Vikroon pov,
       I hope it's not dream... It's never gonna be ....I am kissing Janvi and se is too.  Okay I can't say it's a perfect kiss .. or even a peck because..  our half side of our lips were only touching... But I a on cloud nine ..
But I told her to turn that side ..but why did she turn it all of a sudden.
  Did she do that intentionally...
Did she wants the same. ..  what I want....?....
Shit .. Vikroon control your self...
I am now in the Middle of the  seats arranged below the stage .. my heaven. .. the place gave my Angel's better half....
I was talking with the team and others....
And from the corner of my eyes I see Janvi too speaking with some people ... today is the wonderful day in my life .. that I won't forget ... anytime...

20 minutes back.,
After instructing
   My eyes fixed on her as we stood with either of our lips... Touching.  And our breathing on either skin.... 'Why is this so true.  ?' my heart asked. .
'shut Idiot just live the moment', my brain said..
To my dismay it's just like a peck not even our lips touching wholly .. just half of her touched half of mine.  
But even though a kiss is a kiss. . I find our eyes lock as soon purips meet and I saw her eyes widened just a second and she closed her eyes.  Shit.  . Again I am doing this ...the moment I felt like this. . I released her and my hold . 
The crowd around us clapped and cheered conveying their wishes....

   Flashback ends.  
  "Congratulations bhaiya..." I came back to senses by Kavin's approach .....
"Yeah thanks Kavin . ." I said and hugged him...
Kavin is also like Abhishek .. but Abhishek is little elder than me...but Kavin is my junior in my school.   And even junior in cricket club sponsored by my school...where I was trained..he would be there always in my matches during my  matches I attended during school  days..he keeps on saying he likes me very much . He knows how to behave during my aggressive timings...he is smart too...
  However his parents were struggling to in making him to do well in academics..than cricket... alas ..now he is now in good position in an international product after doing his MBA....
He is much like a small brother to me...and .. moreover one of those people whom I don't wanna miss their relationship in my life. .
  "Bhaiya...how was this surprise..." He asked enthusiastically...
"Accha ... Really great Chottae bhai ( small brother . )..."  I said.. 
" You are lucky to get a wife like Janvi...she is the best one to handle you .. she is the best one for you even as a pair... Even your origin , languages differ... but you both understand each other just with a nod or stare..  oh god..  I saw the love you both share just with eyes. " He stopped and smiled inwardly...
" Yes bhai ... I know you love her so much and she too loves you ...to be frank  I too want a live in my life like you both share. . .okay...  Bhai I have some work .. catch you .." he said and left my hand...

   For a minute I stood there without any move...  He said I love her absolutely I love her .. that's true...
   I know it's clearly visible on my face ...I love Janvi...and that's what even Kavin said.  But he told Janvi too loved me... Is it true.   I see the care she shows me...I know she is affectionate to all and to me. Sometimes I even thought of having all her affection,love and care only for me. ..and for my kids... Mainly  me... If she gives all to me....her heart , soul and. Body.  To me.   I will give her anything.   Today I am damn sure that no one can ever replace her place in my life.   As my love and to beloved. .
   I was staring at Janvi she was standing alone and so I took the opportunity to go near her..
  I was on my way to her when a waiter stopped and I see them having conversations.... I was eager what she was asking for. .  But it vanished as soon when I see her taking a glass from the tray the waiter was holding... I paced so quickly because the very next moment I was near her and stopped her from taking the glass holding her hand....
" You leave..." I said facing the waiter... And he saw me like I said a bad word...
"But Vikroon.... Ji... I am thirsty..." I heard Janvi's voice....oh this woman is making me crazy...
"I said leave" now my voice was stern that made him flinch back a little and he moved. 
" Vikroon ji...." I heard Janvi's voice stuttering...
I turned to face her... because till now she was back of me...as in force of stopping her take the drink u came in middle of her bad that idiotic waiter...
I see Janvi face my angel..eyeing her fingers....saying she is nervous maybe I think of because of those matter...
I calmed myself and holded her chin and lifted her eyes so that I can see her....
  " Say now...what you want.  " I asked softly...
"No.nothing...I mean ...I was th...thirsty...." She shivered... Oh god...
"Thirsty enough to drink vodka...???" I asked and she saw me gulping her salaiva... Damn this girl makes me fall for her innocence, beauty and by her valuable expressions...
"Ah....what vo...vodka...?" She asked stunned...
"Yes Jaan... It's a hot drink.  " I said...
" I thought ... thought..." She shivered...so my guess is right she won't drink   and that all those happened  the day before new year..flashed my mind.......
I kicked away my kinkery thoughts and rubbed her cheek...
" Be here I'll be back with the drink...."...I said and she nodded ...
I turned back and walked towards the serving area pushing my guests aside...... In my way suddenly the while light in the hall went off sending us to darkeness...
Before me expecting the light to come back....a hand gripped my arm and I felt my legs move... indicating that someone is dragging me...
  Before I could check on who is doing that.. .we came to the spark of light and there u see the one who dragged me... there it's that Anupama...
I took away my arm harshly...
"What are you doing Miss. Anupama Sharma..???."I asked
And she blinked looking me twice.. and closed her eyes
"What is happening here...??"
She asked
"What you mean .  What's happening...??? Can't you see they are arranged a party for congratulating me and my wife..." 8 said casually adjusting my blazzer. 
"Fuck don't ever mutter those words ...which doesn't mean anything...." She said and continued..
"Veer babe ...she is not the one for you    ...  You are doing all this to make me  jealous...right...you can love  only me ..see the way that idiotic Janvi is. .... She doesn't know anything about you...  . She Doesn't even know to kiss you dammmnit...."... She shouted at the top of the voice...and I see her cry...
"Jealous....my foot...Mind your words Anupama... And I won't even see you as a woman but also   slap the shit out of you right here...   "  I said.   And my stern angry voice made her flinch...

" Vikroon
do really mean that damn bit*h is your wife.  "  She asked again but softly...
" If another time... I head you speaking rubbish about my Jaan infront of me... You'll be filed a case for insulting my wife......and you know about me right... I won't be silent if you do this again..." I said raising my finger. And I see shock evident in her face ...
"Now leave the fucking way .... My Jaan is waiting for me ...and she is thirsty.." I said
  To be frank for once I felt sorry for her.. when I spoke to her in the caravan the other day... But now...she makes me feel wrong for thinking like that... I turned to leave ...my wife is there waiting for me .. I was about to leave when she catched my wrist.
" Jaan...." I heard her smile and chuckled.. eventhough I didn't see her face..
"So now she is your Jaan..so do you love her that much Vikroon ..."  She asked..
I turned side ways and gripped her hand that clasped mine..."with all my heart,sole and body..."..I said and started pacing into the hall....again something flashed my heart.."and you dont need to think about how she kisses me ..I am there to teach her and worship her ..if not.....I am there to start the intimacy.  Before she could..."....
"You may love her Vikroon but keep hmthat in mind your both world are different..  completely different ..." I heard her shout. .

I don't give a fuck about her words... Eventhough our worlds differ.. I'll drag Janvi with me and we both live in a third world... Only us ...
Keeping my thoughts stable I went inside and searched Janvi.. she stood in the same place speaking to Mrs Daniel...as soon her eyes landed on mine she raised a eyebrow seeing me and turned towards Mrs Daniel and spoke something a second and again turned towards my direction and started walking towards me..
  I stood there staring no where but her eyes.  When she stood before. ..me..she raised her hand and held her handkerchief and  started wiping my forehead..
"What happened you are sweating this much... You went to get water for or to get shower.." she said and her hands trailed down wiping my cheeks...
This is why I love you Jaan...why can't I just say I love you... But something is saying my brain not to because what if I say and she says no.. 
I can't bare the pain of her leaving me... instead let me love a life with you in my arms as wife more than a lover....

   I catched her wrist wisit and stopped her action ... And she looked back at me blinking.. I was angry at myself for standing in this position....
"Leave... " I said showing my anger to her...
She blinked twice and stared something at my back ... And ten she saw me... I see no emotion in her eyes.  And then she removed my hands and started walking away from me.  I turned back that's  where I saw Anupama walking from the same path the way... I came from.... actually it was lonely path the way to the garage..and I know Janvi saw me walking through this way and now Anupama... Did she took this in a bad way... . ? ... My eyes again searched for Janvi and saw her speaking to a waiter...
I paced near her..." Brother ... Could u get a glass of water....?"  She asked Kavin... standing near him...
Shit I forget it completely......
    And she started talking to him not even galncing me.   I was extremely irritated from all these things... That's when the waiter passed me...I stopped him and took a shot of hot champagne...
My happiness that lived a moment ago left me just like that ...
I was gritting my teeth when Mr Daniel came near me and we spoke.. sharing drinks not more but two to three shots....
And some minutes he paced me out to the lawn and made me stand near a car.    A brand new car....and quickly I see Mr Daniel open the car and in there I see Janvi sitting inside ....and I was confused...
"Hey brave man...this is my gift for your Marriage...." He said patting my shoulder . ...
" Mr Daniel ....but......" I shrugged..."young man ..no buts... This is my honour to you....this Lamborghini white...is on your feet within the next five days in your land India via shipping ..." He said and gestured me to set...we hugged and  I sat in the car...but still I found her gaze the other side and not me....

Janvi's view',
               After our intimacy. . Vikroon made...his way to get me water. But he came after sometime with a extreme emotional and sweates...I went near him and asked about his whereabouts and started wiping his Sweats...but he stopped me in middle and said Leave.. and that's when I see Anupama ther at back coming from the same place from Vikroon came
... So this is clear that he went to meet his ex and showing his anger on me....
I quickly averted my way and asked Kavin to clear my thirsty ...I didn't even see Vikroon at all... Suddenly Kavin took me out and made me sit in a car with the driver sitting infront and exclaimed that this is a surprise for Vikroon and then Vikroon came and ten even I came to know that Mr Daniel gifted this car to him...wow.....great na....
Vikroon sat beside me and I averted my gaze.... You know it's not because of him meeting that Anupama but the way he treated me when I care for him....
   Suddenly I felt a hand on my wrist... I tried to wriggle my hand from his hold. . But he got me ..tightly this time...and j turned my face to see him.. but to my dismay he looks me like saying "please don't this...!" ...his eyes show no anger or irritation but only some thing beyond...
This time I didn't move my hand but instead turned my face to the window...the next minute I feel him lie on my shoulder . .in such a way I ant even turn that side and his one catched my  hand  dragged to his lap fidgeting with it...and his other crept on my waist ...
    "Vikroon " I whispered and the next think he said is...
"Please don't say anything....just.....just relax...."....
  I hope the driver doesn't see this...
My thoughts interuppted by the warm breath on my neck....somehow I managed to see but I see him only Vikroon in closed eyes. ..
I didn't stir but just sat in the car  .  
Soon we reached  The hotel we start in and. Vikroon and me got down.... We didn't speak anything a s we travel the elevator... When we reach room Vikroon opened  it and we both stood shocked ..

Our room was litted with light and flowers....we both shared eye contact due to a suprise... We went inside...and Vikroon locked the room... Till now I didn't feel anything but once I hear the click sound of the door my heart jumped .... The while room,night time...and snow fall outside..the bed decorated with rose petals . And  moreover....an handsome husband near me...
"These crazy guys...?" I heard Vikroon's voice making my erotic dreams disappear... Oh god this man.  ..
I turned to see Vikroon standing near the dressing table with a small piece of paper on my hand ..
"What's that. .?" I asked .. he turned and gazed me a second d and then chuckled...
"Those bastards Nicholas and Kavin...  They prepared this first night arrangements for us ....." He said winking and saw the paper which had something written on it....
"Oh...." Is. All I could say...
He turned again and saw me like...he wants something.... Or is it my view... He started taking steps towards me..which automatically makes my steps go back..."so....so today is our first night right...?" He asked and his eyes are quite red....and j smiled and then it hit me...and I gasped loudly and he laughed....
And his walks are also...not so in proper. 
Shit he said it was our first night... Is he gonna...make love ..???
My steps are moving back ... Suddenly my foot stumbled over something closing my eys...and before I could fall Vikroon caught my shoulders and the next minute I am pinned to the wall at back of me...
When I open my eyes.. .I see my man infront of me...his eyes on me...his stare into me..he leaves forward...and I felt some different odour ... It's not his colgne smell  or his manly scent...
"Vikroon ji...??" I said ,my hands shaking whether to touch his
Chest and stop him or ....di t know what to do...
"Vikroon....call me Vikroon..."...he said.."what...?" I asked..." Vikroon ji....are you okay....???.." I asked....

He slowly closing his eyes...with his arms on either side of my head  locking me...
" Vikroon ji......ji ji ji..... " He said blabbering... "Are you drunk??" I asked... hoarsely....
"Jaan... Wo....yea Jaan just two shots of champagne ... But I am steady... As its original...I feel little dizzy..." He said. .
And for once I thought of scolding him badly saying it's not good for health...but then I thought from the day of Marriage till now.... We are but till this day... I have not seen him drink at all... Even while once I cleaning his study room I saw some alcohol bottle... he too watched me seeing it and the vw u next day when I went back to his study room I didn't see that alcohol bottle ..
"Jaan sorry.... I mustn't have drunk...but I didn't think it effects me that much..." He said wiping his lips...with a hand....
I just nodded and tried to move as he took away his one hand....
But I was mad if I thought I would have escaped because....I was again pulled back and pinned towards the wall...in same position but his one on my cheek ...
"You chubby girl....you know you looked like an angel when walk in aisle....I just can't control on hugging you right there and...ki...." He stopped in between and saw me letting out a bitter laugh...
"Now it's my turn ... Before you asked a question and I answered
..now you answer me....call me by my name ...." He said without the smile leaving  his face. ..

"Vikroon ji....we... I should not call you like that..." I said ...when he hissed his voice...
" We are in  21st century  damnit.....come-on call me Vikroon.." he said again...
"Bu...but I am not ..not used to it..." I said stuttering....
"No buts...call me... Vikroon.." h said again caressing my cheeks....
But I didn't open my mouth.... Seeing my silence and ....me watching and his dancing legs...
I again try to relieve myself from his hold...but this he leaned more close and his head settle in the crook of neck and both his hands descended to my waist...
"You stubborn woman...can't even satisfy my wish atleast once....." Saying this he snuggled...closer...
"Some irritating women,who are not even mine are all calling me by name... But....you being my wife.... Are not showing any love towards me...." He said choking inbetween....
Did he say ... Love....love...
He slowly moved his head from my neck ...not before kissing my cheek and sucking it.. 
He then  stared straight into my eyes...and both his hands in either side of my cheek...
"Won't you call me.. Jaan...???.
Just once just once.... Please , please please please..." He continued like saying that word ' please 'again and again... again....

  I can't see him like to his..."Vikroon" softly like just only he can hear...so he will stop saying that word please...
He quickly stopped saying please and looked me...
"Did you call me babe... ??" He asked like he won the lottery...
"Please call again...... please please please.   " ...he started grumbling like a kid...
"Okay ...okay...stop saying 'please' .." I said ....and took a deep breath...
"Then call...otherwise I'll say please please please..."he said leaving me and moving away from me walking backwards....he was just  walking blindly back and then I noticed that if guess take another step definetely he'll hit the small table at his back...
"Vikroon..." I literally said shouting his name....and catched his arm.....
" Can't you see the way you take steps idiot Vikroon..." I said...
And suddenly he started laughing...
"Acha....I asked you to call by my name but you had  joined a nick name for me tooo" he said laughing and his childish behaviour is making me laugh too....he and his craziness
..
"Okay Jaan... now you go and change this dress ..."he said...sittung in bed and indicated me to the washroom .. I nodded and tried to move when suddenly he caught my hand and tugged so that now I am in his lap... He took his cellphone and clicked a selfie ......and released me ..
I quickly went inside and change from my dress after a quick bath...
When I came out u see Vikroon lying diagonally on bed.. blabbering and singing singing songs...
   "Now your turn...?" I said and he raised his head...
"Oof ..should I bath.... I am fresh enough Jaan...so come let's speak..." He said patting the bed...
"Nah..okay... Then I'll sleep in couch.."I said....
"Why ...?" He asked quickly sitting in bed....
"What why?". I asked taking the pillow  and blanket...
He catches my wrist..
"Why the f.." he stopped in middle....and kept his hand on his mouth shutting it...
"Sorry babe.... I won't do. Say that....okay now say why you gonna sleep in that damn couch
.? " Asked... Still keeping his hand in his mouth after uttering those words... Oh god this drunken Vikroon is so comedy...and he is not that much drunk tooo
"Jaan stop laughing and say babe..." He said scratching his head ..
" Actually I don't like this smell ... Your odour is disturbing me so ... I'll sleep there..." I exclaimed ready to move towards couch....when his voice stopped me...
" Okay Jaan you sleep in couch..." He said and I turned to see him...
"Why are you going to sleep in couch..." I asked and he shook his head....
"No Jaan ... I gonna take shower ..." He said  and started removing his blazzer. . he started moving towards the washroom ..... in a shaky way...I quickly placed towards him keeping the blankets and pillows ..in bed and moved towards him...
"Vikroon. ." I said but he raised his hand .. "it's okay babe I can take shower.  .. actually this is just  a normal drunken Vikroon. .  so now worries ..".  .he said.  And started removing his shirt....his fingers go in one direction and his hand....
I mentally laughed seeing him  like this and I went bear him.."Jaan I told na??" He started but I stopped him...

"Shhhhh... I don't want my husband to hit somewhere.... Do you forget you have upcoming matches... Against West Indies....so be quiet and follow me..." I said and took him...to the washroom holding his shoulder ..  I started removing his inner coat and unbuttoning his shirt....all this time he played with my hair...and humming a song....

"Tere sang yaara....
   Kuch rang bhaara....
  Thura  deewani...
......."
After unbuttoning.hus shirt.  My hand accidentally went to his pants ...when I was about to open the button...the realisation hit me....
I quickly removed my hand...
" Hahha ...is my Jaan blushing..." I heard Vikroon's voice... I quickly hitted his hand...
"Nah..." I saw all I said and turned my face .
He too laughed and I came out ..
Vikroon came out after twenty minutes in his towel wrapped around his waist.  . And bare upper body.   He whistled and changed his clothes to his shorts and sleeveless t-shirt. ..
And can to bed... I was  arranging the pillows which we usually keep between us...
"This damn pillows ." I heard Vikroon's voice ... He quickly laid down...and hugged one the pillow and closed his eyes...he must have slept as the day was so hectic with so much things happening... ... I went near him  .. and please kled the blanket over him... When I turned to leave Vikroon gripped my hand...
I turned to see his eyes half opened....and then fully...
He fingers rowamed on my ring which he weared me ..today....he took my hand near his lips and gently kissed it.  And again he gazed the ring....

" Will you always make me beg luek this... For my needs...which only you can give . " He said softly... I was about to ask what he really meant .. he tosed off.." .I removed my hand and went other side of bed and   I too settled down ..again I heard his voice...
"Jaan... You trust me na?"he again mumbled in sleep
.today's events....kiss and love.. and sleep welcomed me...E

.. ...
  next day we woke up and packed for our flight... We both just tried to act  like nothing happened last night ...and we entered the car to leave India...
 

We reached Geneva airport and entered the departure....
After our boarding we went in the airport ... We took our seats the VIP class... The silent and spacious place ..the whole crew was returning to India ...and only we people were occupied in VIP class
( Including Anupama...too)...
We are flying ....I slept off ...
I felt a jerk in my seat.... I quickly opened my eyes to see the nearby seat empty... I asked jack whether he saw Vikroon but he said he didn't...
So in some curiosity I stood up and packed towards a way...most of them are sleeping.... eventhough its noon time... By yawning I opened the restroom...and shocked seeing the view infront of me...
I saw Vikroon standing ,no hugging someone....I peeped more to see him standing still his hands on his side... he his still... But a girl hugging him... It's...it's Anupama...tears peeped in my eyes....and involuntarily a sob escaped my throat which made Vikroon gaze fell on me....As soon he saw me. . he whispered my name but before he could finish it...I shut the door and paced towards the seat... I controlled my tears ...and when I sat in the seat... Tears started to flow freely falling....I heard some footsteps near me... Before...he come near me...I took the eye mask and. Sat in my seat... covering my eyes...
(The eyemask.... Which is provided in airlines. ...which the passengers use to cover their eyes during sleep to avoid distractions)
I felt someone sitting near me...."Jaan..." I heard Vikroon's voice.. I quickly averted my gaze....the other side....
I felt his hand on mine....I quickly removed my hand....and removed the mask....and stood...up... I started walking to the washroom and closed myself.inside...
Why ?? This happens to me always ....
Why God???? Why....
I washed my face and went out I saw Vikroon seeing me without moving his eyelids but I averted my gaze and sat next to Jack......
Till the plane landed... I followed only Jack ...not even glancing him... However I have to join him while collecting the luggage...but Vikroon took mine too in his hands... But I rudely took it from his hands... And made my way out. .I saw Abhishek and took the seat front bear the driving seat so that Vikroon won't sit beside me....
   And it happened how I wanted....
After reaching home... I went to the room downstairs which I used to stay before we shared the same room....

I took a long shower. ...and slept for what seemed like hours....when I got up .. it was 7 pm and I got a call... It's from Aarav...
And... I didn't reply.. I went out only to see Vikroon sitting in hall room casually....when he sensed my presence..he quickly regained and sat properly..I quickly went to kitchen and started preparing coffee...but near the vessel I saw a sticker and prepared coffee with the lid. "Drink me..." I know it's him who made the coffee and I love coffee..  I was in.... dilemma to whether drink it or not ....when I heard a huge roar of horn sound.. first u mentally scolded them but again I heard the horn sound including my name being shouted...
"Shit..." I cursed and ran towards the main door....where I already see Vikroon standing there ...
"Hey Janvi...." Came forward Shreya and. Hugged me followed by Ahana and smiley.. Atharva came near me and hugged too..   I saw Vikroon's eyes starimg me like his prey is Atharva.... eventhough smiley and Ahana surrounded him and pampering Jim alot....
"Where is Aarav...?" I asked peeping out..
"Ask Ahana??" Said Shreya winking to which  all laughed except Vikroon and Ahana gutted Shreya's shoulder and blushed...
" Where is your man....Ahana ????..." I asked pinching her cheek...
"Parking the car..." She said smiling...
And she quickly took my hand and dragged me some feet apart....
"Ahana..did you say him you love him...?" I asked ...but she nodded no....
"Why?"...
" Janvi after our kiss... He is not even speaking to me properly.... I feel like he is avoiding me.." she said choking...
"Please don't cry... I'll say a way... See from now on you avoid him... Show the importance of you.... To be frank even now I am handling the same day with Vikroon.... Give a space ...make him feel you're special.okay..." 8 said she nodded...
What came to the hall and saw Vikroon seated with all my friends ..and there I see Aarav....
"Hey Janu...." He said quickly standing there and paced towards me...and embraced me .. tightly...
Correctly Vikroon was sitting diagonally to me...and I see his eyes red now...and his hands cluched tightly....
"How are you..?."
   And we asked eachother and spoke ..
"Actually Janvi get ready ..we are going to cafe coffee day..." Smiley said...
"But...now..." I shrugged avoiding...
"Yes.... Why won't you..???." Shreya asked...
"Sir please could we take your wife for just two hours. . we'll bring your wife before....10pm please sir ji....." Smiley asked...
"No smiley.... It's okay...anyways . .we are gonna meet in three or four days na...?" . I said but I was cut off by Vikroon.
"It's okay... Jaan.... You can go..." He said seeing me...
Oof is this really Vikroon... I didn't speak anything but just nodded...
"Chalo babe get dressed..." Shreya said..
When I was about to move upstairs. I heard Aarav's voice...
"Ahana... Can I have your cellphone ...?" ..Ahana looked me and I nodded saying not to give even  eye contact... She quickly  nodded seeing me  and came near me...
We went  up and I dressed in casual kurthi and leggings with dupatta...
I came down and soon all started greeting Vikroon bye and we're on their way out.   When I too turned to Leave...
"Jaan... One minute...?" He said and holded my hand ... I didn't protest but went to him.. he took me straight to kitchen...
" I..   I  just wanna say two things ..
One, be here before 10...
Two, please...drink this coffee and go..."
I said keeping puppy dog face.   .I took the sip of coffee and went with them.. .

We chatted along and as told I reached home...
I went inside and tried to open the room downstairs but it was locked. 
I went upstairs and. Saw Vikroon with laptop ..
I asked why the room was locked but he said a silly reason for that....
You know what...
Rat entered that room it seems...
Oof this...man..but I don't want to go away from him because .... I am big abgemry on him ..but disappointed seeing her o his embrace. . So it's gonna be a treatment for him. To make him understand..the importance of me and also make me understand myself where I stand in his 💓 heart.....
This continued for one. Week...

It was during a Sunday when I was busy in doing my project work on schizophrenia...in living room
When suddenly Vikroon entered our home...
He stood in the hall seeing me for what seemed like hours and quickly started moving upstairs slowly...
My thoughts was interrupted my Aarav's call...
" Hey Janu.... "
"Hi Aarav..." I said and the moving sound from Vikroon's feet stopped and continued again...
" Janu I need a small information about OCD ( obsessive compulsive disorder)...could you help me please. .?" ... He asked...
" So I  explained him roughly... Because he is an MBA  student and a he need is to know what it really does...
While explaining him I prepared coffee for me and fresh juice for Vikroon...
I took it upstairs  because  I need to  search a book... I open the adior to see Vikroon sitting in bed idle...I handed the juice to Vikroon and started searching the book as speaking to Aarav... I was struggling to take the book. Which was in the top shelf when I felt a strong presence behind me... Vikroon reached the shelf before me and took the book for me.....
"Thanks..." I said and  went towards balcony after speaking to Aarav for ten minutes I came inside eti see him sit in the same place and juice in tray infront of him...
I went near him and took the glass in my hand and gave to Vikroon and turned to leave when he catched my hand...
"Jaan I am going to West Indies tomorrow and will be back after three weeks only..." He said hoarsely and I controlled my tears ..
"All the best!!" Is all I said  and struggled to Leave his hold... But only his grip tightened....
" I no need your wishes now....answer me just one question and prove me....?"
What ...?
I stayed silent and with one tug he turned me...
" See my eyes...?" He said and I saw
..
"Now tell me...?...do you really trust me...?...."  He asked and I blinked ... He continued...
" Say Jaan.... Do you trust me... The relationship we share.. do you trust this 'US ' ....???????????"..

He asked and I am dumbstruck...
I believe him.... But I was angry while I see him with taht woman ..who was once the cause of pain to him...and moreover no woman will be normal when we see our loved one in someother embrace...and mainly me...after all he is my husband ....
I don't even dare to give up...

I nodded...
" Answer Jaan.... I want perfect answer..." He said ...
Oh Ganesha ji ... Help me...

" Yes Vikroon j..." He stopped inbetween before I say ' ji'

   " Okay ...prove Jaan...." He said quickly...
What???.. how...??

" How ?" I too asked.......
" I don't know....you do it by your self. . But I need you to prove. .you believe this "us"".. and indicated his finger inbetween the space we shared...
He Said " stressing the word 'US'..."

" I didn't know... How... You say what I ...sh.... should d...do???" I said ..seeing the floor...
" No...don't ask me...do what you will do to prove yourself.. don't ask me... Because I Amy ask anything which if you regret... I may even lose my control and take it form you forcefully..." He said .. in a while ...eyeing my lips...

Does he mean ...?
" Prove Jaan..??'  he said again....
Why the heck he is so adamant....?
  I thought for a while and a idea striked me...
I don't know really what this mangalsutra and sindhoor take me ... But now I am gonna take my right as a wife .
I fiercely took my  hand from his grip ...and  went near him .... My left hand touched his right cheek ....I gently caressed him eventhough his beard pricks me ..I love his touch...... And he just stood with wide blueberry eyes....
After doing it a minute... He gently closed his eyes and savoured the moment .. I took advantage of this moment because his eye are my weakness.  
I leaned forward .. my presence made him gaze me lby opening his eyes little.  And I watched it.  I continued caressing his right cheek... and very slowly placed my lips on his left cheek...it's not gonna be a peck...as soon my lips landed on his cheek his both hands grabbed my hip an she started pulling me to him..his move made my other hand to grip his left shoulder....his actions made my Patiala pant move little down my hip and my kurthi move up a little as he held me tight.... So his first gets slightly brushed my hip...and   his act  made me grasp opening my  mouth..
  And it made me lean in him more and his cheek to be in between my both lips...
He had kissed my cheeks many times....even me accidentally  I kissed his cheek once in Switzerland and once during the next day of our sughaagraat when my lips land on his chest...
But.. this something official ... Something what I voluntarily gave.....
My thoughts was disturbed when his hands on my hip move towards my back gazing my backbone...making my breasts to feel his manly build up chest...and he gently started moving his cheek and me like a designed robot...wetted his left side cheek. ike he is my candy...
Suddenly my mouth was near to his lips. .  this time I will not turn away if he kiss me... He is my love... And always mine...and it's not wrong to get kissed by Vikroon....
 
When I was waiting for his lips to touch mine. . I felt my body go weak....shit .  Is he releasing me ...
Before I know what's really happening Vikroon face came in eye contact with me with an inch away....with both hands in my waist but not as tight as before...
We both stared at each other.  When his right hand clasped my left one which was on his cheek ....
Staring at me...he gently started rubbing my hand which was in his cheek by the sink as his hand and his eyes are   guiding mine to that...
...seeing me.. he slowly took my hand. ( left one...hope you guys under their position...) in his and started peppering kisses on  my hand ,my fingers, the ring which we exchanged as part of Christian marriage ,the pads of my nails...the palm in centre and it's started descending till to my wrist...all this caused me to number in my space as this is all new to me... He gently played and massaged my hand. ... Vikroon I love you so so so soso much.... I just want to shout at him.... But controlled myself....
He was staring  and slightly playing with the ring I had in my left...
I made my definition....
" Wo... Vikroon.....wh...what  I did now....is...is not  just an ordinary one...but my
.. fi-first.....ki-... I have - haven't kissed anyone be- before ..not any men ... but what this... I gave you now is precious for me... I did this just to prove how much I ...I..lo... I ... I believe you...!" I said changing my words from love' to trust.   And. Seeing g only his eyes. 
He quickly placed my hand which he kissed a while ago around his name of neck... Making us more close now...and he hugged me with his hands on My waist...
"This is enough Jaan.... This is...."
And we stood like that...

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Vikroon's pov,
On that day...Anupama followed me to the washroom and started compelling me to be with her again......
But it was me...who controlled myself from shouting insulting herself and mine... I was so  irritated when she hugged me suddenly and  I tried to push her silently but all in vain... When I in a period of time.. to stand still a moment and then try... And it's what the same moment Janvi saw us...
   Her anger these many days made me feel alone again...she not talking and her voice not for me...h
Is hurting me so much so I asked her to prove herself she trusts me so I won't play a irresponsible match... upcoming...
But when she kissed me...

  This is enough Jaan ....enough... Your first in all I my strength ...  I won't dare to loose you... Even our life seem to be in Another path... You for me.....

And that my strength.... And wait babe... Today I controlled myself to the sky for not kissing you... But once I make you fall for me... I am dman sure ... I won't leave those lips .. ever and never... That'll be my first thing I drink in morning and my last taste that my tongue tastes...
Love you Jaan....and your this move... makes me love you more and more...

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