requested: no
Headcanons: Hiroko uses all pronouns (its very minor but its there), su1c1dal Taka (me too lets goooooo)
Angst or fluff: angst, hurt no comfort :D...
Ship: a bunch of hinted ones if you squint
WARNINGS: su1c1dal thoughts, eventual su1c1de, H4nging

god these warnings make it sound so much sadder then it actually is

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Biker Bro !
Monday

Bro: hey bro u werent in school today, u
NEVER miss school sooo wassup?
Read, 3:42 PM

Oh, I am just sick. Thank you for worrying though.
Read, 3:47 PM

Bro: didnt u like go to skool lookin like u
were dyin last month tho
Read, 3:50 PM

I decided to take you're advice, and take a day off.
Read, 3:56 PM

Bro: u sure u ok tho? im your bro and i need to know
wassup w you so I can help
Read, 3:58

I'm fine.
Read, 4:01

Bro: no lies?
Read, 4:03

No lies :)
Read, 4:05

Kiyotaka sighed and placed his phone on his bedside table. He was so tired, not literally, just tired of everything.

It was a lie.

He was not fine.

He was just so tired.

Tired of living, that is.

Biker Bro !

Tuesday

Bro: u werent in again today, still sick?
Read, 4:12 PM

Yeah, hopefully I will be better soon.
Read, 4:14 PM

Bro: want me to bring u soup or somethin?
Read, 4:17 PM

No no, there is no need.
Read, 4:20 PM

Bro: whatever u say, just get better soon or
else god help me im gonna fxcking care of u until ur better!!
Read, 4:25 PM

Okay, bro :)
Read, 4:28 PM

Kiyotaka was not sick.

Only sick of life.

Hopefully though, Mondo will forget about him.

Then, when he does eventually do it, nobody will care.

Hina !
Wednesday

Hina: Hey Taka are you okay?? We havent seen
you in class for what,, 3 days!!!
Read, 5:12 PM

I am perfectly fine, just sick.
Read, 5:14 PM

Hina: If you were 'perfectly fine' you would
be in school rn! People are worried Taka :(
Read, 5:18 PM

I doubt people are worried for someone like me.
Read, 5:23 PM

Hina: What do you mean by that?
Read, 5:25 PM

Hina: Taka??
Read, 5:27 PM

*You have blocked 'Hina !'*

Kiyotaka left Hina on read.

Then blocked her.

Hina was lovely for caring, but she shouldn't.

He doesn't deserve her pity.

He doesn't deserve anything.

Biker Bro !
Thursday

Bro: r u 100% sure u are ok bro? im actually concerned, so
is practically the whole skool
Read, 4:20 PM

I'm fine, that being said, I think we should stop talking.
Read, 4:23 PM

Bro: huh? bro ur joking right?
Read, 4:27 PM

Bro: pls tell me whats wrong bro
Read, 4:29 PM

Don't call me 'bro', it's Ishimaru to you now.
Read, 4:31 PM

Bro: dont dodge the question! whats wrong?
Read, 4:32 PM

Bro: did i do something?
Read, 4:35 PM

Bro: if I did anything wrong im sorry Ishimaru
Read, 4:37 PM

Mhm.
Read, 4:39 PM

*You have blocked 'Biker Bro !'*

Kiyotaka sighed as a tear slid down his cheek.

He cant help but feel bad for Mondo.

The fact he apologized even though he did nothing wrong made Takas heart ache.

Oh well, all he needs to do is go to the store tomorrow, and block everyone else, so they eventually forget about him.

Then he can disappear at long last.

Programmer Bro !

Friday

Bro: Hey Taka, I heard you blocked Mondo,
did he do something?
Read, 3:37 PM

No, he did nothing wrong.
Read, 3:39 PM

Bro: Then why did you block him? Are you
okay Taka?
Read, 3:42 PM

I'm fine.
Read, 3:44 PM

Bro: Are you sure?
Read, 3:47 PM

Bro: Taka?
Read, 3:54 PM

Bro: You there??
Read, 4:16 PM

*You have blocked 'Programmer Bro !'*

Kiyotaka mumbles a apology, as if Chihiro is going to hear it.

Another one blocked, now just for Hina, Leon, and Byakuya.

Leon and Byakuya will hurt, considering he has known Leon since childhood, and that Byakuya was a long lost friend of his up until recently.

Though, it has to be done.

Childhood bro ! 
Friday

We should stop talking.
Read, 4:34 PM

Bro: JHJHJHVJVHJH DAMN OKAY HJHJ
Read, 4:37 PM

I'm not joking this time.
Read, 4:41 PM

Bro: didnt i teach you abt tone indicators a
bit ago, they would be kinda useful rn 😅
Read, 4:43 PM

Im no longer being friends with you. /srs
Read, 4:47 PM

Bro: your being serious? did I do something?
Read, 4:50 PM

Bro: im sorry taka please dont go
Read, 4:53 PM

Bro: ill be better i promise just please dont
leave me
Read, 4:54 PM

*you have blocked 'Childhood bro !'*

Ouch.

Kiyotaka threw his phone at the wall as he put himself into a fetal position.

All that went threw his mind was apologies, on how hes sorry, hes so sorry.

Funny isnt it? How leaving your childhood best friend hurt more then leaving your sworn Kyoudai.

Oh well, everyone is gone now.

Except for his father, though he can't exactly cut ties with him if they still live in the same house.

So, he just prays that Takaaki doesn't mourn that much for him.

He doesn't deserve it.

--oh no--

It's Saturday. It's also 5 PM.

Kiyotaka went to the store on Saturday.

He bought a rope.

That rope was tied into a noose.

However, he is not doing it yet.

He would like to have a final conversation with his father first.

As he walks towards the living room (its not really a living room, it also connects to the kitchen, so its a living room kitchen thing? He doesn't remember the word for it.) and spots his father scrolling threw his phone on the worn sofa.

"Hello dad, how was work today?" Kiyotaka asked as normally as he could.

"As boring as it can get, tiring as well. It was rather repetitive. How was your day, Taka?" Takaaki answered, turning off his cracked phone and putting it in his pocket.

"Rather uneventful, I managed to do some studying and by myself a sandwich from the shop down the road." A half truth, it wasn't a sandwich. And he didn't study (as much as he hates to admit it..). Though he did have a uneventful day and did go to the shop (he doesn't know why it sold rope and sandwiches.)

"We both have something in common then, we both had uneventful days." Takaaki chuckled scratching his beard.

"Yeah, though I have to ask, how is Mrs. Hagakure? Is she doing well> I heard you spoke to her today." He did know that, Hiro told Taka that his mom and Takas father converse over call every Friday, you know, just couple things.

"She is doing well, at least that's what they say. He did say to tell you to call them Hiroko though." Takaaki answered, speaking with his hands. (Yes I headcanon that Hiroko uses all pronouns, what about it-)

"I will consider it."

That is when a slightly loud ringtone went off in Takaakis pocket.

Takaaki sighed and answered the call.

After a couple minutes of 'uh huhs', 'mhm' and over unamused half-assed answers with Taka standing awkwardly, with his bag (which included his rope) in his left hand.

A beep went off to alert Taka that the call had ended.

"Sorry Taks, ___ wants me to go and do something, not quite sure what, since he didn't exactly bother being clear. Bye, love you." Takaaki leans forward and kissed Takas hair before walking out the door.

Hm, I guess the world really wanted him gone.

It was almost too convenient.

He pulls out his phone.

Rich Bro !
Saturday

Hello, Togami. We should stop talking.
Read, 5:43 PM

Bro: You really are straightforward, aren't you?
Read, 5:45 PM

Bro: Whatever, I don't care. Do whatever you like.
Read, 5:48 PM

Mhm. Bye Togami, love you.
Read, 6:00 PM

Bro: Bye.
Read, 6:03 PM

*You have blocked 'Rich Bro !'*

Taka can practically feel the glare from here.

He knows Byakuya, and whenever he does that glare, its more like him holding back tears.

Kiyotaka puts his phone back in his pocket and walks towards his bedroom.

--AW SHI HERE WE GO--

Kiyotaka stands on a chair.

His noose now hanging from a ceiling fan.

He holds the noose in his hands.

He brings the noose around his neck.

The chair,

it topples over.

Takas body fights it, trying to stop the eventual death.

But its all for nothing.

Kiyotaka now hangs limp in Takaaki and his apartment.

A choked scream rings around the room minutes later, as Takaaki walks in.

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I know what yall are asking, 'are you ok' answer:

no

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