“Jungkook!” Taehyung whines, hitting him on his biceps and the alpha just sighs.

“They are so cuteee!” The omega wails, eyes on the TV as he tugs on his sleeve. Jungkook glances at the TV, not being able to control the twitch of his lips.

Put your head on my shoulder, a C-drama was playing on the TV with a very famous scene.

It was a scene of the male lead going to pick up the female lead who was drunk, her work colleague not letting her go with a stranger.

The male lead, Gu weiyi asks the girl who is the mama of circle (a auto vacuum machine) and then asks her who is the papa of circle.

The scene was very cute to be honest, hence his boyfriend was squealing like no tomorrow. Normally The alpha would love to watch a drama with his omega.

But this was like the fourth time they were watching this series, it surprises Jungkook how tae still manages to squeal like it was the first time.

Jungkook let out a silent groan when Taehyung tugged on his sleeves, at this point he might as well just tear his shirt with his grip. When the alpha decided he finally had enough of getting nail digged on his biceps, he took the remote and closed the TV. Getting a loud whine from Taehyung almost immediately.

“Koo!!! I was watching!! Why did you clo—” the omega’s sentence turned into a squeal when Jungkook pulled him.

Making the omega perch up on his lap. Jungkook raised one eyebrow, daring Taehyung to speak.

“Enough of their baby, it's fucking with my head”

Taehyung shifted so he can sit comfortably on his thighs. When comfortable, he huffed wrapping his arms over his chest.

“How exactly?”

“Makes me think of what you will be called when we'll have our baby” Jungkook smirked, knowing well it'll shut Taehyung up.

He's bullshitting he knows, they'll never get to the point where they'll have a family but the alpha wants to believe they will.  that There'll be a time when they'll have a family of their own.

“I already know what our baby will call me” the omega huffed despite his blushing cheeks.

“And what is that?” Jungkook raised a brow, he shouldn't really be surprised that it didn't at all make the omega shut up.

“Appa! It's so cute and adorable” Taehyung squeals.

Jungkook couldn’t help but smile, raising his hand to tuck a strand of hair behind the omega’s ears before settling his hands back on his waist.

Appa…

It'll suit Taehyung, the word is so comfy and warm, exactly how Taehyung is. A walking blanket of comfort.

“Imagine getting called appa by our sweet little baby girl, oh I'll melt”

“Why A Baby girl?” Jungkook raised a brow,

“I think out first will be a baby boy, A xerox copy of me. Handsome and pretty just like me” Jungkook nodded, satisfied with his imagination.

The omega rolled his eyes, “Okay Mr. Narcissistic”

“Yet you love this narcissistic asshole,” Jungkook teased back.

“I have a thing for fucked up assholes”

Taehyung giggled, kissing Jungkook's pout.

“Alright, pouty baby I only have a thing for my narcissistic asshole”

“As you should,” Jungkook grinned, kissing Taehyung softly. The omega giggled, pulling back.

“Now tell me what you would like to be called?” Jungkook hummed thoughtfully.

"Aha! I know”

“What is it?” Tae asked eagerly.

“Dada! I'd like to be called dada.” Taehyung whined, hitting his chest.

“That's not fair!! It's cuter than mine”

“Oops” Jungkook laughed, kissing Taehyung to wipe his pout away.

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Taehyung was anxious as he glanced at Eun.

They are back in their small little home, Sitting in the living room with Taehyung having a cup of tea while Eunwoo is watching a cartoon.

Since they came back, Eunwoo hasn't spoken a word.

It's scaring the omega, eunwoo isn't the type who shuts up.

He speaks a lot. Just like Jungkook.

Just like his dada.

God, he is associating Jungkook as Eunwoo's father. Acknowledging the bond the two have. It's not good.

Absolutely not good.

All these years, not even once has Taehyung thought of Jungkook as Eunwoo’s father, not even once.

Never called him ‘Dada’ in his head. It was the name Jungkook had chosen himself. Wanting to get called dada but their child. At that time, they were just joking around, being two silly love birds who see A future together.

Taehyung likes to believe that moment was pure, away from Jungkook's ill thoughts of taking his father’s life. Calling him dada in his head when Jungkook wasn't present was like tainting the soft but pure moment they shared.

Now Jungkook was back, in flesh, he stood in front of him and subconsciously, his omega started to acknowledge Jungkook as the father of their son, as his dada.

It's scary and what's even scarier is, he's afraid Eunwoo hates him.

If the silence of the little pup is anything to go by, the way he has hesitated to come towards him has said it all.

Eunwoo’s brain knows his father. It's in his biology, Eunwoo is an alpha naturally he has a special bond with his alpha father.

Taehyung is scared, scared that Eunwoo would come to resent him, and would hate him for taking him away from Jungkook even though it wasn't in his control.

Eunwoo wouldn't understand, he'll only see one side, would only see what he lost rather than understand that it wasn't in Taehyung's control.

He's scared Eunwoo would want to be with Jungkook, he would want to leave Taehyung.

It's scary, so, so scary.

Feeling eyes on himself, Eunwoo turned towards Taehyung. He frowned when saw tears gathered in the eyes of his appa. The little alpha immediately made his way towards his appa, his little hands going to cup the omega’s face.

"appa, what hap-happened?” Taehyung shakes his head, grasping Eun’s hand on his own.

“Nothing bun, nothing”

“Pinky promise?” Taehyung nodded,

“Okay”

Taehyung takes Eunwoo’s hand in his own, kissing the back of his hands then resting his forehead against it.

“Appa?” Eunwoo whispered after a few minutes, letting the omega calm down.

“Y-yes bun?” Taehyung replied, already dreading what the little one has to ask..

“That hyungie In the park… was it your friend, appa?”

“Y-yeah… You can say so, bun” Taehyung closed his eyes, taking a deep breath to calm himself before he pulled back to look at eunwoo who had confusion written all over his face.

A pretty pout sitting on his lips..

“Then why are you sad… after seeing hyungie?” He asked, confused.

“Friends are nice, appa” Taehyung nodded in agreement.

“Yes bun... But sometimes the people you consider your friends hurt you so you come to hate them, you understand my little bun?.” Eunwoo nodded softly.

“Do you hate hyungie?” He asked later, no anger in his voice, just pure curiosity.

Taehyung shook his head, “I don't hate him eunie… that hyungie… he has hurt me A little so I can't bring myself to forgive him…”

Taehyung said careful, he couldn't say he hates Jungkook which will result in eunwoo hating him too. As much as he doesn't want Jungkook in their life, he doesn't want Eunie to completely hate his father either.

It wouldn't be fair to eunwoo no matter what.

“Can you forgive hyungie…?” Eunwoo whispered, looking down at his foot as if ashamed that he's asking Taehyung that.

“I don't know if I can, bun….. I'm very hurt by hyungie…”

“But we should forgive people right?” Eunwoo questioned frowning.

“You are right, but sometimes it's hard… And it's okay to take time to forgive someone… sometimes that time is very long, sometimes it's short… sometimes you just have to let them go, do you understand what I mean bun?”

Eunwoo nodded but the omega knew he didn't understand half of it. It's complicated after all. Human emotions are complicated.

It's okay for a little boy to not understand everything.

“It's ok appa… forgive hyungie when you want” Taehyung smiles gratefully, he kisses Eunwoo’s forehead.

Letting his lips linger to let him know how much he appreciates the little one. How proud he is to call him his son. He's so happy to have such an understanding son.

“Thank you so much for understanding appa, my muffin. I love you so much bun”

“I love you too appa” Eunwoo smiles widely, his bunny teeths on display as he hugs his father.

"I'm so happy to have you my little baby”

“Eunie is happy to have appa too” Tae smiles as they stayed like that for a good minute.

Drowned in the comfort of each other.

“Appa…?” Taehyung hummed, pulling Eunwoo till the little baby was sitting on his thighs. He didn't make any efforts to remove his arms from him.

“I know you are hurt by hyungie… . But is it okay if Eunie meets hyungie??”

Taehyung tensed but he didn't break the hug, too desperate to have him in his arms till he could.

“Do you want to, bun?” Eunwoo nodded against his neck.

“Hyungie is nice... He calls me champ, what is champ appa?” Taehyung couldn't help but smile at the nickname Jungkook gave.

It's definitely something he'll call, champ.

“It means champion bun, which means someone who came first in something. I guess he meant that you'll always be first for him” Taehyung explained, letting Eunwoo know Jungkook adores him even though he doesn't want to.

Eunwoo's mouth parts.

“Oh” he whispered before giggling at the nickname.

“It's cute right appa?”

“Yeah it is”

“So... Can I? Meet hyungie again??”

Taehyung chewed on his lips, unsure of what he should say. He wanted to say no but would it be the right thing to say?

“Would you hate appa if he said no, bun?” Taehyung asked, nibbling on his lips. The little alpha didn't reply for a long time that Tae almost thought he didn't hear him.

But then he whispered, “Eunie would be sad… . But he'll forgive appa. Would never hate appa” Taehyung closed his eyes as a tear fell.

Eunie would be sad…

The words echo in his head like a mantra. Taehyung believes there has never been a day where Eunie is sad with him.

Of course there have been days where Eunwoo would request for something that the omega just can't agree to, but it has never led to him being sad with the omega itself. They have made compromises, bargained with each other till the baby alpha became happy.

Taehyung took a deep breath, “Forgive appa Eunie….” He whispered.

“I don't want you to go looking for your hyungie bun… but if Jungkook comes to meet you…” which He will

“I wouldn't stop you from meeting him, is that okay?” pain

He's signing up for pure pain. It's gonna fucking hurt everytime Jungkook will come to visit because he knows, it wouldn't be so simple.

The alpha isn't the type who'll listen, he'll want more. He'll want Eunwoo to know about his real identity, about the real relationship the two have. He'll try to come into Taehyung's life.

Would try to make amends between them, would taunt Taehyung more, would hurt him more than he already has, he'll want more and more.

If the omega gives him a finger, he'll take the whole arm.

He needs to prepare for it because Jungkook will, he will come back. Taehyung knows that.

“Really?” he asks with wide eyes. Taehyung bites his lips, pulling away after wiping his tears to look at Eunwoo.

“Yeah, are you happy?” Taehyung whispers, watching the way eun’s eyes lit up, the way his eyes shine and his smile becomes wide.

“I'm so happy appa!” The little alpha cheers, throwing himself on Taehyung.

The omega closed his eyes, “Eunie, can you promise me one thing??”

“Anything!”

“Eunie... When— if a time comes where you have to choose between appa and hyungie, please choose appa okay?”

Taehyung knows it's not the best thing to say to a child, it's very wrong of him to say but he needs it, needs this reassurance.

Needs to know Eunwoo is his son before he is anyone else. Needs to know Eunwoo would choose him, needs to know Eun loves him.

He needs this.

“Will it make appa happy?” the little alpha asks softly.

“Yes, it will. Can you promise me that bun?”

“If it makes appa happy! eunie would do it, okay?” Taehyung smiles weakly as a tear falls.

“Thank you bun”

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Sorry, I kinda forgot I had to update T-T hope you liked the chapter

See you on next update, probably on Sunday (remind me pls 😭)

Love ya