I know i said I wouldn't update, but this doesn't count right?

Anyway, I finsihed my first day of exams and through it all, I went through the 5 stages of grief and had 18 different breakdowns,
I just need to vent.

I took our math test after studying for hours and hours, remembering all the formulas and actually feeling proud of myself because I felt like I could answer every equation.
So I pressed submit, my heart was beating like crazy as I waited to see my results.

And my heart fucking dropped as I saw that I got 1/35???

When I took the test there wasn't 35 questions, and I know I got most and if not all of the questions correct.
I cried, not because I failed but because I got 1.

But thank fucking god I messaged her and said that something definitely was wrong and she said she'll check my test herself and get my score corrected.

I also had a test for my language and I also failed😔

And I know i got like... Most of the questions correct because idk if our teacher made a mistake or smth, but all the answers were highlighted. And I also had my book open.

I answered the questions correctly and I still failed?

My teacher wouldnt listen that I know i got correct answers and got mad at me.
But finally she said she'll check it and make sure if my score is correct or not.

Overall I just had a really shitty day,

Going through different stages of grief, panic, anger and sadness at the same fucking time.
Having multiple breakdowns really does siemthing to ya.

Anyways thats all.
I still have another test tomorrow so maybe I'll update again about me going thru siemthing again.

Thank you for reading  my Ted talk.

And thank you for reading is that a promise? I appreciate you all and all the votes!💖