Jack's POV:
I watched as Mark and Vick leaving the room. Letting out a sigh, I laid my head on the soft pillow, thinking about Mark
Why did he save me? I'm just a worthless person.... All I do is hurting the person I got near....
He's seem trustworthy... Jack no... Don't trust anyone ya idiot... you will only hurt more.... Life is too crazy to trust anyone....
I reached the phone and earphones on the table next to me. Plugging the earphone into the phone, I putted the earphones on and unlock the phone, turning on the song "Mad Hatter" by Melanie Martinez (turn on the song up there guys! :D)
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My friends don't walk, they run
Skinny dip in rabbit holes for fun
Popping, popping balloons with guns, getting high off helium
We paint white roses red,
Each shade from a different person's head
This dream, dream is a killer
Getting drunk with a blue caterpillar

I'm peeling the skin off my face
'Cause I really hate being safe
The normals, they make me afraid
The crazies, they make me feel sane

I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad,
The craziest friend that you've ever had
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are
All the best people are crazy, all the best people are

Where is my prescription?
Doctor, doctor please listen
My brain is scattered
You can be Alice,
I'll be the mad hatter.

I'm peeling the skin off my face
'Cause I really hate being safe
The normals, they make me afraid
The crazies, they make me feel sane

I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad,
The craziest friend that you've ever had
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are

You think I'm crazy, you think I'm gone
So what if I'm crazy? All the best people are
And I think you're crazy too, I know you're gone
That's probably the reason that we get along

I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad,
The craziest friend that you've ever had
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are
All the best people are crazy, all the best people are
All the best people are crazy, all the best people are
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Then the song keep replay and replay, making my minds started to went crazy....
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I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad,
The craziest friend that you've ever had
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are
All the best people are crazy, all the best people are
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I covered my face with my hands, crying loudly...
I totally went crazy....insane... What is happening?!
I noticed a knife next to me, why does it here? Never mind...
I held it up, cutting my right arm. Blood dripped down the bed sheet and some on my legs. Ahh... It feels so satisfying.... The pain ran through my body as I cries in my smile. This is what I deserve... This is what I love....
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I'm peeling the skin off my face
'Cause I really hate being safe
The normals, they make me afraid
The crazies, they make me feel sane
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My visions started to got blurry, but they wouldn't gonna stop me. I continued to cut and cut more. More cuts and bruises formed on my arm. Just... Beautiful.... Perfect...
I just smiled. Then everything went black....
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Wassup guys!
So yeah, Mad Hatter (Nightcore)- Melanie Martinez, is one of my favorite song. It describes so much about my childhood. I'm pretty much a suicide lil girl who's really insane. Trust me, that's the 6 years old me in the song
But I no longer do that since when I was 10, cause I was old enough to realize the importance of life, so I stopped
But that doesn't mean those thoughts are no longer exist in my mind, they're still there in my mind, try to drive me crazy (you guys don't trust me bout this Ik xD)
Oh well... Hope ya enjoy the chap!
Nerdy's out. PIECE!!!💖💖💚❤️💚❤️