Well, y'all were requesting for another chapter, so here it is.

Finns pov

I was in the ambulance, shaking. Millie was on one of those body boards, with medication going through her veins.

She wasn't dead, she was unconscious.

But close to dead.

If I didn't find her, she would of been dead right now.

All of the doctors and police officers were talking, mostly about Millie's condition.

I'm so stupid. I should've known those fucking pages from the notebook were hers.

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I look around at all of the doctors leaving the room in the hospital, leaving just me and her in there. I grab a chair and pull it up next to her bed, and sit down in it.

Her arms were placed down to where you could see her forearms. That's where you could see her cuts, too.

I looked at them, and I could see old ones with scars, and I can see the new one that cut through all of them, a huge line all the way up her forearm, on both arms.

I should have been there for her.

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Sadie's POV

As soon as I heard about what happened with Millie, Grace Maddie and I carpooled to the hospital to go see her.

We heard about it the morning after it happened, so she's been in the hospital for about a day.

Maddie, Grace and I walk in and find her room, and I walk in first.

I see that Finn is already here, holding her hand. He pulled up a chair and sat next to her, and he has his head on the bed, faced to the door of the room, sleeping.

His eyes were closed, but you could tell by his red and puffy cheeks that he was crying pretty damn hard.

Grace and Maddie went and sat down in the chairs, and I walked over to Finn, and crouched down.

"Finn." I whispered, putting my hand on his arm.

"Finn," I whispered again, shaking his arm a little.

He started to shift, and I head him take a deep breath in, and he let go of Millie's hand, and sat up, rubbing his eyes. He set his arms back down, and I could see him awake now.

He looks like mess. Worse than when he was sleeping. His eyes look like they are worn out of tears, and his cheeks are all red and puffy.

He's had to of been here all night.

"Have you been here all night?" I asked him, and he looked at Millie.

"Yes." He barely got out, and his voice sounded broken.

He probably thinks it was his fault.

"Finn, you need to go home and sleep. Do you want me to take you home?" I asked him, and he shook his head.

"I have to stay here. I have to stay here with Millie. I can't leave her." He said, with the same broken voice, sniffing as he looked over to her again, holding her hand.

"Finn, you need to go home. She will be fine, we are with her. Nothing bad will happen, okay? Let me take you home." I said, and he finally nodded.

I took his hand and helped him up, and then turned to Grace and Maddie.

"If anything happens, call me. I'll be right back. Don't leave." I said, and they nodded.

I led Finn to my car, and he got in the passenger seat. I got into the driver seat, and put my seatbelt on, and sat there for a couple of seconds, in silence.

"Finn, it's not your fault for what happened." I said, staring straight ahead, at the parking lot in front of us.

"yes it is Sadie. I should've known those were her papers. I should've known that she was feeling off. I should've fucking known!!! I should've been there for her!!!!" He yelled, and he started crying.

I turned to him and gave him a hug, and he hugged me back, crying into my shoulder.

"I should've known, should've known," he kept saying, and I felt tears go down my face.

"Finn, you couldn't of known. Be glad you figured it out when you did, okay? You're okay. It's not your fault." I said, and let go of the hug.

I started the car, and drove Finn back home.

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I walked Finn to his door, and he turned to me. He's a little taller than I am, definitely not the height difference of him and Millie.

"Finn, you need to eat something, and rest. Come back when you're better, okay? I'll text you if anything happens." I said, and he nodded. I gave him a hug, and then after a few seconds, we let go, and I went back to the hospital to see Millie.

Week later

Finns pov

I was sitting there, when I heard her start to shift, and let out a groan. I lift my head up from laying on the bed and look at her, and her eyes are opening.

Her eyes open and she starts to look around, and she furrows her eyebrows. She looks down to her arms, then looks over to me.

"Hi Finn." She said, looking at me, and other parts of me.

"Millie, I'm sorry. I should've figured it out sooner. It was so obvious they were your papers. I could of helped you. I'm sorry." I said,  starting to choke up.

"It's okay Finn. What I did was selfish." She said, and I looked up at her.

"Millie, don't blame yourself." I said, and then I heard footsteps walk in. Her mom and sister.

They both run up to her and hug her, her mom was crying.

"Why didn't you tell us that something was wrong Millie?" She asked, and I leaned back a little.

They talked for a little, and then Millie cut them off.

"Can I have some time alone, please?" She asked, and they obeyed, and left. I got up to leave, but I stopped when I heard Millie.

"Finn, stay with me please."

"O-Okay." I said, sitting back down, and holding her hand.

We weren't saying anything for a while, until she broke the silence.

"I guess the whole school is gonna know they were mine now," She said, a little laugh at the end.

"Millie, if anyone says anything hurtful, I promise you, I'll beat them up." I said, and she smiled.

"My hero." She said, and we both laughed.

"I'm gonna have to have stitches in both my arms for a while." She said, looking down at them.

There were already stitches in them, a huge line doing down both her forearms.

"Millie, if you ever feel like that again, please, call me. I'll drive as fast as I can over to your house, and I'll comfort you. We could watch movies, cuddle, whatever makes you feel better. Please." I said, and she smiled and nodded.

"Okay."

"Okay."

Yeet. There's gonna be a time Jump next chapter. Btw, that stuff with Sadie and Finn was just friendly stuff, no romance going on there, to be clear.