Vikroon's view..,
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fter proposing JANVI,
Now I feel my heart filled as I poured out all my feelings to her.....
But not wholesome as she didn't say her opinion to me....I thought ways to propose her...like taking her out and in a natural surroundings setting up cake and ballons..and proposing her.. buying jewellery , or even by taking her to Paris and proposing infront the symbol of Love Eiffel tower...
Buy all was in vain ... I didn't Think of kissing her like this but that time I was so angry on her for speaking about divorce and afraid of her leaving me...and my love all mosxed up and atlast I end up landing my lips on hers
The ultimate part is she gave me the same feeling of forgetting what is really or think that the when I kiss her even after a year
....

I was on my drive to my home ..to pick up Janvi ....
I had so many plans for new year like taking her out , making her feel more comfortable on me ... Going for dinner and even I thought if taking her to see Taj Mahal as she had said she haven't seen it before.  
Buy now it ended up reverse ....the phone rang interuppting my thoughts....
It's Shaurya...  That idiot...
I was driving because Abhishek is making arrangements for my leave to Pakistan this week with in three days for 5 ODI matches.   But though inspite of driving I picked up the call
As my phone was connected through Bluetooth...
"Vikroon..."
"Kya ....?" ( What ?) I asked...
"Sorry yaar. ..! I really thought you are living a life with that girl " .... He said. .
"Shut up you Idiot ....she is not
'that girl'....she is my Jaan my wife and love..." I shouted...
" Okay okay.... Your wife Jaan..." He said softly...
"Jaan only for me.... It's sister for you ...." I huffed and heard him giggle
"Ayiii babe... What's my sister name?" He asked ..
"Janvi Vikroon Kohli"... I said and he laughed again...
"Achaa... Do you love her that much??" He asked ...
"As much as  my cricket..." I said..
Then he was silent for sometime
After my family and janvi's family the person who know all that happened before marriage is Shaurya... He knows my all and all my secrets...but not the kiss with Janvi on the day before new year...

and then he continued...
" Sorry Vikroon... I thought you married Janvi due to some 'do or die'  circumstances ....so ....and moreover you once told me... that you just accepted this for the sake of custom and you are even ready to come out of this commitment whenever time permits so..."
Yeap In the beginning days after Janvi and my Marriage I planned to even leave this relationship after some months... because I don't want Janvi to be in this relationship without her acknowledge...   But my days changed with her....no actually she changed me..

"Actually I should ask you to apologise...if I expressed all my feeling to you ...I should have exclaimed this too... Shaurya I was in dilemma whether I really love her or not .....because she is exactly not my type... But now I am madly in love with her...that I can't imagine my life without her..."
...I said as I altered my Car ...and came out of my car .....
"Oh... Vikroon bhaji.... When this loverboy came out of you...???.is this arrow from cupid is strong....?..."...
He asked laughing as I started walking towards inside the house....I saw my Bruno ( dog)  running towards me...I bent down band pattered his head as I continued to laugh with him...
"Bhaji....yes it is .... I am damn sure it's string enough...." I said and there was some Silence....between us as I pattered my Bruno babe...
"Vikroon.... don't mistake me... I just wanna ...." He shrugged ...
"Go ahead... Dhostie......"...I said...
" No actually It was.... Anupama who made me do this .."  Shaurya said making my eyebrows raise...
"What the fuck are you saying?" I asked loudly ...
"Sorry Vikroon... It was Anupama who called me a week back and exclaimed that she still loves you...I know you people broke up and you even married ...but she said that you married Janvi but struggling to come out of that relationship and that's why you are away from Anupama....and I too thought..." He shrugged...
"And you fucker thought it's true and sent those paper na?"...I asked in the same mode of voice...
"sorry Vikroon we are not in that much contact for past two years we didn't even see...so I was confused of your needs... And obviously I know how you loved Anupama truely and seriously so...." He shrugged...

  I didn't even think Anupama will do this... I respected her so much more than I love her...but all faded away...
"Okay....  I understand...but Shaurya...now I don't love her ....once she was my sky...but now...
she is not part of my life .."...I said ...as I got up..
"Sorry Vikroon... Now I understand..." He said as  I heard another voice...

"Cheeku.... When you came home..." It's my Maa..

" Just...now..." I said..
"Who are you speaking with...??"maa asked and I Said it's Shaurya...
She took the phone from mine as she started talking to him
As I told before... He was not just my friend of mine but also a member in my family....I got blessings from Maa and went towards my room but on my way as well as on my room I didn't see Janvi.... I changed to my casuals when I heard a knock from my room... It was a servant...
"Sir do you need anything???" He asked...
"Nothing...where is Janvi...?" I asked ..
"Sir madam is cooking in kitchen...and badi maa told me to give your phone" he said as he handovered my phone...
A crazy idea striked my mind...
"Acha... Wait..... I want coffee..." I said and he nodded leaving...
I was waiting patiently for the arrival of lemon juice   .... Usually I drink lemon juice this time ...so I was eagerly waiting what the reflection is... If Janvi brings coffee she is being formal but if she remembers my diet chart I am damn sure she cares me...
In a romantic feel...I was releiving a heavy sigh waiting for Janvi. .
After ten minutes..
Knock knock....
"Yes come in..." I said...
In came the same man ....
"Sir lemon juice .." he said as he bent down to keep the juice on the table ..
"No ...I asked coffee na... Go and bring coffee ..." I said in anger..
"But sir... Janvi madam said you have to drink this so..." He shrugged...
"Nah... Bring what I ask not what your madam asks???.." I said... angrily...
The next minute I realised I am showing my unnesscary anger on a poor man ..he was working here for about five years... A forty year old man...
"Bhaiya wait... Sorry I was in mood off.....just get me what I want...".. I exclaimed...
He nodded smiling and left...
Actually it's my fault I just asked bring him coffee... So saying this I shouldn't have expected Janvi to serve.... After what all happened last night.. ...
I was damn irritated so I opened my iPad to convey my New year wishes to my followers...In Instagram and Twitter... I was On my work... When again I heard a knock sound...
Hope it's coffee... I hummed softly for whoever there....
"Coffee ...." I heard a soft womanly voice ... It's Janvi's...
I quickly averted my gaze to her....
I just saw her stuck up with words....
" Coffee..... !!" She said....all my anger vanished away...
"Coffee..  but I think it's time for me taking fresh juice na?" I said and her eyes which were fixed on the tray before landed on me... But with a angry face...
"What.  ?. ..I just now sent line juice and you shouted that poor man...?" She asked little loudly....
Hahahaaaah.   My wild cat is back....
"Yeap....so that poor man complained you ... I think I have to fire him.." I said Keeping my face in the same stubborn way...and Janvi panicked...
"No....no...he did .... didn't say anything..."..she choked....
I know he is not that type .... He takes care of my mom well and my mom usually appreciate him so well...it's Janvi who should have heard it ... by eavesdropping....
" So you were eavesdropping our conversation???" I asked and she blinked in fear....
I just controlled my laugh....
"Actually ...."...
She choked again...."I'll get you like juice..." She said quickly and went off...
I was laughing a hell ....after she left...

Waiting for her to turn up .
As I thought she came back....
"Lime juice...?"she said
I looked and gestured her to keep the glass cup on the table ... She did as I told and turned to leave...
I quickly held her wrist and said....
"Wait till I drink and take the glass with you..." I said and she nodded....
And wriggled to get out of my hand....and I left her hand.  ..

  
And I sipped the first taste of it...
"Aissshhhhh...,it's so sour....!" I lied wringing my eyebrows....
"What...?.... No way I added honey ..." She said ....
"Acha then am I lying  ....???..." I asked sternly...
"No.... But I remembere adding honey ..." She started thinking ..
"Okay Taste it and say...."
I did as I gave the glass to her....she was confused but took the glass from
my hand and without leaving my eye contact she sipped the lime juice...and when she obviously realised that I lied her face expression changed and I  started  laughing...."Just see your face na!!!" I said and she placed the glass on the table nearby and turned ....
Before she leave I sat on the top of the bed near (the corner)...  I tugged her and she fell down on my lap... and I locked her hand which I tugged along with mine placing it in her back....so we are facing each other now. 
   "Vi .." .
.. she stuttered and I raised my eye brow ....asking what??...
But she didn't reply but shivered and I can see her shivering by her hand and her lips shaking....
"I said wait and take na..... Do wait...!"I said and used my free hand to take the lime juice on mine....
I started drinking and paused "I hope the sourness vanished away after you spiked it with your lips..." I said which made her Stop wriggling     .... After drinking half of my juice .. I hear her voice...
"I... I'll wait. ... But..." Before she finish  I kept the glass on her lips ..
"Drink..." I said and
She stared me like a mad man...
"Drink honey..." I said and pressed it little more ..
She blinked twice and then leaned forward ...and drank it...
She sipped twice and avoided it...
"What happened?" I asked...
"No... I don't like nimboo flavour that much" she said... And rolled her tongue as if she hate something half cooked...

I smiled seeing her puppy dog reaction...
She turned to look here and there and finally took my sipper whuch was filled with water ..
And drank it ..
After even drinking the water her facial expression remained same...
"Oh...god.   How are drinking this sour....??? Still I feel the sourness in my tongue and taste buds!" She said pouting....and put shing her tongue out as she licked her lips. ..That's all,that single swipe of her tongue... Made me  need to taste them ...
Seeing me staring her lips... She started to move uncomfortably in my lap...
"So you... Drank na....so I'll leave!" She said ..
But even though I heard what she said I didn't reply...
She true to get up when I pressures my left hand which was holding Janvi's right hand at back tightly...
"Vikroon..." She stuttered. 
When I took her free left hand and placed on my right shoulder...
I moved my hand towards her face and gently caressed it. 
And moved my fingers to her lip as I let my thumb finger trace it. .
"Just do one thing  to forget the rates of sourness.   "I said in a husky voice and her hand back was shaking like hell....
"Don't panic ..  I am not gonna eat you just gonna taste you. ..!!!" I exclaimed and her eyes widened..I moved forward but she moved backward...this hurts me very badly
"Kiss me.." is all I said and she tightly held her hold on my t-shirt
"Jaan.  .huts kiss me I'll take all the bitterness of not only for the nimboo you tasted now...but for all the cutters in your past.... Give yourself to me....and nothing more I need. .. not even your love... because my love is so big and extreme that only mine is enough for us to live ..just give me yourself ..." I said  and I saw the confuse state of Janvi is now flying in air now...
"Just feel my love... In my words, touch ,hug and kiss...." I continued and now we are immersed in each other's eyes...
This time I leaned forward but she didn't even move a bit...
Usually  A man doesn't need anything bfeom a woman tahn to accept... Him just accept him as he is... And if a woman he finds who accepts him as he is...and never ask him to change for her or society... then all girls keep this in mind that man will never leave you eventhough you try to....he will be back of you and sweep of your feet till his last breathe...and that's what I see in Janvi... I was a carefree freak until Janvi's entry .and she accepted me as I am ... Not even once she commented on my dressing style.. the way I speak and not even once she asked me about my exes ....damn woman I don't want to leave her at any instant....

This time I leaned forward but she
didn't even moved a bit..... I leaned more closer and she closed her eyes....
"Open your eyes..." I said and she slowly opened her eyes....
"Look here" I said pointing my right fore finger towards my eyes and she stared me back ......When she was staring me as I did my job ...
I placed my lips on hers and gently kissed her...
First I heard a whimper then she gave up her innocence and leaned more...
No words can explain how happy I was when a small reaction from Janvi
Proves me that she loves me too....

We kissed each other and savoured my moment with her..
It was just a touch of our lips not even involving tongue but it as smooth and sweet....
Last night I took advantage breaking my Sanyasi ( a man completely avoiding feminity in his life time   sometimes devotionally)
I wanted Janvi to propose and hug and kiss me... But this girl is always there in my life to change situations and make me more love. Her. 

We were glue to each other....when I heard

" Janvi beta...." Maa's voice... Before I  could reflect Janvi left the grip on my shoulder and quickly pushed me away and sat on the bed... When she clearly heard my mom's voice again she stood up
"Maa..." She panicked...
"Yeap. . Maa ...so what.!!" I asked
And she said..
"What if she see this. .?"
What the damn... Is she out of her mind. 
"Ayiii ladki ... are you out your mind. . Why are you panicking like a teenager who got  caught by your dad after kissing your boyfriend.  "  I said and she pouted. ."Jaan you kisses your husband ... So please don't fear for this.... Because there is more to show you...and take from you.  " I said meaning more...and she saw me stunned .... We got distracted by a knock on my door . 
"Yes...". I said and Maa cam in...
"Janvi beta I was searching for you the whole house..." My mom said and Janvi saw me pleasing...
"Maa she came to give me juice..." I said and she sighed...
"Okay beta... Go and drink the badam kheer I prepared it's in kitchen" maa exclaimed and she left ...
"Cheeku ....I want to speak to you... Maa said.
"Yeah Maa... Come and sit..." I said and she did
"Cheeku... I want to talk to you ..." she said ..
"Are you serious??" I asked and she nodded
"Yes... It is ...it is about your life...
What have you decided...?" She asked sternly... But I didn't understand...
"Maa... I am not able to get you..."I said
" I am speaking about Janvi?"she said

"What about Jaan....I mean Janvi?" I asked controlling my tongue

... "I guess thought that accept your marriage with her ... But you both were not in good terms as husband and wife...I even gave you a year but not more...I like you and Janvi and care about you both.... If you both are not liking each other then it's time for you both to get seperated so that you'll find a good partner .. And Janvi also will get a good and caring hus..." Before my Maa finish I shouted in anger...
"Maa Stop it...." I shouted and turned facing the other side seeing the wall..   " Just stop saying that word.  " I said through gritted teeth...
"Vikroon.... What happened?" Maa asked and. Touched my shoulder ..
"Beta..." She asked again...

I turned and motioned her towards the bed...and made her sit on the bed and I kneeled down on the floor ...my Maa raised her hand and placed it on my cheek...
"Kya hua beta?" ( What happened?") She asked and I took her both hands in mine...
"Maa... I can't... I mean...( Shrugging) I know you understand me very well ... Only you know what I am going through...  To be frank..I won't hide anything from you....but this ...
Maa I truly deeply love Janvi.... She is one such girl whoade me realise "who I am" after you.....I know you may think I am easy into this Kiel Anupama matter but not exactly. .. this time I truely felt that I can't have anyone better than Janvi .... We got married accidentally.... But I like her so much...and I can't bare of her with any other man   ... . She is mine" I said and Maa Saw me..
"Maa I love her..." I said and laid my head on her lap...
"Vikroon beta...". ...
"I know you love her." She said and I raised my head in confusion....." But did you confess it .." she continued.
"Yes Maa. Yesterday..." I said and she laughed...
" Did she replied?" She asked but I don't know what to say
"Nah
.but I think she too love me... because I have seen that in her eyes ..." I shrugged and she pinched my cheek...

"Then also... Give her sometime... Let her realise it... Vikroon she is not one among the type of girls you
date...but she will be a good wife and lover to you... Make her feel special ... respect her feelings too..." She said. 
And smiled
"Even your dad is hurry berry person like you.   But a good lover .  ... Prove you are too like him"she said
"Now come and eat"she said and took my hand and made way

Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
For the late and short update.
I'll get you all soon with another romantic one