JANVI pov,

Correctly by 11 all the party and dinner got over. ... And after a big long talk with inlaws and Maa I went out as per Abhishek's call of arrival to pick me up. ....

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I went back home....and Abhishek excused himself to leave ... After locking the front door and I made my way upstairs. ...

I opened his study room thinking he'll be in his work but there the room was dark.....
I went to our bed room .... Even it was dark I was about to close that door when my second thoughts checked the room again where I saw a a lamp glowing dimly and nearby Vikroon's face....
"What are you doing in this dark?" I asked as I opened the door fully and switched on the light.....
"I am asking na??" I said and turned to see him
I was surprised to see him with glass in his hand and the table in front of then with a wine bottle....
"Vikroon...ji.... What's this? ....." I was here nearly for five minutes I think but still he didn't even look in my direction except staring somewhere fixed...
"Vik--Vikroon...ji..." I called again but no response....I went near him a bit again and called him
"Okay fine... ... Do whatever you want.... But it I am not gonna stay here...in this room....you and your drink.... " I said.... he was not even moving a single inch...
"I am leaving...." I said this time little hard and serious' when his eyeballs moved to see me...
Oh god....his eyes are Red in colour and his neck and shoulder muscles are gripped on the chair her was sitting....I think he drank so much......
"Why are you drinking thai much.....!!!I haven't seen you like this before ..." I said but still she didn't speak anything except staring me back...
I went near him to pull out the glass from his right hand but he held it still....
"Vikroon ji it's Enough" I said but no response except tightening his hold on the glass...if I pressurize it more I am sure it'll break and hurt him....so I gave up
"Okay nothing is gonna enter in your brain now..... I am sleeping in the room downstairs...." I said and turned to leave .... I was on way to cover the few feet distance from me to the door when I heard his horse voice ...
"Don't ..leave" I turned back and saw him still with same look but this time he was looking at the blank wall he watching before ...
I didn't give attention to his words as I walked towards the door ....
I was about to open the door and raised my leg to take a feet distance as I'll be out when a hand circled on my waist and pulled me backward....it's Vikroon obviously and he quickly closed the door close by kicking it behind.... followed by the next movement I was turned so I am facing him now...he pinned to the back of the door and prisoned me with his hands....
" I Said "DON'T LEAVE". ..." He shouted at the top of his voice making me jerk in fear.... His eyes are now red his face boiling with anger ,his teeth are gritted and his nervous on his neck are bunched up visible four to his huge roar.... Even I am looking him more clearly now...his coast is thrown on the bed like a thrash and all the bedsheets are in improper manner and even in the corner of the room where we'll have a water jug is now shattered into pieces laying down.....

"Vik--...Ji...." I stuttered....
"Damn .... Call me Vikroon dammit ...." He again shoutes his eyes are fixed in my face and eyes.....
" Why are you...be..behaving...li...like th...is....?" I asked feeling feared...
He quickly punched his right hand on the door near my ear harshly ....
"I am ...scared....!!" I said like a whisper... And closed my eyes............

I waited Fri what's gonna happen next but seconds ticked by ....I had my hands closing my face due to fear . .. suddenly I felt hand on my hand which is being closing my face.... He slowly removed both the hands and along with his hand he took my hands to my back hip and held it on top of my bottom hand among with his hands on the top of mine. Making our front touch each other....
"Where ha....ve you bee...en...this lonnng?".....he asked huskily .....his voice was stuttering as he was drunk.m
"Why are youuu making me fe...eeel like I am nothing with....without you.... you.... Say ....na..." He asked as he pressed his head with mine..
"I am....not the man....man for you....but... but I want to be. ... You deserve. .much much better than me.."... He stuttered as he talked.....he then released me and took a feet distance....and turned back showing his face opposite side..
"And keep in mind I'll do anything... anything on this world to make you mine..... completely....." He said this to little louder... He quickly turned towards me kept his hand s on my shoulders gripping hard....
"I'll always be the one for you......and never....ever leave anyone inter.... Interfering in us.....and you to leave anywhere away from meeee..." He said all the way stuttering
And dragged me inside the room an locked it. ..
"No going anywhere....stay here..... In front of me and here....." He said and walked towards the Champaign bottle and poured himself another glass....and took it in one gulp where me standing here. .... Bit knowing at what to do and what made him drink and speak like this....
Tears are falling free from my eyes....

He again filled his glass and saw...me....I was crying continuously my tears are unstoppable.... He saw me for a second or two....and the next thing that happened made me scare for him more....
He throwed the glass with alcohol on the floor harshly which scattered into pieces...
He walked unsteadly towards me not even caring to place his feet in the place where any glass picese are but there but then I convinced myself seeing that he didn't even remove his shoes....

He walked towards me and his activites sacard me more so I took steps backwards.... Until my back get hit by the wall behind.... He came towards me .... My legs and lips are shivering like hell. ....he placed his left hand on my waist and came towards me....
"Stop crying...." He said and wiped my tears with his right hand thumb finger.. ..
"Wh...what happened....?"... I asked his eyes are a showing something a unconditional love....
His left hand on my waist moved back and landed on my right.... I mean he took me with his one arm around me and next gripped it tightly making me lean on him completely.... His grip and pull was so tight that my both hands landed in his broad chest....
"You.... You are responsible .." he said and lifted me lightly and placed me back to wall .....after making my back touch the wall he slowly lossened the grip making my legs land on floor... But my leg has no space to land on the floor.... He was standing close that to to me.......I tried pushing him away but atlast he won ... And I landed my legs on the top of his.... He was heighter than me before...now as I am standing on his leg completely iwe are now face to face not even a half inch gap....
"Say those words now...!"
He said his eyes on mine and his breath on my face.....I blinked ...and blinked....
His hands were still on my hip ....gently...

"What..."I stuttered....
I absolutely have no idea ...he closed his eyes a second and opened brightly where my world his.... Oh pillayarappa ( lord Ganesha)...nothing I need in this world than his eyes. ..
He gulped his salaiva and I can see his Adam's apple move down.... His hold on my hip now tightened a bit his right hand landed in my left cheek....
"Say those words which I want to hear....which I am waiting to be heard...." He said in low voice....
I again inked seeing him is he gonna ask me to say that I lov...
My mind notice was interuppted by his voice....
" 'I LOVE YOU..'.... Say those words...today ,now ,here to me...." He said and his eyes are literally like begging...
"Vik--Vikroon ji.." before I could finish....
"Keep in mind.... I want to hear "I love you Vikroon....' no saying more than that ....like 'ji','jimmy' and all" he said .....acting like how I'll call him...
Is he making fun of me...
I was still silent seeing down ...he pulled me more tightly and his hand was piercing pain throughout my hip .. "I said say...." He again changed to the bipolar mood....
Is he blackmailing me....??
"Jaan it's so simple....just say' I . love.you.Vikroon....' that's it ..." He uttered....
What happened to Vikroon.....
I am really surprised....

I slowly tried to relieve from him using his drowsiness.... Oh god...does his feet doesn't ache....I am all standing in his feet till now....

"Okay no...need to say... I know you are feeling shy.... Then kiss me..." He said softly but his hold is very very tight.....making my eyes widen..... What does he even think of me....
"Always it's me who do that initiating kiss, feeling,.... Now it's your turn ... return with interest for what all I gave...." He said closing his...eyes....
I am really taken back by his approach.... He will not do this... This Vikroon is different....he drank this much and expecting me to do thinks he wants to ... This will definitely never ever happens....
This time I pushed him hardly with my hands that was on his chest but forgot I am also standing with him....
But in a quick moment I held the bedpost but Vikroon was taken back little but still stood like a pillar....
I walked past him but again he held my hand..... This time I was so angry. .. Really Vikroon is not like this.... I think the alcohol is making him behave like this or..... Some... something other.....
"Vikroon ji.....stop this right now.....and levae my hand" I shouted and his nails pierced my hand ....
Within a minute ago he tugged me and held me tightly ,he embraced me with his arms around me....,my hands on his chest....
"Vik--Vikroon" before u could finish he said....
"Say what you need ......????what the fuck you need so that you'll be with me always....?" He asked through gritted teeth...but I didn't get his words...what he meant....
"Wh...what??" I asked knitting my brows confused....
He held me more close ...
"I am asking what the hell you need so you'll be with me,as my wife by my side...." ....
"Ask....ask anything you need...
MONEY , DIAMONDS ,PROPERTIES , CAR, BUNGALOW ,ETC,
.....ask what ever you need I'll give you...I can afford it....but what you have .... Have to give me in return is you ..... carrying my name as your surname and be with me always .......
If can't love me then obviously you are planning to leave me.....then say...? Now !....say what the rate you are .???
I'll buy you and then you'll be all mine through .... Throughout my life..." He uttered those disgusting words making me feel cheap..I have no words to backfire except to see him in disgusted way and trying my best to come out of his arms...aaaa
"Say ....what the fuck you need ....so that you'll never leave me and my life.....????" He shouted suddenly leaving me abruptly and I fell down that second due to his force push and my strengthlesss legs....
Tears are constantly flowing my eyes....and we remained silent for minute or so... I didn't even raise my head to see him....he stood there like that and I didn't even moved to get up...

After seemed like a hour he spoke up...."fucking shit.... " He uttered and kneeled down near me....
"I am ...I am...sor..sorry Janvi...Jaan..." He stuttered and placed his hand on my shoulder... I didn't even think to flinch from his touch and my cries became louder and louder...
"I am mad.... I really really... didn't..." He stuttered...
"Y...you think think so much cheap about me na...?" I asked slowly when he lifted my face using his finger.....
"Ja ....Jaan please don't cry baby... I am a crazy mad ....I didn't Mean...." Hbefire he finished I got up and wiped my tears and agiun started walking away from him... I reached the door and opened it bearing teh staircase ..mm form nowhere he came and lifted me bridal style and motioned towards our room and and kicked the door with a loud thud... I was continuously hitting his shoulder. .. as he carried me
"Leave ....leave me....." I was shouting ....but he didn't care what I am saying... moreover he is not at all in a state to even think....
He throwed me on the centre of the bed and due to all happenings and tiredness... When my back hit teh mattresses I didn't have the strength to get up .... But my comfortness vanished when I saw Vikroon standing opposite to me ....eyes fixed on me...
We both stared each other for minute when Vikroon hands disturbed my vision ... My eyes balls moved as his hands ascended from his hips to his collar of the shirt.... He started unbuttoning the first Button , the second and third.... When his stern chest came to my vision followed by his upper part bare... I slowly got up from bed and slowly sat on the bed confused....
I was gonna get up when Vikroon actiobs grew faster he removed his cufflinks and threwed his shirt to some corner of the bed room .. I turned to the direction where he threw the shirt... I felt his touch on my right shoulder .... I turned to see Vikroon's upper body completely bare ...but the only I understood that he was removing my duppatta pinned in my right shoulder....after realising what he was doing my hands touched his which was placed on my shoulder but before I could do anything he took my duppatta and there somewhere.... Again my face turned the direction where he threw but his actions where very facter than mine because he pushed my shoulders forcily so again I fell back straight on the bed lying....he shook his head twice ....hope so clearing his drowsiness from his alcohol
" I know Jaan ....you ....you ...are an angel to .... spread....love....but....I ... I am ... really unlucky.... unlucky even to deserve.....your love....but....even though you don't love me.... I will keep you on my side always...." He stuttered each and every word ..... But still he continued to speak....."And I don't have .....have any other. ..other option to have you by my side other than this..." He said and I blinked.... ..
"I can't make you be mine in another way like money or just with my love and words....you will be mine if your bear my child ... because I know you won't leave my hands because eventhough you don't love me....you will love our kid ... Why just a kid!!!! Kids!!!"
He said and before I could react....he came crawling at the top of me....
"Vik--....ji....." I said in shock.. but he place his lips on my forehead ..and kissed me....his hands were either side of my head...he placed his both hands on either side of my head .... He slowly left my forehead and leaned upward seeing my eyes....

He then leaned Forward kissing my eyes that I have closed....the moment I close my eyes. ..I came to consciousness of what we are up to...mainly he!!!..
I placed my hands on hair shoulder when his lips descended to my cheeks....I tried pushing him away from me....when I felt a sharp pain piercing my cheek...oh god he is biting my cheeks... And I pushed him more fiercely and obviously e won and he took my both hands in his and placed it at the top of my head and imprisoned me.....our chest where touching watching others and mine was feeling little painful having his whole weight on my chest....he then looked into my eyes and said
"I love you Jaan.....love you so much..... That I think Ican't even bare even our kid kissing you...and being in your arms......so don't even dare to think any men seeing, touching you....,kissing you or even going to do things thats gonna happen now.... I gave all the rights and all the choice...to have you and savour you ..think I am jealousy man, possessive , a moron..... anything...but the truth is
You are mine....mine only...." He said and his lips lands on mine and his kiss was so brutal and cruel .....he was very much aggressive and I haven't seen this side of Vikroon ..his tongue was kissing me very rudely and he was to the extreme extent of involving our teeth... his hands that took my hands above my head is now being by his one left hand and his right one held my cheek from shaking or turning....he kissed me till he filled hai carbon dioxide on mine taking all my oxygen in his... He left my lips so that I can breathe....but he started kissing my jawline and his mouth descended to my neck region.. ......he was peppering kisses all around my neck and my hands above my stopped fighting his hand instead end up crushing the bed sheet ....
My breasts were heaving for oxygen and his right hand descended from my cheeks to my neck and horizontally to my underarms.... I can feel the heat of his body through his fingers even from the sense of his touch through the clothing.......his hands moved more down from my under arm... He traced the line under my arm touching me ..through this way he would definitely know the curve of my breast even with touching it and his fingers landed on my waist....I was out of my world when this assault was going.... One side he is searching for something under my neck and other side his fingers are playing in the side of my upper left body .... I can't move my hands because he held it tightly... My my chest are heaving and legs are tracing the bedsheet....
He slowly left my hands and his hand which held mine is now in my right cheek moving my face dig more into the bed so that my head was facing upwards and he had better access with my neck.......
I was unable to even think .... All was in a blurr....
When his kisses landed on my left neck he held my cheek more tightly .....he was kissing my mark on the neck I have due to a surgery I went through early age.... I grasped because it was the very first time a person kissing my mark ......I was unable to control my emotion a drop of tear cascaded down the cheek .....as a involuntarily moan escaped my mouth...
" Vikroon..." I said and he blowed the scar adn sucked it.....my hands landed on his neck and I let my hands bury inside his hair....
"Say I love you......" He uttered as he again kissed my neck ....to be clear my neck was filled with wetness of his salaiva.....
"Be mine.... "...He said and bited my neck.... ...
I let out a moan again... without leaving second.he further moved down kissing my neck....he stopped and took my left hand that was tracing his hair and he kissed my nails,palm .....and again placed it on his hair and he again came up and kissed my chin........
I don't know when his hands went to my hips but in a fraction of second he changed our position where he on his back to bed now and me above him.... But a small change his face was on my crook of the neck with the same pose ,I held his head and he hugged me encircling his hands around me ...
"I want to have this smell on me Always" he said and snuggled more....
My tears are unstoppable now....
His hands moved upward... gathered my loose hair to one side and his hands was now touching my bare skin.... My dress was having a low deep neck and as I blow dried my hair .... The loose hair covered my back space.... but now..
His hands moved upward as he kissed my cheek and landed again on my lips not involved tongues but he sucked my lower lip....

I feel my back exposed more .... that's when I realise he removed my Dori ..( the knot by two thread in either side of shoulder attached with kurthi....for the shoulder balance in costume)... He removed it completely and again switched our position with me on back on the bed and he on top of me...
He moved my hair covering half of my face due to the rotation....
"Just give me a bit of love....and stay with me....I'll show you the world of love ...." He said and that's when a bittering truth came to my mind....
"I am gonna have sex, with my husband.....I know he love me and I love him too.... but this is gonna happen without the bond of love or lust ...it purely a deal or agreement to keep me.....my eyes are watering due to this kind of attitude....I can't accept him wholly at the same time not to say 'NO' when I know that I can't stop ....as he is the only one who is gonna have me....today or tomorrow.......
He stared my blurring eyes for sometime and wiped the flowing tear .... As I turned my face side way just accepting what he gonna do ....
He slowly moved down pecked my lips and again moved to me right ear kissing my ear as he said
"You react to my touch .....and accepting it....that means you love me....don't you dare to deny it" he said and kissed my forehead moving up again....
"I love you" he said staring straight into my eyes....he moved down again across my lips tracing his....and finally reached my neck....
I thought I am gonna feel him on my untouched upper part ....but something different happened he laid his on my left shoulder snuggling his head half into my neck and half into my chest....to be clear his face inbetween my neck and face....
He wrapped his hand on my waist and raised his left leg and wrapped on my both legs keeping his above my both legs....
His half weight was completely on mine ....
"I only want my darkness.... To end like this ....and morning to start brighten like this" he said much like a whisper and let out a huge sigh....
I am confused now and in dilemma... I rewind what all happened from the moment I reached home.... Alas....my thoughts erupted by when I heard him speaking.

"You are my all....in all..... I'll kick all the fucking ass who even think of taking you away from me...." He said making me let out a loud laugh......
After hearing him snoring ... I tried to release him and make him sleep by moving lightly but he stirred in sleep and perfectly locked my hips with his leg tightly ....
We had been in the same position for a hour or two....
But sleeping in same position for many hours isn't possible ......so I lightly called him

"Vikroon ji...." I started saying his name.......
But he didn't even budge....
I kept on calling Vikroon ji.
..
Arlast he stirred a bit saying "kya....baby.. aaram karo na???" (What baby ...sleep na....!)...
"Vikroon ji.... Lie on th bed na... I feel ...I feel uncomfortable....." I stuttered...he didn't replied instead he removed his arms from my waist....and leg from mine.... He quickly raised his head from my neck and sat on the bed ...I moved up and placed my head on a pillow and was adjusting myself

He folded my legs and took the blanket which is nearly folded at the edge of the bed....and covered me.... Then next second he again lied beside me so close as he used my bedsheet to cover himself as me....

He again placed his head on my neck and hands around my waist.....
'super' I thought to myself and switch off the lamp ........and slept
At night. ... Some time I felt like a movement ..... I opened my eyes lightly.... And saw it was Vikroon who was lying on the pillow now... He left my in Sleep I think.....but my sleeping was not interuppted by that.....but something else.....it was.....i was thinking when I hear Vikroon's voice....I switched on the bedside light...when I saw him mumbling something....
Oh god.... Why this man is so loving.....??
I lightly kissed his forehead and he stirred a bit.....and again stuttered.... First I didn't hear clearly then some words heard as I understood....
"Get out Anupama....or I'll call the securities.....what the....!!... you thin..think about yourself....how the damn you speak about Janvi.....???" He stuttered ....
Oh he is sleep talking.... But why he says Anupama....
Does he meet her before??

Many questions arrived at my mind when he again spoke....

"Stop your words..... anupama.....
JANVI loves me alot ....she won't leave me......
And you don't have any fucking rights to talk about her......keep in mind....she is my wife ,my life and
I love her....and I'll never make her leave......never.and ever" he spoke more furiously at start now it changes to some sort of fear....
"Don't lea ....leave me....I love you.....so so much..... I am nothing without you...... Nothing .... nothing...... please don't leave me.....don't don't don't..... please .... please"
He kept on saying that word "don't" and "please"
I was having no other option to cclm him down now.....he need me....
I quickly touched his face

Vikroon ji...I am here for you" I said...

and he quickly hugged me...
Tightly very tightly.....he again laid in my chest and I pattered his head.....he cooed near me like a baby.... In the while king sized bed only my side was occupied and he was all over me....
"Don't.... don't" he again there's but I hugged him more....
"Nothing Vikroon .... I am here for you only !!!for you !!" I said and again all his talks disappeared into small snore....

Something had happened that's why he is feeling insecured and I have to find it out... With that I held Vikroon like a baby in my arms and he slept peacefully.....

Next day I am gonna give solution to this thoughts of him....
I am gonna do something....so he will understand me....

*****

Vikroon pov,...

A hot sun beam striked my eye as my eyes flew open....
My bed was empty the other side ...I was feeling a heavy head ache....

I tried recalling things......

I went back to my study room to get my drink when I came to know.... I literally stopped drinking add after breaking my champagne bottle when once Janvi was cleaning... .
I called up Abhishek and asked someone to send me a champagne bottle as soon as possible to home.

...

I was continuously having my drink ..
But Janvi came ....then then......

I tried and tried but nothing striked my mind.... I slowly got up myself...when I found I was upper naked with only my pants ....
I slowly stood up....
My head is aching like hell
...

I walked a bit......and reached washroom I went inside and took a hit shower and came out.....
"I have to see Janvi first...!! Where is she??" Many questions appeared in my mind.....

I went out if washroom and walked to my closet.... I stamped something and I saw down.... It was....it was the shirt I wored yesterday....
But along with my shirt ...I saw a duppatta
.

.it was Janvi's .... usually I won't grow my clotges like this.....but ....
Why now?? And Janvi's dupatta...????
A few incidents pass my brain.....
" Alcohol.....
Janvi.....
Need.. blackmail
.... forcing...
I love you...." All came as a skimming content...
I held my head and sat in my bed a minute....when all previous night happenings flashed my mind.....

"
I can't make you be mine in another way like money or just with my love and words....you will be mine if your bear my child ... because I know you won't leave my hands because eventhough you don't love me....you will love our kid ... Why just a kid!!!! Kids!!!"

My words struck my mind....
Shit ...shit shit.... What the fuck have I done......

I quickly searched my home.... thoroughly...
Kitchen,gym, spare room , garden .....everywhere with just towel hanging on my hips ..... searching my love ......
My Jaan ...
Whom I hurted alot yesterday....
.

I tried calling her cellphone when the phone rang somewhere here in house.....I went to our room and saw the phone ringing .....
Shit.....she left even the phone.....
Oh my god....does she left only the...phone..???...or even me..???... I broke the huge flower vase I have outside my room ...in anger....

Shit my
Anger, aggressiveness,ex girlfriend alcohol ,love all reacted together ...and now I end up losing her....
Never ...I won't give up....

I'll get my girl back.....she is mine....and I'll have her back in my arms...and life....
I changed my dress and called Abhishek.....

Wait Mrs Janvi Vikroon Kohli....!!!!
I changed my dress and called Abhishek.....

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Updated on 2/11/2017