Losing touch with those people, who I've been really good friends with for almost two years 'feels like getting stabbed with a million little needle pricks of gloom and unrest.' Especially beacuse it was partly my fault.

I sent a video to someone I haven't talked to in almost nine months, last before the pandemic, and our entire group of freinds kind of had a falling out.

This is what happened after:

Him: ah the good old days

Me: yeah I miss those

Him: i was so short

Me: lmao

Him: now we barely see each other cuz of rona
:(

Me: ik life's just sad now
can't do anything

Him: aaanndd we're going back into lockdown on Monday

Me: at least school's still open
for now

so... yeah

BTW this falling out made me tired for like a year and a half.