TW: suicide, mentioned rape, aboose (abuse) and bullying

My lazy ass doesn't feel like editing so this is unedited.

Peter took a deep breath.

He didn’t want to go home.

To that apartment.

“Hey dude, you okay?” Peter looked over at Ned, putting on his best fake smile. “Yeah, I’m fine. Just thinking of what I’ll do later.”

Ned smiled, “Yeah, ‘cause you totally don't have any plans, am I right.” Ned nugged him with his elbow.

Peter rolled his eyes, and got up as the last bell of the day rang. He and Ned got everything they needed form their lockers, and went out of the school building,

“Hey, you want me to ask my mom if you can come over this weekend?” Ned asked. Peter looked at him, and fake smiled again, “Yeah, thanks man.”

“Okay I’ll call you later.”

Peter made his way towards the apartment, he could go out later.

Peter opened his apartment door and walked in. May was still at work, seeing she works more now.

“Got any homework kid?”

Peter silently nodded his head. “Sit.”

Peter went to the table and sat down, pulling out his Math homework, and starting on it.

“Get me a beer.”

Peter put his pencil down, and got the man a beer from the fridge. He handed it to May’s boyfriend, and sat back down.

“Hurry up and finish, I’m hungry.”

“You can do better.”

“Brat, hurry up.”

After an hour Peter was finished. He put his homework up, and put his bookbag in his room.

“Get in here and make me something to eat.”

Peter sighed, closing his door and going to the kitchen.

Peter made the man his food, putting it on a plate and setting it down in front of him. Peter headed to his room.

Peter waited a few minutes, then picked up his suit.

Then, he heard the sound of a beer bottle being thrown. Peter shoved his suit into its hiding place, and locking his door.

Peter sat in the corner, waiting for the banging on his door to fade.

Eventually it did, but the door was opened, and the man came in. He threw the key on the floor, and advanced in on Peter.

Peter, curled in a ball, watched as the man left. He trudged back to his room, and sat at his desk.

Then pulled out a piece of paper.

Breathe

Just breathe

Let the air in

Breathe

And you’ll be fine

Just breathe

All I have to do is breathe

Then everything will be fine

Take a deep breath

Control my breath

Take a deep breathe

In and out

Breathe

In

And

Out

Deep breaths

In and out

And I’ll be ɟ[i̲̅]η૯

                        ¸„.-•¹°”ˆ˜¨[ fine ]¨˜ˆ”°¹•-.„¸

∫łЙξ

-Peter Parker

He had made his decision.

But, he couldn’t just leave with that.

He put his suit on his battered body, and swung out into the city.

Then, he set his record. He fought and fought. He stopped 25 muggings, 18 kidnappings, 21 attempted rapings, and 32 other crimes.

His adrenaline had gone down, and swung back into his room.

May was asleep, and her boyfriend was to. He didn’t want to leave May, he really didn’t.

“On today’s news, we have the heart breaking suicide of Peter Parker. He left two notes, one was hinting at his suicide. He had left it to his mentor, Tony Stark. No one knows when he left it to him, but then man had gotten to the teens apartment to late. It was late, and his aunt and her boyfriend was asleep. He had come running in, out of his suit. He saw the boy laying on the floor, a gunshot wound in his head. The teen will be missed, by the Avengers most of all.”

~le flashbacc~

Tony walked into his lab, late at night. He had a bad feeling and couldn't sleep.
A note was sitting in his chair, he picked it up.

The message was clear, and Tony had to stop him. He couldn’t lose his kid. He couldn't

He got in his suit and flew as fast as he could to Peter’s apartment building.

He gout out of his suit and ran into through the kids apartment, and into his room.

Peter was laying on the floor.

“No, nonononononono. Kid, kid listen. You can't leave. Please. You can't. You can't leave-” Tony choked on a sob. He knew Peter was dead and there was no changing it.

Tony was now standing on a stage, about to read his son's suicide note to the world, just like he asked.

“Peter Parker. He was one of the best things to ever happen to me. I know right, Tony Stark caring for someone besides himself for once.” Tony stopped, trying to stop the tears welling in his eyes.

“Dear May. May’s boyfriend, Tony, Avengers, and everyone I guess. I know what people are thinking. That i could've held on longer. But it isn't that easy. You wouldn’t understand unless you were me. Spider-Man, he had a rough life.”

People looked at one another, wondering what Spider-Man had to do with this.

“Little did anyone know, that Spider-Man was a 15 year old kid. A kid that was scared to go home because of his aunts boyfriend, because he knew that whether that man was drunk or not, he would still get beating worse than any criminals have given him. Little did you know Spider-Man was molested as a child, that he was bullied every day, or that he lost every family member but one.”

“Everyone may be wondering why I’m talking about Spider-Man. Spider-Man, was me.”

Gasps filled the room. A kid, had been out there every night, protecting them even though they were cruel to him.

“I would read the rest, but the rest in personal. So enjoy this video made by the Avengers.” Tony said, stalking off the stage and getting into his suit. He then repulsed a man, sitting beside a long haired women.

“Child abuse is illegal motherfucker. And you sure as hell abused the wrong kid.” Tony said, as the man was taken to a police car.

(For the video this is the voice over and this is what's happening in the video.)

The room darkened and a screen came down. The screen turned on, lighting up the room.

“Mr. Stark what are you doing?” Peter laughed as Tony recorded him tinkering in the lab. “I’m just recording my favorite intern.” Tony said from behind the phone.

“This kid changed so many lives, and he sure as hell changed the Avengers.” Tony's voice said.

“Get over here bug boy!” Sam yelled as he chased after Peter. “I’m an arachnid!” Was the only reply he got from the boy.

“Auntie Nat? I can’t sleep.” Natasha smiled at the boy, and pulled him on the couch with her. “It’s okay ребенок паук, time to sleep.” She held him close to her while she played with his hair. Letting her soft side show.

“Bruce? Sam said I’m strong because I’m a kid” Bruce looked up at him and smiled. “And Sam is?”

“Steve?” Steve looked at Peter and gave him a fond smile. “How did you and uncle Bucky meet?” Steve smiled and pulled the smaller boy close beside him, ready to tell him a story.

“BUCKY!” Bucky came running in, a gun in each hand, “Peter! What's-” Bucky stopped as he saw Peter sitting on the counter, perfectly fine. “Can you make some cookies. Please? For me?” Bucky smiled and put the guns down, going to the cabinets to get what he needed.

“Mr. Loki?” Loki looked down at the small child before him, “Yes?” Peter looked up at him with his mesmerizing doe eyes. “Do you love me?” Loki gave the small boy a hug, “I love you, yes.” “So I can call you uncle Loki!” Peter shouted, pulling away from the hug. “Of course.”

“Thor?” Thor picked Peter up and held him to his chest. “I am uncle Thor.”

“I could gladly show you more. But we don’t have eternity.”

“Dad?” Tony smiled at Peter, a smile reserved only for him. “Yeah?” Peter shrugged, “Nothing just trying it out.” Tony laughed and pulled the kid into a fond side hug, ruffling his hair.

“I love you kiddo.”

“I love you too, dad.”

Peter held up Thor’s hammer, standing on the island in the kitchen. “I’m worthy!” He yelled, the fell off the island.

Peter was doing a ridiculous dance with Tony, singing “We got the power!”

“We all loved this kid more than words can say”

“And he will always be remembered.”

Images of Peter and Spider-Man flashed on the screen.

“We love you, Peter” all the Avengers voices were heard clearly.

“I love you, son.”

The crowd looked around, and saw every Avenger crying.

This kid, was something.

~Alternate ending so y'all don't kill me~

Tony saw the note laying in his desk chair, the message was clear. He had to save his kid. He had to.

He called his suit immediately, then flew as fast as he could to save his kid.

He made it to his apartment in record time.

He ran to Peters apartment and burst through the door. He ran all the way to  Peter’s room.

The door was locked.

Tony threw himself at the door, knocking it down. In his rush, he grabbed the gun Peter was holding.

“No! Mr. Stark, I need that!” Peter had tears streaming down his face. Tony held the kid in his arms.

“No Peter, you don't. You don't need it.” Tony held Peter's face in his hands. “But I do need you, and if you do this; then I won't have you.”

Peter's eyes welled up with tears at Tony's words.

“I'm sorry Mr. Stark.”

“It's okay Pete.” Tony said, pulling him back in for a hug.

“I love you.”

“I love you too, dad.”

There's the backstory so y'all don't kill me.

I have to go back to school tomorrow
;(

Also, to clear things up; I don't wanna die (yet)  that was just for the book so don't worry 😂

Also I'm slowly getting to all the requests, so everyone calm down because you don't see them up yet.

A happy chapter will be up soon I don't just do angst 😅

I'll all you Cucumbers next time I update!

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