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You woke up, with sleepy eyes slowly opening, you saw an unfamiliar ceiling.

What was that horrible nightmare?

The party...

Where I-

You jumped out of bed when you realized you weren't in your bedroom. You looked around, it was just you alone in an elegantly decorated bedroom twice the size of yours.

Your brain sent you an alert, the nightmare was reality.

Your heart raced at the possibility that Chat Blanc would come in or be watching you right now.

You ruled out running away from your list of choices, you didn't want an angry Chat Blanc killing more innocent people because of you.

If you stay and distract him until possibly another superhero save the city...?

You sighed, who were you kidding? Only Ladybug had the power to bring everything back to normal, now that she's gone... Even if someone manages to defeat him, there will still be victims.

Even if it's not the best plan, you don't want Marinette's sacrifice to be in vain, you got to do everything in your reach to prevent more victims.

You've decided, even if things are not what they used to be, you'll try for Marinette.

Chat Blanc is nowhere...

You thought as you walked around the bedroom trying to find a hidden camera.

As you explored the corners of the bedroom, you saw some pictures of a pretty blonde woman taped to the wall next to the desk.

She looks a lot like Adrien... ADRIEN?!

Your cheeks flushed and you slapped your own forehead. You realized that you forgot an important detail about this whole mess.

Chat Noir is Adrien... I still can't believe it, they have such different personalities.

You feel butterflies in your stomach and your cheeks become redder at the thought that the boy you kissed and teased like that was Adrien.

I wonder how I'd react so I had find out this in other circumstances...

You shook your head trying to clear your mind and keep on to explore the bedroom.

His room was so neat, different from yours... What caught your attention the most was the grand piano, it brought back memories of those fun nights you spent with your parents and him.

My mom would be even crazier so she knew who Chat Noir is...

You strummed the keys while passing the piano then you went to the glass spiral staircase where led you to the bookcase full of books and CDs.

You went through the books looking for a title that interested you while thinking about where Chat Blanc might be.

I hope he's not hurting anyone...

You stopped at a book that had no title and picked it up with curiosity.

"What-" You flipped through the pages and read one at random.

'Dear diary... It's been two months since my Mom disappeared and my father just keeps working now, I'm tired of studying at home, I feel so alone... I wish I could go to school like everyone else.'

You close what looked like a book.

It's Chat Noir's diary- I mean Adrien's... I cannot read it!

Now you realize how complicated your relationship with him was.

You had been dating him for almost a year and didn't know anything about his past or his family, you felt bad, because of the secret identity he couldn't tell you much.

And at school when he was Adrien, you were more focused on unite him up with Marinette than having a talking friendily with him.

You smile ironically, that explains every time he wanted to talk to you or sit down with you at break.

Maybe it was an opportunity for you to get to know him better. Even if it was through a diary... You don't know if you'd see him as Adrien again.

➜ Bonus Scene (End of the chapter)

"Hi my Beautiful, are you awake yet?" You jump by dropping the diary on the floor when you hear Chat Blanc's voice downstairs.

"Did you like our room? It's just ours. You can redecorate it later if you want." Now in front of you, he takes your hand and kisses it.

You nod and force a smile trying to appear as calm as possible.

"Where were you?" You ask by putting your hands back looking away. Perhaps acting naturally is more difficult than you thought.

"I went to get your things and leave the city within the new rules." A dark smile decorates his face. You swallow dry when you see your bag on his bed.

"New rules?" You ask by raising an eyebrow.

"Let's say that Hawk Moth's reign is over and mine has begun. Get ready my darling, now the house is yours too." He squeezes your cheek making you grunt.

"Can I have my own room?" You sulk, you ask, rubbing your aching cheek.

"Why? We've slept together before. Are you afraid of me?" He has an amused smile, but the way those blue eyes roamed you up and down made you shiver.

Deep down you were scared to death. If he was capable of killing, who knows what else is going on in the mind of this crazy obsessive Chat Blanc.

"Of c-course not I d-do not..." You tried to look natural, but while he took a step closer, you took a step back and soon your back hit the bookcase.

Then he rested an arm on the bookcase, leaving your faces very close. With his other hand he took your chin gently using his thumb to play with your lip. Your cheeks burned as your knees buckled.

"I know what you're thinking. As much as I want to fuck you whole, I prefer to have the pleasure of you begging me for it." He said with a mischievous smile with the look on your lips still touching it.

You felt your insides heat up with his dirty words. Your cheeks burned so red, you mentally cursed yourself for liking it, after all this you've been longing for Chat Noir to make things hot between you two.

You pulled yourself together and feigned an unattainable expression by pulling his hand away from your lips.

"Your ego hasn't diminished at all by what I see." You scoffed, pushing away the dirty thoughts that crossed your mind a short time ago.

"Am I wrong?" He smiled contentedly when your cheeks burned again.

"Y-yes! You're c-completely it WRONG!" You passed him down the stairs to your bag while he, entertained, followed you.

"I want a room just for me!" You demanded with the bag in hand, mentally wishing he didn't care.

"Hey darling, don't be mad at me, let's talk, stay here, I promise I won't try to seduce you anymore." He said with a malicious smile on his lips, he was teasing you and he was managing to drive you crazy.

You took a pillow and threw it in before you marched out of the room looking for another bedroom in that big house.

He may look like but he's not Chat Noir! (Y / n)! Don't fall for his games (Y / n)!

Someone has to arrive... I can't be stuck here forever....

You found a room in the same hall thinking it was a guest room. You quickly entered and locked the door with a sigh of relief. You haven't looked back since you left Adrien's room.

You looked around, the room was not that big and it had a bathroom, you thought it was perfect.

You threw your bag on the bed when you heard a knock on the door.

"I prefer to be alone now Chat Blanc!" You shouted trying to hide the fear in your voice.

"It's okay baby, you can sleep in this room. I just wanted to say that I'm downstairs if you want to have breakfast." You heard his footsteps go away as your heart calmed.

You took a shower and dressed for breakfast. You'd prefer to avoid him as much as possible but he could be angry and not be so nice, you guessed.

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After you had breakfast with him, you ran to your room and locked yourself up again. Time was running out slowly as you had nothing to do, no TV, no cell phone or any book.

You sighed sitting on the bed looking at the wall.

What if no one shows up? I don't want to be a prisoner forever!

You didn't know how many hours or minutes had passed. Until you decided to leave your 'safe place' to talk to him.

"Chat Blanc..." To your surprise there was no answer, you walked up to his room, he wasn't there.

Where the hell did he go now?

Your question is answered when you see Chat Blanc fighting on TV against...

LADYBUG?! Impossible! This must be a recording or...

One hand suddenly covers your mouth and drags you out of the room.

"Calm down (Y / n), it's me." You can't even believe the voice when your arms free you in the middle of the hall. You turn around and are sure you have gone crazy when you see Ladybug right in front of you.

"Oh my gosh! You're alive-" Ladybug puts a finger on your lips shutting you up.

"Shhhh, it's not safe to talk here." She took your arm, dragged you into the guest room and locked you two.

"Please don't be a dream, someone pinches me, you don't know how happy I am to see you-" You stopped talking when she put her hand on your shoulders with the most serious look.

"(Y / n), listen to me, I don't have much time to explain. First I come from the past, everything I do here I will remember, so you shouldn't tell me anything unless I ask. Do you understand?" You perplexed just nodded and let her keep talking.

"It's not the first time that Bunnix is ​​back in the past for me, at this moment Chat Blanc is fighting with the Ladybug that came before me." Okay, now you didn't really understand anything.

"How many times has this happened?" You were a little surprised, why couldn't Ladybug defeat Chat Blanc like the others?

"Twice, but this time I'll not fail because you will help me." She said confidently, you swallowed and noded.

"Anything to bring him back." You said determined.

"You need to get his ring, It's where Akuma is." She said seriously, you opened your eyes wide.

"Wait, if you didn't get it, how am I going to get it?" You ask incredulously.

"As Ladybug I can't get close enough to catch it without risking being hit by cataclysm... Now you, you can approach without any problems, you know what I mean?" She shot a suggestive look. You closed your eyes, resigned and embarrassed.

"Oh my god... Suppose I miraculously manage to get the ring, what do I do next? If he realizes it, I don't know what he's going to do." You said discouraged.

"Take it." She placed a small button with the color of red and black on your hand. "It's my Lucky Charm. As soon as you get the ring, press it and I'll be there in a second." You put the button in your pocket and nodded.

"But wouldn't it be quicker to break the ring as soon as I get it?" You asked.

"It'd really be that simple, but unfortunately Miraculous is unbreakable. So I need his cataclysm to destroy the ring." She explained.

"Ah... Got it. I'm glad you're here Mari-Ladybug!" You said sincerely feeling a weight come out of your chest.

I need to get that ring!

I can still fix my mistakes from the past...

"I'm glad to work with you, (Y / n). Chat Blanc may be returning, I got to go for now." Ladybug goes out the window nimbly.

You sit on the bed to put your thoughts in place and plan something to pick up the ring when you hear a knock on the door.

You run to the door and open it with a somewhat forced smile. Chat Blanc didn't seem very happy, it doesn't help you to act naturally.

"S-some problem? Y-you don't look very happy... I d-did nothing..." You stuttered.

"Did I say you did something? Why are you stuttering so much?" Suspicious, he raised an eyebrow.

"I-I'm not stuttering..." You looked away, crossing your arms, hiding your agitation inside.

"Humm... I think I know what's going on..." He stated with half-closed eyes.

Your muscles were tense and a drop of sweat was already forming on your forehead. "Y-you know?" you stuttered, he could've overheard the talk.

"You're still embarrassed by what I said before, aren't you?" He said with amused eyes. You contain the urge to roll your eyes and were ready to send him out. But an idea comes to your mind to get the ring, it was bold but it seemed infallible.

"I'd say that excited is the right word, I didn't know that this new you was so confident and daring... I like that a lot." You bit your lip while you ran your eyes over his body. You didn't believe what you were doing, not even him because of the puzzled look he did.

You hoped that at least he believed, he just gaped at you, you decided to take the next step and grabbed his arm with forced shame.

"I feel so bored here... Let's go to your room and maybe you can say more hot things to me." You said with a dirty laugh as you dragged him down the hall to his bedroom.

"What was Chat Blanc? Did the cat eat your tongue?" You scoffed as you closed the door behind you while keeping your (e / c) eyes on the blues still baffled of him.

"I didn't think you'd accept so quickly." He confessed to surrounding you against the door keeping your faces very close.

Deep down your heart was beating hard against your chest, you're so nervous, but you were doing so well so far and you didn't want to ruin everything.

"I couldn't be mad at you forever, especially when you say those naughty things to me, my bad kitty." You smiled maliciously breaking the distance between you two for a second, just to give a provocative peck on his lips.

You realized it was working when a spark of desire flooded his eyes, his muscles tensed as if he were holding on to not attack you at any time.

"You know it's a path of no return and you still keep teasing me..." He pulled you around the waist making your bodies crash against each other while he takes your lips in a voracious kiss, you almost widened your eyes as you kissed him back, while you felt the size of his arousal grow against your leg.

You breathlessly pushed him away, breaking the kiss of both of you making him grumble but still keeping his hands firmly on your waist.

"Didn't you say you'd prefer me begging for you?" You said flicking your lashes with a naughty smile.

After that I deserve an Oscar...

He shared the same smile bringing his face closer to the curve of your neck.

"What do I need to do for you to beg for me?" He said as he spread slow kisses on your neck, the sensation of his breath against your skin was giving you pleasant chills, you held back a groan trying to ignore that electrical current that went through your body, his touches moved you more than you thought.

"Tell me more... What do you wanna do with me?" You felt Chat Blanc's hands squeeze you more, then he lifted you up, walked over to the couch and placed you sitting on his lap with a hand around your waist.

"Where do I start? I've been having my fantasies with you for a long time." He said with his eyes fully focused on you, your cheeks flush slightly, but following your plan you lean over him.

"Maybe we can make one of these fantasies come true..." You say with a chuckle playing with that little bell from his outfit. You feel his hand on your waist slip to your ass and squeeze slowly, you maintain the seductive pose no matter how embarrassed you are. Embarrassed doesn't mean you didn't like it.

"You don't know how much you're driving me crazy, I'm holding on so I don't rip your clothes off and fuck you really hard in my bed." With the other free hand and where the ring is, it lands on your thigh.

"I get wet just thinking about it." You take the opportunity and place your hand over his hand as you lean more so that your lips will collide again.

While your tongue of you both tries to take control of the other's mouth, you take care to pull the ring off his finger carefully. As soon as you pick it up, quickly put it in your shorts pocket.

Then you wrap your arms around his neck deepening the kiss and sit in a way that your legs are on either side of his hips and you can feel his body better. He runs his hands under your shirt and the icy touch on your skin gives you delicious chills.

God what am I doing? I need to call Ladybug...

You try to move away by interrupting the kiss but his hands hold you tightly and don't let you go. "Don't be afraid, I promise I'll take it easy this time..." He ran kisses and hickeys down the curve of your neck while you gasp trying to contain moans.

"Y-you have condom, right?" You asked trying to fend him off again Mentally, you're praying that he doesn't realize he's out of the ring until Ladybug arrives.

"Oh damn, I have to go get it, don't leave here, baby." He took his hands away from you and let you out of his lap.

"I'll be waiting for you right here." You said forcing a smile and when he went out the window you sighed with relief.

You quickly picked up the little button and pressed it anxiously waiting for Ladybug to arrive.

She came in through the window and you sighed with relief.

"Did you get that?" She asked in surprise, you nodded giving her the ring and the Lucky Charm.

"Good! Now you hide while I finish it." She goes out the window. You're not anxious to see how angry Chat Blanc will be but you can't just wait.

You leave the mansion and run through the streets following curious people who want to film the fight, you don't delay find Ladybug and Chat Blanc exchanging blows on the roofs.

"How many times do I need to kill you?!! Enough! Give me back the ring or I'll destroy the city." He created a giant cataclysmic ball and people start to run scared now only you're watching the fight.

Oh no... I've seen this before...

"I don't think that will make (Y / n) like you any more. I mean she must not even like you since she helped me get the ring." Ladybug said mockingly, you were so surprised that you didn't realize how mad Chat Blanc was.

"How dare you... It's all your fault! You damn bitch!!! Just die!!" Chat Blanc furiously throws the ball at Ladybug, who throws the ring inside destroying it.

Your eyes met empty blues for what you thought was the last time before Ladybug dodged the big sphere to now hold a stunned Chat Noir.

"Have I been akumatized?

You were never so happy to see that black uniform again and as soon as Ladybug landed with him on the ground, you ran to hug him almost knocking you both down.

"You're back! I missed you so much!" You said hugging him tightly. You feel his heartbeat racing and his body is rigid. He opens his mouth to try to say something but the words don't come out.

You stop hugging him and take a step back to look at him, but he looks away with red cheeks so you remember why all that happened.

"I'm sorry Chat Noir, I wasn't totally honest with you, nor with myself..." You said looking anywhere but at his eyes until he took your hand making you find the bright green eyes that couldn't cover the pain.

"Don't be sorry, it's my fault, I knew all along that you'd feel guilty when you knew who I am and I still kept it up. I'm sorry..." You squeezed his hand back and shook your head sideways.

"Yes but even so I didn't want things to end between us, I just did it 'cause I didn't wanna hurt my friend, you were right. Sorry for lying. I-I still like you very much." You looked away flushed and from the corners of your eyes you can see how much his eyes shone with hope.

"So you still want to be with me?" He asked excitedly. You nodded with flushed cheeks, being pulled into a bear hug soon after.

A few minutes before...

As soon as you ran to hug Chat Noir, Ladybug was pulled by Bunnix into the portal.

Back inside the den of time, Bunnix congratulated:

"You did it, Mini-bug, but it's not over yet." Ladybug nodded and looked at the Lucky Charm in her hand.

"Yeah, but I didn't understand something. Why did Chat Blanc use Adrien's house to keep (Y / n) a prisoner?" Ladybug questioned.

"It would be a very comfortable prison in my opinion." Bunnix shrugged.

"I think so." Ladybug laughed.

"Now you need to go back and stay at the party so that it doesn't happen again." Bunnix guided her to the portal.

And when she left, she found her own self walking on the sidewalk after leaving the party. She used the talisman and the ladybugs worked their magic both in the past and in the future.

Now as Marinette she turned around running back to the party. As soon as she opened the door, she ran into you who was about to leave.

"(Y / n)! Sorry! I decided to go back. You weren't leaving, were you? We have a lot to enjoy here!" Marinette took you by the arm and dragged you to the dance floor.

"Marinette, are you all right?" You ask surprised but follow the dance moves along with her and the others on the floor.

"Yes! I think you and Alya are right about having a little fun." She blinked looking a little forced, you giggled.

You sent a message to Chat Noir saying you can't go out anymore.

How can u have fun without me?( ≧Д≦) ಥ╭╮ಥ

U know that with u I want another kind of fun 😏

😂😂❤️

"Do you need the phone to dance?" Alya takes out your phone before a message arrives. You grumble trying to get it back.

"Come on Alya! Gives it back" She keeps the phone shaking her head.

"After you have a little fun, even Marinette is doing it." You look back at Marinette seeing that she's dancing with Luka now. You smile proudly.

Then Alya pulls your wrist, dragging you to a corner, where you see a ping pong table with glasses on top.

"Alya I'm not in the mood to play beer pong with soda." You said while watching Mylene and Ivan playing against Marc and Nathaniel who were strangely wearing a tiara with black cat ears and masks like Ladybug's.

"It's not soda. And it's more fun because if you lose you have to use it for the rest of the party." Alya says pointing to a box full of tiaras and masks. You opened your eyes wide.

"Wait, so is that a real alcoholic drink?" You ask noticing how much Marc and Nathaniel are reeling.

"Yes, are you up to playing?" She asks with an evil look.

"Wrong but fun! Let's find our pairs!" You said looking around.

"I have a better idea, let's team up and call Luka and Marinette to play against us." You nodded in agreement, sharing the same rogue look as Alya.

And so it was done, you and Alya played against them and won, drunken Marinette put on cat ears while Luka still sober put on the mask.

"That was fun! Who's next? I bet I leave this party without any of these fantasies." You said for sure while touching the fist with your duo Alya.

So the mess started... You both played against the challengers without stopping.

You and Alya were undefeated until now, but you two were also too drunk to keep the title.

Pov's Adrien:

(Y / n) no longer viewed my messages.
I left the men's room through the short hall and went back to the center of the party again to the table where Kagami was waiting for me.

"Everything okay with your father?" She asked as I sat in the chair opposite her, I nodded while looking around (Y / n). So I saw her playing beer pong with Alya a little away from here.

I held a sigh, how long will I have to keep my identity secret from my own girlfriend? At first it didn't seem like a big problem... nowadays I can't take it anymore.

"You don't stop looking over there, do you wanna play beer pong?" Kagami asks, I quickly turn to her.

"No, I can't drink soda." I said supporting my chin in my hand.

"Are you sure it's soda? Who's playing looks crazy. Look at Marinette, she can't even stand." I followed her gaze. Luka is helping Marinette to her feet while Alya and (Y / n) hold their bellies with laughter.

"It can't be, how was Nino going to buy alcohol for the party? He's not 18 yet." I shrugged.

"Adrien! I can't believe you came to this losers' party." I hear Chloe's voice and turn around and Sabine is beside her. As always...

"I bet you weren't invited anyway." Kagami replies with a cold expression. Chloe seems to shiver a little but keeps her composure

"Hmpf! This boring party doesn't deserve my presence!" As soon as Chloe finished speaking, we heard a thump on the beer pong table, everyone was laughing at Kim on the floor who looked drunk wearing Ladybug's mask.

"What's going on over there? Are they drunk?" Sabine asks as we look in surprise in the direction of the table.

I got up to go there but before I arrived Nino came to me breathless from laughing.

"Dude where were you? You have to play with us!" As Nino spoke I smelled alcohol on my face.

"Are you drunk man?! How did you manage to buy alcohol?" I asked in disbelief and looked back at the table now raised, (Y / n) sitting on top of her drinking several glasses, did she go crazy?!

Pov's Adrien off:

"I have my contacts, what's a party without a drink?" Nino followed Adrien behind to the table.

"(Y / n)! What do you think you're doing?! You shouldn't be drinking!" Adrien said with eyebrows joined at your drunken figure on the table.

"Y-a can't talk to the beer pong queen like that, get out of my sight, peasant Agreste." You said mockingly, Adrien slapped his forehead.

"You don't even know what you're saying, come on, I'll take you home." Adrien took your hand but you pulled it back angrily.

"I didn't know that Nino had invited my dad to the party! Do not tell me what to do!" You said leaving the table and tripped over your own feet going straight to the floor but he grabbed you by the waist and pulled you against his body preventing you from falling.

"If your parents see you like this you will be in trouble." He insisted worried. You rolled your eyes pushing it away.

"If ya beat me at beer pong maybe I can hear you daddy." You turned away clumsily arranging glasses on the table.

"It's all right! I play against you." He said now in front of you, you smiled satisfied and waved him to take the place at the table.

Adrien and Kagami against You and Alya. Even though you two were quite drunk, you managed to win by luck with a glass.

"This can only be a joke..." Kagami bowed her head, frustrated by the defeat, while you and Alya cheered.

"Whoever loses got to use this huehuehue!" Nino puts a tiara on Adrien and gives Kagami a mask.

"All of you already drank too much, that's bad." Adrien was frustrated that he couldn't do anything.

If she won't listen to me, then she'll definitely listen to Chat Noir.

He turned to sneak out but Chloe stopped him by grabbing his arm.

"If you had chosen me, we would have won, Adrien." Chloe scoffed casting a snobbish look at Kagami

"Yeah so much that Ladybug would give you the bee's Miraculous." You said staggering in place, drunks don't know what they say, but Chloe was offended nonetheless.

"How dare you make fun of me in this state?" Chloe marched up to you and picked up a glass, throwing the liquid in your face, directly hitting your eyes.

"Oh shit! M-my eyes!" You covered your eyes feeling the burning on them while Chloe and Sabine don't stop laughing.

"Chloe! I didn't invite you!" You heard Nino's voice say and a discussion start.

"Let's w-wash your eyes." You were guided to the ladies' room by Alya. You two almost falling on the way.

You washed your eyes, when you finished, you were seeing things blurry.

"Alya, who threw vodka in my eyes? I forgot... Lend me your glasses!" You held out your hands as she walked away.

"What? And how do you expect me to see?" She ran away.

"Do not be selfish!" You tried to follow her but hit your face on the bathroom door first. "That hurt..." You opened the door and ran out this time hitting something soft and defined.

"(Y/n)! Are you okay? How are your eyes?" Adrien asked worriedly, when you lifted your head to look at him, your eyes still blurred, they shone with joy.

"Chat Noir! What are you doing here?" You came forward with a bear hug. He opened his eyes wide as his cheeks heated up.

"I-I am not-" He tried to explain but you put a finger on his lips silencing him.

"Shhhh, since you're here we can't waste time my kitty. The whole party I was thinking about you." You pulled him down by the shirt by hitting your lips against his.

Adrien was perplexed as a wave of heat washed over his body, the excitement made him grab you by the waist and kiss you back.

He knew he would be in trouble if someone saw you two together or you realized that he's not Chat Noir but the temptation was stronger than reason.

He thought it was so sexy, you clinging to him without the uniform, for a moment he could imagine that there were no more secrets between you two.

Then he made the most of feeling your body against his and exploring your mouth slowly, the taste of alcohol made the kiss warmer and more addictive.

You two just ended the kiss for breathlessness but without letting go of each other.

"What a nice kiss..." You hummed laying your head on the curve of his neck causing goosebumps on his skin.

"You drive me crazy, you know? You shouldn't be drinking, I will take you home." He said leaving a tender kiss on your head. You giggled and jumped on his lap by wrapping your legs around his waist.

"Can I finally get to know your house? That's great!" You celebrated by squeezing his neck while he held you back in embarrassment.

Best day of my life...

Adrien carried you to the back exit and transformed without you having really seen it and took you home.

On the way you had fallen asleep on his shoulder, so he put you to your bed carefully so he wouldn't wake you up.

"Good night my charming troublemaker." He left a sweet kiss on your forehead before leaving your room.

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So dears readers, we come to the end of the chapter thank you very much to you who read this far.
I did a little scene of you reading Adrien's diary when he was still the Chat Blanc, you don't have to read it if you don't want to.😂😂

Thanks again and see you in the next chapter❤️

➜Bonus Scene:

You reluctantly picked up the diary again, your curiosity was already very high this time too.

'Dear diary... I can't believe that tomorrow I'll study at school! The only person I know is Chloe. It's a little strange that I never went to school when I was 14 years old, I can't wait to meet new people.'

Wow, I didn't know that he felt so lonely, that was two years ago, I still hadn't moved here, how good that he managed to make good friends.

You kept reading while your curiosity only grew.

You read from when he gained his powers until the time he liked Ladybug, he was straightforward so you didn't even have 20 minutes reading.

You thought it best to stop here, you shouldn't even be reading this, but it was stronger than you when it arrived on the day that you two met, you captivated continued reading.

'....It's very easy to talk to her, when I'm Chat Noir I feel free to be myself and tell her anything. Something that I can't do when I'm Adrien. She's so smart and funny, I wish the night would last 24 hours just to spend more time talking to her.'

Your cheeks flushed as you read.

That was when we became friends and talked a few nights on the balcony of my room.

I don't remember being that much funny, it was he who cheered me up.

'...I never thought that one day I'd love a girl other than Ladybug. That girl... Oh... I can't explain, she has an independent personality, she's sincere in a funny way, when I am with her I forget all my problems. I'd really like to tell her how I feel... But what if she doesn't think about me more than a friend? I'm just going to get hurt the same way it did with Ladybug and things between us can get weird. I don't want to lose anything else, so I better keep it until this feeling possibly go away...'

Did he really think that about me?! I'm feeling very eavesdropper now, should I keep on reading?

'Kim and (Y / n) have been together a lot lately... I'm going to break that guy! I really try to ignore it, but I just can't seem to leave her. I thought that feeling would pass, but each day that passed has only increased. And when I see her smiling at another guy like that I lose my mind... If it weren't for Plagg, I'd have busted Kim's face already.'

You held back a laugh while reading.

While we were dating he didn't seem very jealous, did he hide it?

'She likes me too! I really wanted to tell her who I am, but I can't yet. It's torture to see her every day at school and not be able to say anything,'

We're more complicated than I thought...

You went on flipping through the diary then came up with a very interesting story, the day he ran away from you like a fearful cat.

'I'm very afraid...
I'm afraid she'll climb on top of me like that way again and I won't be able to help myself. I'm afraid she'll hate me when she finds out who I am.
I must not do bullshit, maybe she hates me less. It seems that no matter what I do, in the end I'll lose her anyway.'

You closed the diary sighing sadly.

What did I do?

I turned the nightmare of the person I love into reality.

Maybe I deserve to be stuck here with this psychopath as punishment.