It's been some time after Misha came to the Mental Hospital.

2 months. 6 days.

Jensen had not even come to visit him, once. Not once.

It made Misha sad knowing that Jensen didn't want to come and visit him here.

But at least Misha's mental state started to get better and better.

Alex helped Misha so much.

There started to come times where Misha was actually happy again.

Misha's room door opened and Alex came inside in his casual clothes on, not work clothes.

"Hey, Mish!" Alex grinned at him.

"Hey, Alex." Misha sat up in his bed.

"How are you feeling?" Alex sat down infront of Misha.

"I think I'm feeling pretty well, thanks." Misha smiled.

"That's good. And your mood will only get better now." Alex started to smile wider, making Misha to do the same.

"Why? What will happen?" Misha asked with childish joy inside of him.

"We're going out of the hospital for lunch time." Alex said in a joyful tone of voice.

"Are you serious?" Misha stood and asked, joy covering his face and body language.

"Yes! Get dressed! Go go go!" Alex laughed.

"Oh my God! Thank you!" Misha hugged Alex quickly before starting to get dressed.

"I'm ready! We can go!" Misha said in his most cheerfull tone.

"Then let's go." Alex smiled and opened the doors for them both.

They drove to the town center and grabbed a bunch of junk food for their lunch.

"Do you know how much I will need to work out after this?" Misha said, laughing and eating.

"Nah. You don't need to work out. You already have a juicy ass." Alex said, laughing.

"Oh really? A juicy ass?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Yes. Sexy little juicy ass that makes my mouth water." Alex said truthfully, looking straight into Misha's eyes.

"Wow. No one has ever has told something like that about my ass. But it sounded damn sexy! Thank you!" Misha smiled and continued eating.

Alex let out a soft laugh and continued eating.

After that they took a long walk through the park. Misha wanted to feed ducks.

"It just makes me so happy to help others. It make me feel complete." Misha said, feeding ducks.

"I understand. I feel kinda the same. I think that's one of reasons I become doctor." Alex said, sitting down.

"It's great and it make you feel great." Misha sat down next to Alex.

For a little time they just sat in comfortable silence and watched the ducks swimming and eating.

After going back to the hospital Alex stayed for a little with Misha.

"Today was great." Misha said as a little yawn slipped through his lips.

"You look like a little cute kitten when you yawn." Alex let out a laugh.

"Why thank you." Misha laughed."I think I'm ready for sleep. Thank you for letting me go out.-Misha smiled.

"You worked hard to get this day out. Go to sleep. Tomorrow we have morning group after breakfast." Alex put the blanket over Misha.

"Thank you." Misha smiled as his eyes drifted shut.

After three months and 5 days Misha was ready to finally leave the Mental Hospital

It made him really happy.

Alex gave Misha a drive to his apartment.

"Thank you again for helping me." Misha smiled, taking his bag.

"You know that I am always here to help you." Alex smiled and watched Misha going inside.

Most of his evening Misha just sat and relaxed, being happy to finally be home.

Some familiar sounded made Misha's attention turn to TV.

And there it was. The loud sound of the Supernatural intro.

Today must be the new episode.

Misha sat down and watched.

It was so interesting to watch a new episode without knowing what will be inside it.

Misha took his phone and started live tweeting.

First tweet, of course was -look who's back. Hello to everyone.-

The episode was so intense..

It was so emotional to watch Dean. And Jensen.

Misha let a smile play on his lips.

But than his smile fell.

Dean was hooking up with some girl.

And after these lines it sounded that he had a relationship with her.

-Hey, who is that girl Dean is hooking up? #SPNFamily #Supernatural - Misha tweeted.

And the replies came right away. Most were the same answer.

- She is Dean's girlfriend for around 4 months shortly after Cas left.-

That tweet hurt more then needed.

But hey, they can do whatever they want. Misha was the one who left the show.

Episode ended with Dean making sick love eyes to this blond girl.

Misha stood up and went to his kitchen.

He stood next to window and looked out into the evening.

Maybe he could come back to the show.

He is an angel. He can come back.

Misha texted the writers saying he was back from his break and thanking them.

Soon there came an invention to come to set tomorrow.

It made Misha so so happy!

He went to bed anxious to come back to Supernatural.

When Misha came to set first thing he saw was Jensen sorry Dean making out with the blond girl.

Misha stood awkwardly and watched how full of feelings and love it looked.

"Cut! Great job! Little break now." The director went to look over the filmed scene.

Jensen talked with the blond and went to his trailer without any noticing Misha.

Misha went to the writers.

They had a little talk that made Misha forgot that blond girl.

"I'm so happy that we will have our angel back to the show!" One of the writers said, smiling brightly at him.

"I am happy to be back." Misha smiled, looking down at his script.

"Then see you tomorrow on the set as Castiel!" The writer smiled.

"Yeah. Cas will be here." Misha smiled back.

When Misha went home he couldn't stop himself from tweeting a little photo of the title of the script with the description - Welcome back Castiel -

Misha smiled. He felt so proud of Cas coming back.

First Misha had some single scenes filming where and why Cas went and how he was. Then there come the scene where Dean sees Cas again.

When Jensen came to set his jaw dropped when he saw Misha standing in the middle in Cas' outfit.

"Misha?!" Jensen asked without believing his eyes.

"Hello Jensen." Misha said in his deep Castiel voice.

He watched as full forced emotions came through Jensen's face.

But then the blond girl came and stood next to Jensen, putting her arms around his waist and kissing his cheek.

A high pitched sound started to ring in Misha's head. His heart was breaking.

He stood there, watching the blond girl kissing Jensen and Jensen putting his arms around her.

"Can we finally start?" Misha snapped, glaring.

"Yes, of course. Jensen take your position." The director said.

Filming went fast.

Misha was good at not showing his real emotions.

"Cut!" The directors voice Misha storm off.

"Misha. Wait." Jensen grabbed his arm.

"Wait?! What!?" Misha snapped. "Until you stop fucking that girl?" Misha let his anger out without caring that other would hear.

"Would you just shut the fuck up and listen!?" Jensen yelled at the top of his lungs, griping Misha's arm stronger, sure to leave bruise.

"listen to what!? Some idiotic story you just come up to get out of this shit?" Misha let his sassy self come out in full speed."And get your fucking hands off me!" Misha pushed Jensen away but Jensen's grip only got stronger.

"Why the fuck can't you just listen!?" Jensen pushed Misha against the wall. Hard.

Pain was what wrote on Misha's face but soon it all went too anger.

"Then go! Explain to me why do you fuck that blond whore!?" Misha screamed in Jensen's face.

"Shut up already!" Jensen snapped.

In the next moment his lips were on Misha's.

Misha tried to push Jensen away but Jensen only kissed him harder.

Misha gave in and answered to the kiss.

It soon got heated and made Misha and Jensen's body felt like it was on fire.

Jensen started to undress Misha in a hurry.

With hot sloppy kisses between. Their lips never parting more than to inhale the needed air.

When Jensen unbuckled Misha's trousers, Misha stopped him.

"No." He whispered, looking away with tears in his eyes.

"What?" Jensen asked in disbelief.

"I said no." Misha pushed Jensen away and took his clothes from the floor and went to his trailer to change.

He just finished changing when a message from the writers.

Misha went to their office meeting, Jensen was already sitting there.

"Misha. Please sit." One of them said.

Misha took his seat, leaving a big space between him and Jensen.

"About what happened after today scene.."

"It won't happen again." Misha was quick to say and Jensen nodded furiously in agreement.

"We actually wanted to say that it was caught on camera and we would like to use it in an episode because together with that scene it was perfect. Destiel could go canon. This time for sure." The writers said, smiling.

"What?" Misha and Jensen said together, shocked.

"Of course. If you will allow us. Just watch how it looks together." One of the writers played the filmed material.

And it actually looked perfect together.

"Okay. I am happy to give the fans what they want." Misha said as he stood.

"Amazing!"

Misha didn't bother staying longer.

He went to his car and opened twitter.

- Something big is coming soon #SPNFamily - He tweeted and closed the twitter app.

It would be a long, hard road.. Misha thought as he drove home.