☾I Didn't Mean To Fall In Love☽

( Quick: my English is not good, since it's not my first language, I know there will be many mistakes in here. Enjoy )

Patrick's P.O.V

You were dancing in your tube socks in your hotel room,
Flashing those eyes like a highway signs.
Light one up and hand it over, rest your head upon my shoulder.
I just wanna feel your lips against my skin.

Today was the day.
Today is the day I have to confess to Pete, I just have to, I can't keep these feelings in forever.

"Patrick! Let's go already, we'll be late to the party!" Brendon said annoyed, we then left my house and got in his car.

Boy, was his car a mess.
There was papers everywhere, who knows what they are, literally trash everywhere, he really needs to clean here or I'm never getting in his car ever again.

A few minutes later we were at Ryan's house, there was a few people I knew there, which I was glad since it would've been more awkward for me to walk around with total strangers.

White sheets, bright lights, crooked teeth, and the night life.
You told me this is right where it begins.

I decided to look for Pete since he told me he'll be here, it was kinda hard for me to look for him since there was a lot of people there, I honestly felt lost.
Then I felt someone pull my arm, I looked around and saw Pete, he was wearing a black shirt and skinny jeans, what a surprise.

"Hey, 'trick, mind if we go outside since it's pretty hard to talk here," he said smiling, I nodded and smiled back, he was right, the loud music is going to kill me.

But your lips hang heavy underneath me.
And I promised myself I wouldn't let you complete me.

We were both talking about really random stuff, he tried to make jokes once in awhile but to be total honest, they were pretty bad.

I'm trying not to let it show, that I don't want to let this go.
Is there somewhere you can meet me?

"What made you decide to come to this party? I mean you hardly like going to any parties," Pete said.

'Shit shit shit' "nothing really, well, there is this person who is here that I really wanted to see," I said, smiling nervously.

"Ohhh, does 'tricky have a crush?"

'Cause I clutched your arms like stairway railings.
And you clutched my brain and eased my ailing

"God, don't call me that," I said laughing, "but, yeah, I kinda do,"

Pete looked at me, smiling. I have to say, I love it when he smiles, and I also love his eyes, they just make me very happy..

Fuck, Patrick you're so gay.

You're writing lines about me; romantic poetry.
Your girl's got red in her cheeks, 'cause we're something she can't see

But still, I just can't stop looking at Pete, I just can't, I think I'm in love with him, but he can't know that yet.

And I try to refrain but you're stuck in my brain.
And all I do is cry and complain because second's not the same

I can't believe I fell in love tonight.

"Come on, Patrick, you can tell me, you're my best friend after all. Anyways, who's the lucky girl?" Patrick chuckled. 'Lucky girl,' if only he knew.

"Well.. It's not exactly a girl.. It's a boy to be completely honest, and I just don't know if I can tell him. I feel like it'll ruin everything." I said nervously, but it was true, if I tell him he'll think I'm weird and I'll just ruin our friendship.

"Come on, he can't do that, I bet he even likes you back, you are pretty adorable. And it won't ruin your friendship with him, but if it does, please notice that he wasn't worth it after all, only a cold hearted person would stop being friends with someone just because of a crush."

"I guess," I said, I mean he is right, and now I know if I tell him I'm in love with him he'll probably won't stop being my best friend.

"Look, you should even tell them tonight. I'll help you out, life is too short to hide a small anyways." Pete said.

"Small crush? I wish, Pete, I'm in love with that person, I just can't tell them."

Pete looked at me, "yes you can, it doesn't matter if you're head over heels in love with him or just have a small crush, I really think you should tell him."

I'm sorry but I fell in love tonight.
I didn't mean to fall in love tonight

I sighed, well, I might as well just do it.

"If you say so,  how can I say this..Pete, I'm in love with you, I'm sorry, I know y—you're my best friend, but I just couldn't help it, I'm sorry but I fell in love tonight, I just didn't mean to fall in love."

I couldn't even look at him, he's probably going to punch me in the face and never talk to me again, I was so close to start crying.

You're looking like you fell in love tonight.
Could we pretend that we're in love?

"Patrick, look at me," he said with a gentle voice, "you don't have to be sorry, it just looks like you fell in love tonight, and it's okay.. Because I did too."

I'm sorry but I fell in love tonight.
I didn't mean to fall in love tonight.

Pete gently put his lips against mine, I just couldn't believe this. He's in love with me.

When then pulled away, he looked at me with his beautiful eyes of his. "You're looking like you fell in love tonight," I said, smiling.

You're looking like you fell in love tonight.

"I love you, Patrick."

"I love you too, Pete."

Could we pretend that we're in love?

(This sucks lmao I tried okay it's like 3am and I haven't written in like a year probably pls save my soul, also idk why you read this like seriously it sucks read like patrickbottoms fanfics bc they're great, also Josh don't read this sin I can't English, anyways yeah I suck and I can't speak or write English goodbye!!)

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