Jealousy
You have been acting differently the last few months, and Jimin has been trying to figure out why. He doesn't want to believe what he thinks is happening.
'She'd never do that to me—or would she?' In aggravation, he runs his hand through his hair.
"Where is she?" he mumbles, heading for the stage.
He is looking for you, wanting answers. Once again, he was turned down for sex this morning. Both of you are an equal match when desiring one another. It's one of the many things he loves and enjoys about you. But now it seems you no longer meet him with the same desire. For the last several mornings, you always seem to have an excuse, leaving him frustrated and needing a cold shower before he can get dressed.
He wants you as ardently as ever, but he feels you have been pulling away for a couple of months now, and one thing he's noticed is you're spending more time with Yoongi or Jungkook -- privately, and it is feeding the already-growing seed of jealousy.
Jimin walks onto the stage and sees you over on the side. He walks toward you when you lean in as arms encircle you. He sees the tattoos and instantly stops, hardly able to breathe.
Stunned, he can't move. From his point of view, did you kiss Jungkook? Confused, he stays still as he sees you and Jungkook stand together. He observes you whisper in Jungkook's ear, and him whispering back.
He watches as confusion turns to anger as you smile at each other, and Jungkook holds your hand as you walk away, letting your hand slowly slip from his.
Neither of you saw Jimin as you were walking in the opposite direction of him, and Jungkook was just behind the stage rigging.
He has noticed you've been secretive for months now and sighing contentedly out of the blue. Now he thinks he knows why. He's suspicions seem to be confirmed. What his mind readily accepts his heart staunchly denies, you would never play him false, never!
Doubt wheedles its way into his thoughts as he argues with himself, 'Are you sure about her feelings for you? She has been around the others long enough. Could one of them be drawing her away? NO! She would never do that. I trust her. . . I trust them. Then why does she spend so much time with Yoongi? Why did you catch her kissing Jungkook!?'
He turns around and walks away, his smile gone. He can't believe what he just saw. He thinks to himself as he runs his hand through his hair aggressively. 'That was more than just playful flirting. What the hell was she doing kissing him!?'
That night, he barely talks to you, only speaking when directly asked a question. You don't know what is wrong, and he won't tell you when you ask. That night, as you slip under the covers with him, he turns on his side and cuts off the light.
No goodnight kiss, no hug, no usual snuggles. You softly ask, "Jimin?"
"I'm tired, go to sleep." is all he says, there is no hint of emotion in his voice.
You go to snuggle next to him, and when you put your arm around him, he pulls further to his side of the bed away from you as he pushes your arm away.
You sadly whisper, "Jimin?" You are still waiting for a response from him when you don't get one you turn over on your side opposite him, and tears silently fall on your pillow.
You wake the next morning and notice he is gone as you run to the bathroom, sick on your stomach. You cry, upset with how cold he seems towards you with each passing day of the last couple of weeks. Despite how you feel, you know you must prepare for the day and work on your project, which the members are helping you with.
Later that day, Jimin heads to Yoongi's studio and sees Jungkook, and you come out of the studio a couple of doors down. Jungkook has his arm around your shoulders, smiling. You are carrying a dress over your arm. It looks mostly sheer, and he wonders if it's even a dress and what were you doing with Jungkook? Were you wearing it for him!?
'Damn him!' Jimin seethes silently as he ducks into a darkened doorway.
He watches you hug Jungkook, smiling at each other, and he kisses your cheek. Then watches you go to Yoongi's studio and knock on the door. It quickly opens, and you go in.
Confused and hurt, he stays in the doorway, trying to pull himself together. He looks up as Jungkook starts to walk by and tucks further back into the doorway, knowing Jungkook hasn't seen him.
He watches Jungkook walk past, whistling 'Euphoria' himself. Jungkook enters the elevator, and Jimin comes out of hiding. His anger is rising, and his hands are fisted.
He goes to Yoongi's studio door and knocks. There was no answer. He knows you and Yoongi are in there.
He knocks again harder this time and loudly says. "I know you're in there. Open the damn door!"
Yoongi opens the door, very agitated, "What the hell do you think you're doing, Jimin, demanding I open the door!?"
Jimin walks past him bumping him out of the way with his shoulder and goes straight to you, sitting on the couch. He is standing in front of you, not speaking. You look up at him, and he firmly asks, "Where were you?"
You smile and say, "Here, where you found me." You see Yoongi behind Jimin, moving your dress down into his chair where it can't be seen.
"Do you need me, sweetheart?" you ask as you stand up and take his hands in yours, smiling lovingly at him so happy he came looking for you. He seemed to be avoiding you lately.
He pulls his hands free of yours and says accusingly, "You and Jungkook have been acting giddy lately."
You glance at Yoongi, and he rolls his eyes. Looking back at Jimin, you say, "Kooki can always make me giddy; he is so cute and funny."
"That is not what I meant and you know it!"
You are speechless, shocked at the anger coming from him.
Jimin starts to glare, "I saw you with him. What were you doing!?" he demands angerly.
Yoongi, seeing your distress, steps in and tells Jimin, "They were doing something for me."
Jimin looks at him and then back at you. He takes your hand and pulls you from the studio, believing Yoongi is covering for Jungkook.
"We are going to get something to eat." He gruffly says as he pulls you along.
He looks back at Yoongi and gruffly says, "Next time, open the damn door when I knock the first time."
Aghast Yoongi harshly says, "What the living hell . . ." he didn't get to finish as Jimin was already out the door and halfway down the hall pulling you along.
Yoongi runs out the door and shouts, "Jimin get the hell back here!"
"Dongsaeng!" Yoongi slams his fist on the hallway wall. "Son of a bitch!"
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