"Are you fuckin serious?"

"I am. This happened for the first time" I can't believe I couldn't do it. I have been through many theories and it's not possible for her...not even one exception is possible unless it's The Type One. I pour myself Wine and lean back on my chair trying to process everything.

" Did you find out who is she?" Jerzy doesn't say a word and continues typing on his software. After a beads he replies."Elina Yang, a 27-year-old nurse, recently joined your hospital. She supports a family of four - her mother, father, and younger brother. Being half Chinese and half Russian, she has lived in Russia since she was 8."

"Elina Yang...is there any indication of her involvement in any peculiar case or similar incident?"
"I don't think but I'll have to do more background checks on her to make sure." He explained without taking his eyes off his screen. "Elina Yang, it seems, has defied the odds. My... methods, you see, are designed to erase not only memories but the very fabric of a person's being. Yet, she has somehow managed to resist, to adapt in a way that I cannot understand." How is that possible? I'm pretty sure I erased her memory yet she remembered everything. We didn't talk much but I could see she knew everything and yet came to ask me what happened with her when I found her.

I stand up and go to my room to help myself do some more research. Since I met Elina it's only her I can think about. "Elina Yang," I mumble her name repeatedly, my eyes closing as if to better focus on the sight. A symphony of aromas, a delicate balance of sweet and spice, of citrus and musk. Her skin has a subtle bouquet, like the first petals of a rose unfolding, releasing the heady fragrance of innocence and vulnerability. She looked like an angel lying in my arms whom I didn't want to wake up.

"Don't tell me you like Elina"I suddenly let myself come out of Elina's thoughts and look at Jerzy standing at the doorway."I told you to knock before you enter."
"Oh, come on, Rin. You're not going to bite me. Well, at least not without a good reason" His best time pass is pushing my buttons. "I've been wondering... you keep talking about Elina, and I've noticed you zoning out whenever her name comes up...Elina seems like a real firecracker. I'm surprised you haven't, you know..."

I pause, making a "vampire bite" gesture with my hand. He laughs and points out "Well well... You may be a genius but I never thought you could read a book upside down"
FUCK... "That's how I read it!!" He leaves the doorway humming the song from 'The Twilight Zone'. I'm not sure about his lifespan when he is around me.                                                                                              ---
So that's how it's going to be.

I look at my new colleague, a nurse, being introduced to all the other nurses and doctors. "Hello everyone! It's Elina Yang! Please take care of me and it's so nice to meet you all! I will learn from you." My gaze lingers on her repeatedly. I don't know but I can't resist it.

"You'll be working under Doctor Rin and make sure to learn from him. Dr. Rin's Recent heart surgery had a 99% success rate, and the patient is expected to make a full recovery. He's attributing it to Dr. Rin's exceptional precision and dedication to his craft" Everyone silences. Because yes...she will be working under Me. But I think she doesn't know what she is going to face. She is blushing and fidgeting with her necklace looking at me from time to time. She is nervous I can see but... Why is she smiling so strangely? I push aside my thoughts and introduce myself.

"As you may know who I am and you will work under me...hear some rules". She sits up straight and attentive which is... cute?
"If I call you for something urgent you have to come no matter if it's your lunchtime dinner time or 2 a.m. Don't ask me unnecessary questions because it irritates me. Don't take any day off without informing me. And the last rule is, If you break any rules I stated...You'll pay for it." I keep my voice cold and professional. "You," I say, my voice low and deadly, "are now under my supervision. And I expect nothing but perfection from you."
"Yes, Doctor Rin! I'll be careful and do my work with perfection"

I hand her a folder for her initial task. "Review this case for tomorrow's operation... I'm giving you plenty of time, so Don't mess it up."her eyes wide with a mixture of excitement and trepidation. Her hands tremble slightly as she takes the folder I hand her, and I notice a faint flush rising to her cheekbones. But why do I like these reactions? I feel something unusual in my chest when she reacts around me.

"May I come in?" I notice Someone standing at the doorway.

...MOTHERFUCKER.

"Leave" I order Elina as my eyes are focused on someone else.

"Now stop being so tough and come back"

"I already told you I'm not coming back...Do you want to die?"
My cousin who works for my Father - Zanna Vladimir - Russia's richest businessman...Founder of 'Krovlya Industries.' He is a well-known and respected man who saved many lives by making cures and medicines for patients. But they say The truth is buried, but the lies will consume everything. No one knows the extent of destruction caused by his ambition and dreams.

"Your father misses you. Do you not think you should forgive him and return to work with him? This place is not typical for you," he persisted. He has been making this plea for 7 months to persuade me to return. It is foolish of him to believe I will return. I can never forget what he did to me and Mom. The fact that I haven't killed him is already a lot to bear.

There's not even a day when people don't get on my nerves. And this motherfucker wants to die "Why are you like this huh? Do you think You can act tough and I'll not know what you want?"
"Oh? What do I want?" I challenge him. "

"You are still that 10-year-old kid who is lovesick and weak. That's why your mom died-"
I push him towards the wall and grab a Sharp Scalpel pointing just an inch away from his eye.

"Don't think that I'm joking, My Dear cousin. I'm not joking. I'm warning you. If you test my patience again, I'll make sure that you never see the light of day again." The words dripped with venom, each one a calculated strike to demoralize and dishearten. My voice was cold, devoid of empathy or humanity. Because I gave him so much freedom to speak in front of me... I should have just killed him. "You don't know what you're dealing with. I'm not a man, I'm a monster. And if you keep pushing, I'll show you the true meaning of darkness"

I threw him on the floor and warned him to leave. He got up and just left without looking back at me. I knew he was scared, but I also knew my dad wouldn't back down so easily. He would do something...

𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳. 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘐 𝘨𝘢𝘻𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥...𝘐 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺...𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥..𝘢𝘯𝘥...𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘭. 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴.

"𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭!? 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨!? 𝘔𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘤𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵... 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵."𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘦? 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘊𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨!"

𝘏𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. 𝘏𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘮𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘤𝘳𝘺, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘥. 𝘏𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮... 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴, 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴...𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘺𝘮𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘦𝘥.

That's why I despise being pitied. I would rather end myself and suffer alone than allow anyone to pity me. I glance at the scar on my chest peeping out from my shirt. I fasten the top button of my shirt and wear my white coat. No matter how much I hate myself for being this way... No matter how much I try to change my fate and life...This will never let me forget who am i.

"𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳! 𝘯𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘴...𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘈𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶!!"

I AM A MONSTER...

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𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬! 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 "𝐈𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐘 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑".𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐩𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦. 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬?... 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐃𝐌 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦@𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫_𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐳𝐳

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