TW: attempted suicide

Help me

Peter went to the bathroom, closing the door softly behind him.

it's like the walls are caving in

He locked the door, listening to the clicking sound it made, as the lock slid into place.

Sometimes I feel like giving up

He took out the pills, hand on the cap.

But I just can't

His hand, ready to take the cap off, stopped.

It isn't in my blood

He put his hand by his side, tears streaming down his face. Parkers dont give up.

Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing

He didn't realize that he was laying against the wall, face numb, the unopened bottle of pills beside him.

I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something, I could take to ease my mind slowly

He squeezed his eyes shut. He had pain going through his body now. The pain wanting him to take the pills.

Just have a drink and you'll feel better

He grabbed the water bottle he had beside him and took a small sip, before closing it and chucking it across the room.

Just take her home and you'll feel better

"Peter?" MJ said.

Keep telling me that it gets better

"I know it hurts that May's gone, but it's going to be okay."

Does it ever?

He sat up, scrambling to get the watee bottle.

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in

He grabbed the pills.

Sometimes I feel like giving up

He had his hand on the cap. He was ready.

No medicine is strong enough

He twisted off the cap, throwing it to the floor.

Someone help me

"Peter?" MJ called, after getting no response.

I'm crawling in my skin

He looked down at the pills in the bottle. One pill made to help him sleep.

Sometimes I feel like giving up

He put a few into his hand.

But I just can't

He looked at them again, putting them back in the bottle.

It isn't in my blood

"Peter!?" "Peter, let me in, please! Peter!" MJ screamed banging on the door

It isn't in my blood

He took out his phone, going to the pictures.

I'm looking through my phone again, feeling anxious

Maybe, just maybe, he would get a text from her. Just one.

Afraid to be alone again.

He got to a picture of him and May.

I hate this

Tears flowed freely down his face.

I'm trying to find a way to chill

"Peter!" "Peter, please, let me in!"

can't breathe, oh,

"Peter!"

Is there somebody who could Help me

"I'm calling Tony!"

it's like the walls are caving in

He grabbed the bottle again.

Sometimes I feel like giving up

He put a few into his hand.

No medicine is strong enough

He grabbed the water bottle.

Someone help me

Then he dumped the pills from his hand, to his mouth.

I'm crawling in my skin

He took a sip of water.

Sometimes I feel like giving up

He took another pill. Eight.

But I just can't

Then, he put the still basically full bottle, down.

It isn't in my blood

"Kiddo?"

It isn't in my blood

Peter let out a sob, grabbing the pills once more.

I need somebody now

"Kid let me in!"

I need somebody now

Peter let out another choked sob.

Someone to help me out

He shoved two more pills down his throat. Ten

I need somebody now

"Peter! Open this Goddamned door!"

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in

He felt dizzy. He wanted to close his eyes.

Sometimes I feel like giving up

But, it wasn't enough to kill him, no matter how much he wanted it to.

But I just can't

"I'm coming in!"

It isn't in my blood

He heard a repulser, charging.

It isn't in my blood

The door fell down, Peter was laying on the floor, his mouth foaming.

It isn't in my blood

"PETER!"

I need somebody now

He felt strong arms around him.

It isn't in my blood

"Don't leave me. Peter. I got you. You'll be okay."

I need somebody now

"I love you so fucking much kid."

It isn't in my blood

"I-I, love y-you." He sputtered.

Peter woke up, in a hospital bed at the Compound.

Tony, MJ, Ned, Happy, Nat, Bruce, Clint, Thor, Loki, Steve, Sam, Wanda, Vision, and a few others were crowded around him.

He smiled.

Yeah, he wasn't going anywhere.

It isn't in his blood.

How did you like that ;)

Also, I'm giving myself even more self promo. If you want, go read my other book, it would mean a lot.

I've posted two chapters today, and a new book.

Most productive thing I've ever done in my life.

See you later, Cucumbers!

🥒 "oH mEh GoD, iTs A sAlTy CuCuMbEr"