I changed the name as Nightmare!

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NIGHTMARE

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° I S H Q I °

It's been now almost week I'm improving my health. All thanks to one and only Mine Beloved Husband. He never leaves any chance to pamper me.

Like Seriously! He's treating me like a baby.

But I love him more when it comes to him taking my care. I can't denie that he becomes more Hot than our 'Tiwari ji's garam garam samosas' when his caring husband mood gets onn.

Haayee mera Banda!

But I don't know, I really have a gut feeling that he's hiding something from me. Something really was not good, I trust him. I Do Trust him now, and also one part of my Heart says that he's hiding it from me for my good. Also the same feelings comes to me the day Rhea blunt put the Fake - so called Truth.

By the way talking about Rhea. She's too doing good. In fact she's now at her 8th month, I do contact her every day. She told that the delivery date is soon. Also Ahaan took care of her and baby as we both promised to her, even when I was in coma.

I'm really excited for her baby!

Also I feel something missing in me whenever I see her or our Sonu who's now 5 months pregnant. I feel the missing mother in me which I think my Dream will be always,

A DREAM!

"Ishqi come on now you had dinner long back! You told me to wait so I did. Now no more tantrums you have to take your medicine."

Uuggghhh! I don't want it!

Ahaan come in taking the full jar of water, and pouring it into the glass, handing me it and taking out 4 pills out of my medicine box.

4 PILLS!!!!

One was extra as today I wasn't feeling well since noon. And when I told Ahaan he immediately called doctor, and as always. Doctor gave some more pills which he also told that it would be a strong and high medication dose. Also I was not having proper sleep from last couple of days, because I don't want to sleep. Especially today.

I don't want that nightmare again!

And the only reason I didn't wanted that medicine to take me into deep sleep. I also can't tell Ahaan making him more worried. Sometimes I feels why did I came out from coma atleast this week should have been pass.

Atleast till today!

"Ishqi, what are you dreaming of? Take it fast!" I snapped out from my thoughts as Ahaan called me.

I frown taking a look in my hand as he kept all 4 pills together into my palm, then nudging me to take it. With disgust look I took it one by one and finished the water. Keeping it with a thud on the nightstand, like all 'talli' people do when the finishes their glass. And looked at Ahaan with frown lines on my forehead who chuckled at me.

"It's only matter of some days, you'll get well soon! Huum" He sat beside me stroking my cheek softly.

"The same odd line I'm hearing every night from past week.!" I huffed pulling the duvet over me till my stomach sitting on bed straightened my legs crossing my arms taking the support of headstand.

He chuckled again and sat beside me going under the duvet. Taking me in his arms as I straddle him sitting on his lap snaking my hands around his waist resting my head on his chest. While he softly drew patterns on my bare back sliding his hands under my lose t - shirt.

I don't know when I dozed off, as he hummed me some sweet words in my ears, and I could remember slightly him placing me on bed properly and I again climbed up on his chest resting my head there close to his heart.

Which is now my Heart!

''ISHQI baby don't!" mamma scolded me from the passenger seat, turning behind looking at me.

I giggled closing my mouth bringing my hand in as I was waving my hand out of the window with my barbie doll.

"Soiieee!" I grabbed my ears with hands with cute puppy eyes.

Daddy chuckled looking at me from the rare view mirror, "definitely she got your eyes Isha!"

"Yes! Indeed she's mommy's princess! Right baby!?" She asked again turning at me chuckling.

"Nope!" I shoked my head, "I'm - Daddy's princess!" I said giggling loudly almost jumping on back seat.

Yes! I was, I'm and always be Daddy's Princess indeed! Still I love both of them equally!

They laughed looking at me, ''Ishu! Stay still don't jump! Daddy is driving right.?" mamma again scolded me.

"But mammy my barbie doll wants to see out!" I huffed showing my doll taking it close to her face, making her again laugh dogging her face.

"No! Now see outside is raining heavily" she turned to daddy, "close the windows and lock it Ishaan." she told daddy and he did so, but didn't locked it.

I threw the doll at side and scooted to window watching the droplets fall on it with beautiful sound. We were on our way home from maasi's house for dinner. I glance at my parents who were now busy talking to each other and the giggled softly with mischievous grin on my face. Rolling down the window, sticking my hand out. I laughed loudly as the rain drops fell on my face to, taking my parents attention to me. I started splashing water everywhere.

"Ishu close the window!" mamma warned me again turning back looking at me giving an angry look.

"Ishu listen to your mom princess!" daddy huffed turning to me.

The rain was too heavy. It was all a narrow road late night none car was there accept the one who heading to our way which didn't have it's headlights onn. Daddy looked forward losing balance both of the car taking an halt, crashing into each other. Both car skidded on the asphalt the other car colliding right onto ours. I was just screaming only to panic more to my already panicked parents. As daddy lost hold of the steering, more water flew from the open window only to get them more distracted with it getting into eyes. Both car spun around so fast pass each other that didn't knew when it both again hit each other with full force that dad hit his head to steering and mom to the window break it into pieces hitting them both the front glass too. As I hit the passenger seat and slipped down. My head got dizzy I was just crying and screaming holding my breath, and my barbie doll close to my heart.

The collision was so strong and loud that I didn't even hear their voice, or I didn't realised it as I just flung down. I was just screaming and crying closing my eyes when I felt the car tilting over one side. I shook and shook it so hard as the other car was still touching ours. And all I could see that it was catching fire little by little.

The car finally flipped over the roof only to hear them scream loudly, and realized that it was completely upside down on roof hitting my head against the seat by luck, as I was down. While mom and dad again hit their head up at the roof which was now done.

I Hate my luck!

Mom looked at me and extended her trembling and blood hand towards me and I grabbed it quickly with a faint smile on her face and dad looking at me, which I could see it the last of them.

I crawled over them, only to realize that how their body was oddly placed or I could say almost flying up from their seats. Their seat belts still onn them, head touching the roof tilted little looking at me blood all across their face.
Unconscious! Dead!

Dead!

I wished I would have also been dead with them!

I was crying, screaming shaking them yelling again and again, "mamma! Daddy! Wake up! Please! I won't put my hands out, please wake up. Daddy wakyy wakkyy I'll be good princess, I'll be good girl, I'll listen to mamma, wakkyy daddy please. Mamma wakky mamma wakky! I'll close the windows I promise wakky mamma!!"

I didn't stop yelling and calling out them shaking them both not realizing my forehead was too bleeding with cut. Till I heard numerous of footsteps and cars and horns and what not. But only I could hear clearly was the rain drops falling on the car and little fire cracking sound which was now catching our car to little by little.

"Hey!" I looked at the other side as I saw a fireman stretching his hand to me from the broken window, "You are alright okay! Come to me!" .

I didn't move just looking at him I again looked at my parents who was there lifeless. He again called me, "it's okay! come on we have to hurry."

"The car is leaking fuel, get her out!, hurry!" One of them yelled from outside.

"Hey cutie! We don't have time hurry up!" he again called me out but I didn't move.

"Don't wait for her man! Get her out!! Fasttttt!" again one of them yelled.

As I wasn't moving at all still crying and shouting calling my mamma daddy. He moved in more than halfway grabbing my hand and pulled me out also my barbie doll giving it to me, despite of my protest, yelling, kicking and punching him. He came out and ran away from both the burning car which soon met with an huge explosion. I closed my eyes shut and covered my ears with the huge hard sound.

"Heyyy! Waittt my mamma and daddy are still there! Put me down I want to bring them out.! Heyyyy leave meee! They are still there! Get them out tooooo!" I cried punching him struggling in his arms with my all mighty.

He made me sit in one of hood of the car, blocking my view. Only I could see was huge orange red smoke hue and the sound that definitely burned indirectly my ears. I cried more louder screaming tears poured down my cheeks continuesly.

"Hey cutie! Everything is okay yeah! You are safe! Whom do we call haa?, do you know the password of your mom's mobile?" He asked me and only I could do is cry and cry and cry a lot.

He showed me mamma's mobile and asked me again, which he grabbed quickly when he took me out. Not getting any answer, he went through the emergency call and called my massi which was there in emergency call list, mamma always used to keep emergency numbers. And I didn't realise when I got fainted.

"Ishqi? Are you okay?" maasi patted my cheeks as I opened my eyes and found myself inside one of the ambulance stil in the same spot highway.

"Maasi!" I immediately hugged her crying out my heart again all over again in her arms.

I remember maasa too coming towards us, they took me to their car. As maasa drived it and maasi took me in her lap. Still crying I looked out of the window, one of the most horror view of my life. The both car was been eaten by the huge orange and red flame while the firemen was still there trying to put it off.

I again cried looking at the bodies as they took them on stretchers. Climbing on massi's lap I again cried and cried calling my parents looking out from the window but didn't put my hands out.

"Mamma, daddy! I'm sorry, I won't put my hands out ever again, I'm sorry,! I'll be a good girl. I'll always listen to you both, mamma daddy! Come back please! Mamma daddy! MAMMA! DADDY I'M SORRY! I'll close the windows! Please,"

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"MAMMAAAA! DADDYYYYY!!" I snapped open my eyes screamed again crying and sweating found myself in our room.

Ahaan too woke up with a jolt hearing me, turning onn the table lamp, shaking me to make me come back in my senses.

"Ishqi? What happened? calm down I'm here." He took me in his arms and caressed my back making me calm down.

But I wasn't going to listen today, Nobody! not at all. I cried clenching his t - shirt burring my face in his chest, "It's my fault Ahaan.! I'm sorry, I lost them! It's my fault! I'm sorry," I cried all over again, the only day I loses my sense in whole year.

"Shuu! Shuu! Ishqi calm down! Nobody is at fault! It's okay I'm here." I heard Ahaan saying it caressing my hair kissing on it.

Even not knowing what was the actual situation. I didn't kept quiet, again crying my whole heart. I just felt him taking his mobile and heard him calling Maa and then in no time I heard door knocking, not wanting to leave Ahaan he immediately got out of my hold and opened the door. Rushing again in with Maa and closing the door lightly behind him.

"Maa! I'm sorry! It's my fault, I lost them, I will never put my hands out of the window again, I'll always be a good girl, I'll always listen to mamma daddy. Tell them to came back. I'm sorry, I will never do that again. It's all my fault.!" I cried in her embrace again hugging her tightly, as she sat beside me on bed.

All I could feel was love and warmth of her, as she shoothen me. Ahaan standing near the bed looking at us with moist eyes and don't know when I dozed off.

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Okhyy let me cry now!, I was literally crying while I wrote it.😭
Like my heart broke out.
Ignore my typos please, I don't have strength to reread it again and cry. And I want more comments and likes on it now!

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