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RainbowRoses21 it's from Abhira,s POV.

Abhira stepped into the washroom. Her heart heavy with a weight she couldn't describe in words. She twisted the shower knob and the water started to cascade over her sending a chill down her spine. She stood under the shower with a heavy heart hoping that the cold water would numb the pain.

She trembled but not from the cold water but from the harsh memories, the voices that haunted her ever night.

Abhira kabhi maa nahin ban sakti.

The words echoed in her ears cutting deeper then she cared to admit, her breath caught in her throat.

Abhira ke hathon mein mere bete Armaan ka naam kabhi nahin likha jayega

Yeh shrap hai mera ke tum donon ki shadi kabhi kamiyab nahin hogi.

The curse was a bitter pill to swallow, continued to ring in her ears. She pressed her hand against the cool wall hoping that it would ground her against the turmoil ragging within her but it was Armaan,s words that hurt her the most

Meri life tumhara koi project nahin hai Abhira jo tum usse theek kerne mein lag jati ho.

Tum kya chahati ho ke meri maa jo abhi tak mujhse theek se baat bhi nahin kerti, woh meri shakal bhi na dekhe.

Her breathing turned heavy as the words hit her like a tidal wave leaving her gasping and panting in the sea of uncertainty and confusion.

Armaan had said those words in anger but they had stayed with her. Did he truly believe that she was a burden? A reason for his mother's harsh behavior?

Yeh office hai Abhira. yahan achi vakeel banne ki koshish karo achi biwi nahin.

Every word hit her like a sharp blade leaving a trail of hurt in it's wake, breaking her all over again.

His coldness, the way he dismissed her efforts, the way he shut her out, the way he distanced himself from her, it all came crashing back and she stepped back stunned as everything crashed over her with crushing weight and she sank down on the cold floor, the water continued to pour down over her.

She remembered how she had poured her heart and soul into their marriage but the efforts were in vain as Armaan walked over to them again and again.

The memory of Vidya,s birthday washed over her leaving her trembling and gasping.

Abhira,s heart trembled with a strange mixture of grief and joy. She was genuinely happy for Ruhi but she couldn't stop the overwhelming sense of greif that filled her with an overwhelming sense of loss.

The loss of motherhood she'll never experience.

Suddenly it hit her, like a ton of bricks. The storm of emotions swirling within her felt too overwhelming to be contained within the coffins of her chest.

She sank further down on cold floor, the water still cascading down her body, the cool tiles beneath her were a strack contrast to the heat of her pain and she struggled to remain composed but the storm of emotions swirling within her was determined to tear her apart.

She clenched the fabric of her Saree close to her chest hoping that it would ground her against the raising tide of emotions she wasn't ready to face.

But then it all felt too much, too sharp, too heavy to be contained within, her throat constricted with emotion and she finally let out a scream, a single word escaping her.

KYUN!!!!!!

She yelled out, her voice laced with anguish, the scream muffled against the water. Her heart ached with a sense of loss that could never be erased and she cried out, her sobs loud and restless but they did nothing to fill the void left behind, the harsh taunts and words played in her mind and a fresh wave of tears spilled over, tracing paths down her cheeks as she wrapped her arms around herself seeking the solace she craved in her own embrace.

Each taunt, each words hit her shattering her into million pieces.

A mixture of incompleteness and failure washed over her.  She was failing, everything was falling apart, slipping away from her like water and she wasn't able to do anything.

How can she do anything when she was crumbling herself? How can she fix anything when she was breaking, crumbling, tearing tearing apart piece by piece.

Kyun mumma?

She asked staring into nothingness, her tears still flowing, her voice laced with anguish.

Kyun chor dia mujhe? Kyun chali gayi aap?

She asked, her voice bearly above a whisper.

Mujhe bhi apne sath le jati.

She said, her voice breaking in anguish. It felt like she was broken beyond repair.

Kya kasoor tha mera.  Maine toh kabhi kisi ka bura nahin chaha.

Abhira exclaimed, her voice muffled against the restless stream of water. She was breaking slowly.

Kya acha hone ki yeh saza hoti hai? Mere sath kyun hua aisa? Main hi Kyun?

She asked. She was losing her senses slowly, the pain was too overwhelming, the emotions crashing over her with crushing weight and she sobs, her body trembling uncontrollably unable to hold the weight of her pain.

Her heartbeats were rapid, her body trembled uncontrollably as she felt cold shivers racing down her spine, the room seemed to close her in and she struggled to breathe, her breath seemed stuck somewhere at the base of her throat. The cold seeped into her skin, chilling ger to the bone leaving her trembling and gasping.

Her breath was stuck in her throat and sweat beads formed and rolled down her forehead despite the cold steam of shower. She felt caged, caged in a small box, never to be free. Darkness was coming from all sides of her vision to consume her, her body trembled violently. For the first time, she did nothing to control her anxieties or the darkness threatening to consume her. Instead, she embraced the darkness with open arms.

As she slipped into the arms of unconsciousness, her head hit the cold floor with a dull thud, peace flickering across her face.

End Of Chapter!!!!

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