Recap-

"How do you feel about um.....what we did before your accident?" He looks at me then down at the floor and rubs the back of his neck. I look up and smile.........

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"Look Jacob.....to be honest I haven't really been able to think about because every time I start to think about it you or Robin come in and ask me stupid questions." I state as I look down at my hands and fidget with them. I didn't mean to be so rude but it just came out that way. I didn't want to lie to him and say I had and then when he asked me to elaborate I wouldn't have anything to say. 

"Yea...... sorry about that" he looks down. " I know we have been a little in your face the last couple of days, its just we want you to be ok. You really scared us that night and mom is so out of it she barely noticed you weren't here at home. We are just trying to make sure you're ok Honeywaver." He says as he puts his hand on my forehead. 

"I see what you mean but you don't have to hound me all day....I know you guys care but I need my space. I need to think and I cant do that if you two are always around me asking me if I'm ok. I'm fine right now and I think I will be fine for the next couple of hours.....if I need you I will scream ok?" I ask optimistically, inwardly hoping he agrees to letting me have my space for the day.

"......ok" Jacob says as he gets off my bed and walks out of my room looking at the floor. I'm not gonna lie I do like the attention but I need time.....I just really need time right now. I never meant to be mean but he knows that I'm an intellectual girl...I need to examine every possibility and outcome before I make a decision about something. And I don't know what he thins but that process takes a long time.......

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Jacob's (POV)

I know we have been down her throat all week but I really just wanna make sure she is ok. I feel like all of this is my fault. I shouldnt have made that move to eat her out. But although I regret it, it was the best bad decision I have every made. She tasted so good like strawberries and daffodils all rolled into and delicious candy bar. I know weird flavor but if you had tasted her you'd be saying the same thing. Oh my god it was so amazing, and the way she squirted all over me it was the best thing ever. I kinda felt bad though she thought she peed on me....

I'm surprised she hasn't had sex yet. Every guy should be all over her, she is the sexiest piece of woman I know, any guy would be lucky to get in bed with her. But I know she isn't the type to just give her body to anyone, for one she is to smart for that, and for two she is to busy with school to even think about sex. 

But it does make me feel better that she is a virgin I wouldn't want any guy besides me or Robin going inside of her. I know its selfish and she is my sister but I cant help the way I feel for her. I don't know if I'm in love but I know that I have really strong feelings for her and Robin. I know this wont last forever but I sure do hope it goes a smidgen longer, I know I shouldn't want to especially because she is my sister and he is my brother but I cant help but want them both. 

I've wanted Honeywaver for a bit longer than I've wanted Robin only because she is a girl and she's closer in age to me. But right now I want them equally. Me and Robin have been having sex for about 2 years. I don't really remember how it all start-........wait yes I do.......

(Flashback) 2 Years Earlier

I just hopped out the shower and was about to get ready for a not so hot date my friend Jake set me up on. Since me and Robin shared an room that also had a bathroom attachment I just walked into our room with the towel wrapped around my waste. I went to my drawer in our closet and saw Robin laying on the bed on his computer.

 I guess he hadn't heard or seen me come out of the bathroom because right when I opened my drawer I heard moans coming from inside the room. I turned to peek outside the the closet doorway and I saw him on his bed jacking to the p0rn he was watching. Once I saw his hand going up and down his reasonably good sized d1ck I just couldn't look away. I didn't understand why it was turning me on so much. I mean really watching my 14 year old brother jerk off shouldn't have made me as hard as it did.

 As I snooped in on him I couldn't help but rub my own already hardened member. I started to rub at the pace I could see he was good at and I could tell he was close to cumming because his eyes were starting to close. I don't know what came over me, but I ripped my towel off my lower half and walked over to him, he still hadn't seen or heard me because his eyes were closed I got on the bed in front of him and grabbed his c0ck out of his hand and started to move my hand up and down. He gasped out of surprise and tried to push me away until I put his tip in my mouth and sucked hard. He closed his eyes and threw his head back and started to move his hips as I put his entire member into my mouth. 

After a couple more bobs he came really hard in my mouth and I swallowed it all. I had never sucked a guy before or tasted sperm before but both was a good first experience. When he realized what I had just done he opened his mouth to say something but then closed it. I got up and called my friend Jake and said I wouldn't be able to make the date, a 'Family Emergency' had just came up. And he was a close enough friend to know that my mom had cancer so he automatically thought that's what the emergency was. 

Once I ended the call I turned back to look at robin just sitting there with shock on his face. He didn't say anything just look. I got on the bed with him grabbed his hand and moved it along my d1ck until he took control and bent down to put it in his mouth. A slight moan slipped through my lips and he smirked on my member, he bobbed his head until I came and then we just laid on the bed together. Until we both passed out.

(End of Flashback)   

 That was the best first 'gay' experience anyone could ask for. I mean and it just progressed from there. We didn't have sex until this year though because Robin was afraid, but to be completely honest I was scared too, all we had ever done was jack each other or give a little head every now and again but having sex was a big step and I didn't wanna do it until I knew we both we ready.

But like I said everything that happened with Robin I don't regret one bit because he wanted it as much as I did. I mean maybe at first it was a little forced but not as if I was really forcing him to do it.....right? Am I a bad person for sleeping with my brother? No........I don't think so because I didn't force myself on him......it was mutual. Am I a bad person for wanted my brother AND my sister? No......right?

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Jake in the MM

Once Again sorry for the late update I've been really busy but now that Christmas break is here I will have more time to write for you guys hope you like this chapter and i'm really happy that you guys 'seem' to be liking m story....... don't forget to comment vote and follow.....