"Ah, you need an explanation?" He spoke, turning his head,
"Yeah."
"I am RONP. I control everything. I am Roman Of National Pride, I rule," He gestured out the dulled window, "everything."

It didn't seem like much. Just black cliffs over grey skyscrapers with no windows, yet I could still see the silent fear.

That similar fear hit me. I can't change anything. Everything was controlled by him.  And in that moment, time just stopped. I looked around me and saw the world falling apart. Reality came crashing down on me: crushing me, cutting off any oxygen in my body. My limbs went heavy and I gazed upon all of the mistakes, all of the regrets and I stood there. Alienated. Helpless. Useless.

Tears barged through my eyes. Patton. Patton was screaming, yet I couldn't hear.

I turned; Patton was clawing at something on his neck. As I looked closer, it was an electric collar, strapped to his neck. Shocking him consistently, it was flashing blue. Yet he smiled as he saw me.

I wanna be like you, I wanna say that I can I wanna be the person that you think that I am

But even if I had it all come true like a dream

Is the person I came to be the really real me?

So young and simple, wishing like things would come true

Now as I am, I understand it's best I die and soon  

Just by living I'm hurting them another day

Hundreds cry, all I do is ruin everything

Nobody wanted me, no one there to need

If only I could live in that kind of world I dreamed  

Just by leaving I'm helping them another day

Hundreds smile, all they do is laugh at everything

Nobody there to scream, no more being mean but see

Things like that would never happen for me.