TW: self harm, suicide

Peter's age: 15

Description: Peter hates his life. Everyone he loves is either dead or hates him. He's useless, that's why May kicked him out. So he's done and he says his goodbyes.

Jesus Christ this is a sad chapter but maybe it will have a happy ending who knows. (Me I know because I wrote it)

Third POV.  (Duh)

Italics are his words and actions in the video (video? what video? You'll see)

Normal like dis is what he's doing at the moment.

He was done.

He sat on the floor in his room and sliced his wrist a couple times before hitting send in the video. The video was instantly sent to show up in the screen and play at the assembly that was happening at school, and all the Avengers would see it.

"Hello everyone"

A painful cut to the wrist.

"Im sorry that you have to see this."

Another painful slice.

"But its to much. I know no one will miss me, except Ned maybe."

He cut again.

"I just can't take this anymore. The bullying, the nightmares, everything. I feel like such a burden all the time. A useless, worthless burden." Tears flowing freely down his face.

He went to his closet, looking for the rope.

"Today I'm killing myself. My life is shit and this is the only thing that can make me happy."

He ran his hands through his curly hair showing his many cuts.

"I just fucking hate myself. Hopefully this makes you all happy too."

He finds what he's looking for.

"So this is my goodbye." Tears streaming freely down his face.

He smiled a weak smile as he looked at it.

Don't cry for me, I'm to worthless to cry over.

I just can't bear the pain of living. At least now Toomes doesn't have to keep searching for me.

I will miss you all even if you hated me, I will miss you.

I'm sorry.

Then the video ended.

The school was shocked. The Peter they knew was always laughing, even while getting bullied. To see him looking so broken and ready to die hurt everyone.

Then live footage came up. And the entire school could see the broken Peter Parker.

About to kill himself.

The Avengers ran from the mission they were in and towards the tower. Towards Peter.

Just hold on a little longer. Then maybe we'll make it. Maybe we'll be able to save him.

Peter tied the rope on the ceiling fan.

Almost there.

Then he tied the noose.

The towers in view.

Looking around his room in last time.

They ran into the elevator.

He put the noose around his neck.

They ran down the hall to his room.
So close.

Peter took in a deep breath.

They burst through his door as he kicked down the stool. Smiling.

"NO!" Natasha screamed.
Tony shot the rope off around Peters neck.

"No!" This time it was Peter that screamed no.

Bucky held him back and slipped the rope off.

"I wanna die!" He screamed, tears falling down his face as he struggled in Bucky's grip. "Just p-please let me die!" He wailed. This broke everyones heart. The schools and the Avengers.

"If you die, then we die" Tony said looking into Peter's eyes.

"He's right" Clint said putting a hand on Peter's shoulder.

"R-really?" Peter had doubt shining in his eyes.

"Of course, don't doubt for one second anything different" Natasha said, moving closer to rub his back.

"Your not lying are y-you?" The doubt in his eyes lingered.

"Of course not tonyson! You complete this team! Now let's go feast on the pop tarts, they are magical and shall heal your emotional wounds!" Thor said picking Peter up and taking him to the kitchen with a glimmer in his eyes.

The school stood in shock. The Avengers just saved Peter Parker from suicide. They even said he completes them.

What was Peter Parker hiding?

What is this.

Anyways I didn't update yesterday because what's an update schedule?

Also there is another really dark chapter coming up. I swear there is something wrong with me for thinking of things like this but eh, content 👌

Soooooooooo I hope this chapter was at least decent.

Should I make a part two for when Peter goes back to school and stuff 🤔 if you want one let me know and I'll make it!!

Sorry for the horrible writing tho.

See you tomorrow (maybe, maybe not)

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