Warning. This is sad. Very sad. It's only peter not the twins.

Just laugh

Just laugh and smile.

Just laugh and everything will be fine

Just laugh and you won't feel the pain

Just laugh and you won't cry.

That was peter. A smart bubbly kid who never let anyone hurt him. The same kid that had the avengers as family. The sam kid that was bullied. Yet did he cry? No he just laughed. He just laughed and smiled. That was how he got through the day.

That's how he got through being spiderman. Because fighting people doesn't make you feel better. It may be the right thing but it feels wrong. It feels wrong to hurt someone. It feels wrong to send someone to prison. Why? Because they might have a family. A family that counts on them. A family that needs them. So how did peter not feel bad about this? He just laughed. He just laughed and smiled. He made jokes. He pretended like everything was fine. But deep down. He's breaking.

He's breaking because he has no one. He's breaking because he's scared. He's breaking because he tries to stay strong. But he can't. He can't because he feels it. He feels it all. All the death. All the people relying on him. All the people that he's hurt. He feels every bit of it. And it hurts. It hurts like a bitch. But does he let anyone know? No. Why you may ask? Because he's scared. He's scared people will think he's weak. He's scared that once he starts he won't stop.

So that brought him here. To the top of stark tower. On the edge. Tears streaming down his face. Looking at the stars. Hearing the cars drive. Hearing laughter. Feeling the cold wind hitting his face. Feeling the pain because it got too much. Feeling everything. He wanted it too end. He didn't want to be here. He wanted to be at peace. Everything would be so much better.

"Peter" he turned around to see his father-figure looking at him. Tears still streaming. He just stared at him. He didn't know what to do. He didn't want to let everyone down. But at the same time he didn't want to feel this. So what do people do in this situation? Some people say they have the option. Some people say they see everything in their life. Some people say something stops them. But what does peter say "I can't" and with that he broke down. He was defeated. He let it consume him. He felt warmth wrap around him and carry him. It was tony. The only person that could stop peter from doing it. Why? Because he was peter rock. He was the reason peter stayed strong. He was the reason peter could do what he did.

Tony slumped peter down on his bed and just that thee with him. Letting peter cry into him. Letting his shirt get soaking wet. Why? Because peter was his world. Peter was the reason he woke up. Peter was the only one that cared tony cared for. So he sat there. Arms wrapped around peter. Hands in his hair. Cheek on his head. Right now the only thing that tony cared about was peter.

They sat there for an hour before peter calmed down. "I'm sorry" peter whispered "don't be. Peter look at me" he slowly lifted his head up. Red eyes and puffy cheeks "peter don't you ever feel sorry about anything. You are the only one that matters. You come first. I love you peter" peter felt something inside him. He finally felt like he had someone. He had tony. He had someone. And they hugged. It wasn't like the usual hug. It was the hug that peter needed.

Tony and peter were the only ones that could help each other. They were the only ones that made each other feel better. Tony was the rock and peter was the world.