sorry i haven't updated in so long :( i missed you Cucumbers.

but im back and with ✨gay✨ peter

Natasha:

The first time Peter came out to on of the Avengers was completely by accident.

Peter was sitting in his bedroom at the compound talking to Ned and MJ on face time when he got a knock on his door and a "Peter."

"I gotta go guys, see you tomorrow!" he ended the call and bounded over to the door, throwing it open. "Hey Tasha!" he beamed.

"Hey маленький паук, how are you?" Natasha left on a mission a few days ago while Peter was at school so he didn't get to say bye, which he was really big on doing.

"I'm good мама паук I'm just suffering in physics class," Peter groaned as Natasha sat in his desk chair and he closed the door.

"Oh? And why is that?" Peter could practically hear the smirk in he voice as he flopped face down onto his bed.

"There's this cu-" he stopped mid-sentence when he remembered he wasn't out to her yet. He assumed she already knew, because Nat knew everything. His guard was always down around her because he trusted her, and that cause his mouth to go on and on without a pause.

"What?" She asked, "Is there a cute boy in your class that you can't stop starting at маленький паук?"

"No!" Pete squeaked, bolting upright into a sitting position.

"Peter," Natasha started, her voice unusually soft and Peter already knew that she was going to say something that would probably make him cry.

"You know, it's okay to like boys. I will never judge you." She said, keeping eye contact and giving him a wink.

He already knew that no one here would judge him, but that never stopped that little voice in the back of his head screaming at him not to let anyone know. They'll judge you. They'll hate you. They won't want you.

He covered his face with his hands, already knowing the tears were falling. Natasha sat back, saying a word of encouragement every now and then, but other than that let him get it out if his system.

"Thank you мама паук." He smiled after he finished crying.

She gave him a half smile, "No need to thank me. Do you want to hear about my mission?"

"Yes please!"

-

After he came out to Natasha he figured he should come out to everyone else. With the encouragement from said assassin and his two friends he worked up the courage to tell two people at the same time.

Bucky & Steve:

Peter had promised Steve and Bucky to go on their morning run with them, that way if things went south he could nope the fuck out of there and climb on top of te nearest building.

So now Peter was up bright an early and he felt like laying in a puddle of death and taking a nap, but we willed himself to stay awake and trudge to the elevator to meet Bucky and Steve.

"Hey Pete, you ready?" Steve asked, looking way too happy to be up this early in the morning.

"Yeah you look kinda dead, kid." Bucky added helpfully.

"Thank you for pointing out my beauty, Bucky." Peter snarked back, following the two to the track.

About ten minutes into running Peter was slowly loosing his confidence and had to say something before he chickened out and didn't say anything.

He didn't say anything.

They had finished their run and the only thing Peter had managed to say wasn't even words and was more a silent shriek that go him a concerned look from Steve and a snort out of Bucky.

On the way back Peter came up with some type of bullshit to get it out. If he didn't do it now he wouldn't do it at all and wouldn't bother to come out to the rest of the Avengers.

"Um so, I'm doing a paper about the 1940's and you guys were alive then so do you think you could help me? Instead of having to Google everything and-"

"Yes Pete, we'll help." Bucky kindly cut him off.

"What do you need to know?" Steve asked as Peter guided them to his room and pretended to open a Google Doc and title it 'World War 2 Essay'

"Um, what kind of stuff was frowned upon and liked then? Like what did everyone mutually hate and what did everyone mutually like?" Peter knew for a damn fact that if you were gay in the 40's you were treated like a rabid dog.

"Hated? Well homosexuality was a big thing back then, but it's gotten a lot better now." Steve said.

"Oh, did you hate it?" Peter asked.

"No, I didn't care. Still don't, it's none of my business who a person likes. Even though I never said that back then because I would have been hated for sure." Steve supplied.

"Ditto." Bucky nodded.

Peter basically sagged with relief and said, "Thank god because I'm a huge ass homo."

Bucky barked out a laugh as Steve covered his mouth trying to stifle his own laughter and obviously failing miserably.

Peter turned a strange shade of pink as he stuttered out apologies and trying to fix the way he worded his sentence.

"That was great kid, thanks for the laugh and for coming out to us." Bucky managed to get out as he caught his breath from laughing.

"We're proud of you, Peter." Steve nodded.

"Thank you guys," Peter smiled.

"There isn't a paper is there?" Bucky asked.

"No."

Bucky got up and Steve followed, "Let's make some cookies."

"Really!" Peter flew out of his seat because Bucky cookies were godly cookies.

-

Clint:

"Uncle Clint? Can I talk to you?"

After multiple reassurances from Natasha that Clint was as far from homophobic as one could get he decided to come out to him too.

Clint put his phone down, "Sure, what is it?"

"Um so I'm going to ask, well tell you something and I don't want you to get mad or judge me or anything, but it's totally okay if you're not okay with it because if you're not okay with it I can't do anything about that and-"

Clint held up a hand, "I was going to make a roadrunner joke with how long that sentence was but obviously now isn't the time."

Pete looked at the floor an rubbed the back of his neck.

"What is your, uh, views on, um, homosexuality?"

Clint blinked, "What do I think about gay people?"

Peter looked back down. "Yeah."

"I don't care about who someone likes, I care about their personality. What is this about?"

"I'm gay and I just wanted to make sure that you wouldn't like shun me or anything an I realize now that what I asked made it kinda obvious but like I was just like testing the waters you know? So I figure if he's okay with ho-"

Clint grabbed his shoulders, "I don't care if your gay kid, but for the love of my hearing aids, stop rambling."

"Sorry!" Peter squeaked, happiness blooming in his chest knowing that Clint accepted him.

"Come on, I'm about to kick your ass at Mario Kart."

"Bold of you to assume I haven't already won." Peter cackled.

"I don't get your humor."

-

Sam:

Peter had no idea of Sam liked him on not. It was very hard to tell because he didn't really laugh with him, it felt more like laughing at him.

So when it was just him and Sam in the living room Peter felt very uncomfortable and nervous.

"If you keep bouncing your leg I'm going to go into cardiac arrest."

"Sorry!" Peter decided to sit criss cross and tap his fingers on his jeans.

There was a period of very awkward silence and Peter was wondering whether or not he should leave judging in the way Sam seemed to ignore him in preference of watching the tv.

Then Ned called him, his savior and the death of him.

"Hey Ned!" He got a glare from Sam and repeated himself quieter. "Hey Ned."

"Hey dude! So I got a new Lego set and my mom said you could come over tomorrow after school and we could build it together and maybe you could spend the night if it's okay with May. Oh, or Tony since you're staying with him this week."

"Sure man I'll ask him later."

"Oh and you remember the kid from physics class that you have that major crush on?"

"It's not a major crush Ned!" Peter seethed. "I just think he's cute and I don't plan on speaking a single word to him."

Ned said something but Peter didn't register it as he looked up and saw Sam staring at him. Panic immediately bloomed in his chest a be realized he just implied that he likes guys to someone that doesn't even like him.

Peter and Sam stared at one another for less than a second as Peter jumped up and went to the kitchen mumbling about getting some of Bucky's cookies. He really hoped it didn't seem like he just ran out of the room but that's definitely what he did as be speed into the kitchen.

"Ned I'm freaking out! I did something really stupid an I don't know what's gonna happe- and oh my god I'm going to have to jump off s cliff. I have to Ned, where is the nearest cliff?" Peter panicked into the phone.

"Let's start with why you need to jump off of a cliff?"

"I called the physics guy cute in front of Sam an he knows man. He doesn't even like me and I just came out to him!" Peter whisper screamed.

He could hear Ned panicking as well from the other end of the call.

"Holy shit man! Holy shit!"

"Not helping!" Peter ran a hand down his face.

"Um right. Maybe just pretend nothing happened? Like sit back down and watch tv with him like you didn't just out yourself or just walk to your room or something?"

Peter sighed, "Thanks man. I'll call you later."

"Okay! Tell me how it goes."

Peter hung up and mentally prepared himself to face Sam.

Peter decided not to face Sam.

Instead he decided he would breeze through the living room without acknowledging the others existence.

That didn't work.

"Hey." Sam's voice sound oddly like what Peter imagined death did.

"Um y-yeah, yeah Yes." Peter stuttered and immediately flushed in embarrassment.

"I have nothing against you," was all Sam said before he turned his tv program back up.

Peter numbly nodded as he sat back down in his original spot and stared at the tv.

Maybe the man that sat across the couch didn't hate him a much as he thought he did.

-

✨Tony✨-

Peter had no idea how to come out to Tony. He has only intentionally told three of the Avengers and the rest were accidents.

He didn't want to accidentally called out to Tony because when he accidentally come out, it seems like be does it in the most embarrassing way possible.

So Peter, the ever charming person he is, sent Tony a 'Send this to come out' video. Then turned off his phone and dove under the sheets.

He waited for a reply and didn't get one, he got nervous as the hours passed and there was still no reply.

He cautiously picked up his phone to check his messages.

That's when he found out he didn't even send the fucking video and he left the link in the send box.

He groaned and deleted the link, too nervous to send it now.

Tony was down in the lab right now, so sending the text meant he would still have to face the man sooner or later.

He decided to use the upcoming pride parade that was coming up soon.

He texted his friends and the Avengers that knew and got an overwhelming amount of support.

Guy in the chair: you got this!! Mr. Stark is a to totally chill dude

MJ to the beat: go for it loser

Tasha: He would never judge you маленький паук

✨language✨- Tony will fully support you, son

🐔buck🐔- He'll definitely accept you Pete, no worries

Clint: Tony is proud of the air you breathe kid, it'll be okay

Sam: He won't care, when did you get my number?

(Okay maybe the last one wasn't the nicest, but coming from Sam to Peter that was kindness in its purest form.)

"Mr. Stark?"

"What is it, kiddo?" Tony didn't look up from whatever he was tinkering with at first. When Peter didn't say anything he put his tools down and spun his chair around to see what was wrong.

"What's up kid?" Tony had horribly hidden concern lacing into his voice.

"There's a pride parade coming up, and I want to go. Can I?"

Tony looked confused. "Of course, you don't need to ask me to go anywhere, unless it's as Spider-Man or you're planning to do something stupid that could get you killed. Are you planning to do something stupid that could get you killed?" Tony pointed at him accusingly.

"What! No! Well, I mean," Peter stopped when Tony's eyes widened. "No, Mr. Stark. Nothing deadly."

Tony sighed with releif but tensed back up when he noticed Peter still look nervous.

"What's got you so nervous kid, you got something to tell me? I won't judge you, you know?"

That's the thing, that's the thing right there that broke the dams holding back Peters tears.

"I know! And- and that's the thing, I shouldn't be so scared to talk you cause it's you!"

Tony panicked, because uh oh crying kid and emotions, and jumped up to go to Peters side.

"Hey, it's okay to be nervous kid." Tony decided to put his hands on Peters shoulders.

Peter took in a deep breath, "I'm, I'm gay." He looked up to see Tony deflate.

"Mr. Stark! Are you o-"

"Thank god you're gay, I thought you were going to tell me you were about to go on a deadly Spidey escapade."

Peter choked on tears and laughter as he quoted Tony. "Thank god I'm gay?"

"Yeah, yeah. But listen kid, I'll never judge you for liking someone. What kind of mentor would I be if I didn't support my spiderling?"

"Thank you, Mr. Stark." Peter leaned into the man to give him a hug.

Tony easily put his arms around his kid, patting his back.

"So we're there?"

"I swear to everything I own kid, if you ruin this moment I will ban you from the lab."

Peter giggled in Tony's arms.

"Thank you, Tony."

"Anytime, kiddo."

hey Cucumbers :))

sorry i kinda died :( but heres this request that i finally got uploaded!! wattpad has decided to finally love me again and let me post <33

i'll be back to updating regularly (aka: whenever I want as long a it's once a week)

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