holding his hands.

I had heard your conversation with Meera.

Abhira said, her voice trembling as she closed her eyes, pain etched across her features.

Armaan laughed, a bitter sound dancing in the air which made her skin crawl.

Woh vase ka girna...

Armaan trailed off, the broken vase now made sense to him.

Haan.

He said bitterly.

Main usse pyaar kerta hoon.

Armaan said, his voice barely above a whisper. Abhira,s eyes snapped open, her tears falling as she felt her heart clutch rather painfully in her chest.

Haan main usse pyaar kerta hoon, wohi Pyaar jo main Devika (Armaan,s friend) se kerta hoon.

Abhira looked at Armaan, her eyes wide in shock. She palmed her mouth looking at him.

Armaan I'm so...

Nahin.

Armaan cut Abhira off, raising his palm in front of her asking her to stop.

Aaj mujhe sach batana hai. Sab sach batana hai.

Armaan said, his voice filled with determination.

Flashback

Tumhein samajh kyun nahin aata kitna Pyaar kerti hoon tumse main?

Meera asked, her voice trembling with emotion.

Abhira who had came looking for Armaan had heard it. Her heart shattered loudly in her ears, tears filled her eyes.

Armaan held her hand and looked at her softly.

Main bhi tumse pyaar kerta hoon Meera. Haan I love you Meera but....

Armaan was cut off by the sound of the vase breaking.

Flashback Ends!!!

Armaan woh main....

Dadi sa ke janamdin wali raat jab tum mujhe chor ker gayi thi, usse ek din pehle mein room mein kuch likh raha tha na?

Armaan asked, his voice empty as ever.

Abhira looked up, thoughtfulness flickered across her features.

Flashback!!!

Kya ker rahe ho Armaan?

Abhira asked coming towards Armaan, curiously

Armaan immediately folded the paper and placed it safely in a drawer.

Kuch nahin.

Armaan said, his eyes sparkling with a blend of tenderness and mischief.

Batao na kya hai?

Abhira asked, a playful pout forming on her face.

Aisa samjho ke humare rishte ki nayi shuruwat hai.

Armaan said, cupping her face, stroking her cheeks with tenderness. Abhira smiled, a soft blush coloring her cheeks.

Flashback Ends!!!

That letter...

Abhira trailed off looking at him.

Armaan looked at her, their eyes locked.

Kamal hai na....

Armaan trailed off with a bitter laugh that made her skin crawl.

Jisse attraction thi usne bhi bina poori baat jaane faisla ker liya.

Armaan said, his voice empty as ever.

Aur jisse pyaar hua usne bhi yehi kiya.

Armaan said looking at her with unshed tears.

Abhira looked at him wide eyed and stepped forward. Her heart pounded against her chest with a mixture of anticipation and hope.

Pyaar?

Abhira asked coming to stand in front of him, her voice trembling as her eyes searched his.

I wanted to confess it to you on Dadi sa,s birthday.

Armaan said looking straight into her eyes. Abhira looked at him, regret etched across her features.

Armaan opened the drawer and gave her the letter and left from there before she could say anything.

End Of Chapter No 4 Of Tum Hi Aana series!!!

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