Millie's pov

It's just another Wednesday, as I'm walking to my locker as I get into the school. I get to my locker and put some of my binders in it, then zip it up.

"Looks like you showed up today." Finn said, leaning against the locker next to mine.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I?" I said.

"You told me not to get my hopes up." Finn said, and I laughed. We walked to language and talked, and people were looking at us like we were crazy. Two of the schools biggest enemies, from different groups, laughing and talking, and having a good time. We walk into language class, and sit down. Of course, the period goes by so slow, and then I go to homeroom. Homeroom is nice, I have some of my friends in it, so I can talk to them. Then I get to math, boring boring boring. I don't know why we have to learn all of this, I don't want to.

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"I can't hang out with everyone tonight, because I have this thing I have to go to with my family." Grace said.

"Oh, so maybe we can just all hang out separate since Grace isn't gonna be there." Sadie said, and we all nodded. We all sat at lunch, talking. Just 2 more class periods. Study hall then History. The bell rang, and I went to study hall. It's pretty chill there, I just watch YouTube the whole time.

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"Millie, can you help me with these?" My Mom asked me, as she brought bags of groceries in. I grabbed some from her and set them on the counter, and put all of them were they were supposed to go. I helped her until there were none left, then I went upstairs. I sat down at my vanity, and fixed some of my makeup. I picked up my red lipstick, and a memory came to me.

"Wear red lipstick Millie, you know I like it." He said, as he banged on my door. There were tears going down my face, and I was trying to stop myself from crying. I calmed down and wiped them off, and putting some other makeup on. As I finished, I got up and walked to my bed. He picked out two dresses for me. I tried the first one on, and it was black. It was very tight, too. I tried the other one on, and it was navy blue, and it was a bit tighter than the other one, and it stopped above my mid thigh. He likes when I dress like this, so I picked the navy blue one. I walked out of my room, and he was waiting for me. He looked down at me, smirking.

"I love when you wear these kind of dresses, it makes you look sexy." He said to me, winking at me, then licking his lips. I looked down, and he grabbed my hand, roughly. He took me to his car, and then drove me to his house. We got in, and there were no cars in the driveway except his, so I'm assuming his parents weren't home.

"What are we doing?" I asked him, really nervous, my heart was beating too fast.

"What do you think we are doing?" He said, and took me to his room. He closed his door and locked it. He turned around to me and started to kiss me. It wasn't passionate or anything, it was rough. I like rough kissing sometimes, but with the right person. He was just doing it, while I, on the other hand, felt no emotion. Our parents are best friends, and we decided not to tell them that we are dating, just because if we broke up it would ruin their friendship, and I didn't want that. He knew I didn't want that, and that's when he changed. He makes me do things, and if I ever broke up with him, he would tell our parents that we are dating. Most nights ended in tears.

"Lay down on the bed." He said, pointing to the bed, as he went to go get something. I laid down on the bed, not wanting to get hurt, and he came back with ropes.

"Jacob, don't...please.." I said, about to start crying.

"I don't care what you want, bitch. It's what I want to do, so shut the fuck up and give me your hands." He said. I gave in and gave them to him, as he tied my hands to the top of the headboard. He got on top of me and started to kiss me again. He kissed me a while, then he moved down to my neck.

"Jacob...stop..." I said, as he was probably leaving hickeys all over me.

"No. You upset me today, so this is your punishment. You could of gotten worse, sweetheart."  He said, kissing my neck again. I felt him unzip the back of my dress, taking it off of me. He started to pull it down, and he finally got it off of me, and kissed me even further down, to my breasts, stomach, everywhere. I looked down, and I already could see purple and blue spots all over me. Tears started to spill, as he took more clothing off of me. After a while, he-

"Millie? You have a visitor." My Mom said, and opened the door. I didn't see her, because she already closed the door. I looked back up to myself in the mirror, and I saw that there were tears going down my face. I quickly wiped them away. I got up and smiled at Finn, but he didn't buy it.

"Millie, what's wrong?" He said, as we sat down on my bed.

"Nothing." I said, emotionless.

"Obviously something, you were crying." He said, meeting my eyes.

"I don't want to talk about it." I said, and shifted my eyes over to the red lipstick on my vanity.

"Okay, but I'm here if you ever want to talk. Okay?" He asked, and I nodded. I laid down on the bed, and he copied my actions, laying beside me. We were just looking up at my ceiling, not talking.

"Are we gonna stop talking after this partner thing?" I asked him, as we were both still staring at my ceiling.

"I don't know, hopefully not. You are actually a really cool girl, I don't really know why I've ever hated you." He said, and turned to me after he said it. I turned to him, and smiled.

"Same to you." I said, and he smiled.

"Are you going to the party tomorrow?" He asked me, after a minute of silence.

"Probably." I said, and he nodded.

"are you going to ask me if I'm going?" He said, which made me smile.

"You always go to parties, don't even need to ask you." I said, and he laughed a little. After a while if talking, he had to leave. I walked him to the door, and he turned to me.

"Bye Millie, see you tomorrow." He said, looking down into my eyes. His eyes, make me melt. They make me want to stare into them all day. Wait, what am I saying?

"Bye Finn." I said, and he didn't turn. Both of our sides were against the door. We kept our eye contact, until he looked more down to my face. He's looking at my lips. He looks back up at me, then my lips again. I look down at his, and they are slightly parted. He started to lean towards me, and I stood on my tip toes and started leaning closer to him. Our foreheads hit each other, and I slightly gasped, hoping he didn't hear it. We were about to close the gap.

"Bye Finn!!! Hopefully I'll see you soon!!" I heard my mom yell before she got into the room where we were in. We quickly leaned back and took a step away from each other.

"Bye, Ms Brown." He said, and smiled at her. He looked down over to me, and smiled at me, before walking out the door.

So close, but so far.

Haha end of the chapter, hope you liked it.