aka I really want to go back to school...

Basically my day today;

- they were sold out of apple pie at the grocery store

- there were at least 5 LGBTQ people that worked at this grocery store (unfortunately it's like half an hour away from my house)

- my mom let me buy mascara from the grocery store, but my sister threw a tantrum over rice crispy squares and I got forgotten about (I didn't get to buy the mascara)

- I randomly realized, at the grocery store, in the middle of looking for granola bars, that if all the gay girls think the straight girls are hot, won't pretending to be straight work (for a bisexual girl) in high school?

- my dad was singing "Renegade" after getting off an work phone call

- my class gc is seriously dead

- getting kinda worried about the anxious/depressed/suicidal kids in my class, making me get a panic attack

- wondering exactly when I realized I wasn't straight
(I know the date, and I'm pretty sure I woke up one morning and just was)

- rewriting my email draft a friend 12 times

- finding out that cuz' of COVID, I wouldn't be able to go to my cousin's house tmrw... first time in 13 years we weren't together for the holidays (I also really really wanted to tell her I was bi, since she's a lesbian... but STUPID COVID)

- 3 more years until I can get the vaccine for COVID

- "hey Siri, how many days until my birthday, 2023???"
"there are eight-hundred and forty days until your birthday, 2023"
"AGGHHHSHDHEH" *inhales sharply* *sighs* "thank you Siri"
"anytime"

But why does she sound so happy??
Probably cuz she doesn't have to wear a mask

- taking an entire bag of chocolate chips and eating half of it

- listening to the same song 30 times

- watching the trailer for the 2020 movie "Songbird" starring Sofia Carson 30 times, hoping that won't happen to us

- changing the pronouns in the songs on the radio, when my sister notices
"why'd you say 'she' instead of 'he'"
"because I felt like it"
"okkaaayyyy then"