*Lilac Astra Kim Part 9*

Iris had just finished feeding Lilac when the doorbell rang. She snapped the cup of her nursing bra up and smoothed her shirt down lifting little Lilac up against her chest. She arose walking to the door patting the baby's back gently on the way stopping long enough to open the door.

Taehyung stood with his hands pushed down inside his pockets staring at the precious bundle on Irisis chest with a small smile creeping onto his lips.

For the past four months that had passed he never failed to show up everyday after work to see his sweet pea. The little one filled his heart with joy and occupied his every thought.

"Hello...Im here to see my daughter." He replied flatly, giving Irisis a look of indifference.

"Yea, ok. Sh...she just got finished eating so she needs to be burped and have her diaper chan-- He broke her off as she spoke.

"I know how to do all that." He butted in sarcastically. Iris ignored his poor attitude stepping aside to allow him in. She used her hip to close the door behind them as he entered.

"Here let me have her....Daddy missed his little sweet pea. Yes he did....yes he did." He cooed as Iris carefully passed the swaddled baby over to him, their hands touching breifly causing Irisis breath to hitch at the emotions this man still summoned within her. She turned quickly to go snatch a diaper & some wipes.

"I'll just go get her a diaper so you can change her. She made a stinky though....so you may wanna let me--"

"Noo....I do believe I can handle cleaning alittle shit from my own child." He spoke with the same harshness he did everytime they had to interact, which she had learned to accept as normal.

"Ok then....pardon me!" Her volume lifting a few decibels.

Iris was becoming fed up with the sour attitude he constantly displayed when speaking to her and she was nearing her ropes end.

She understood he was still upset with her and had allowed him to talk to her like a dog on numerous occasions....but enough was enough.

Of course she didn't blame him for the bitterness he still held toward her, but he could at least ease up on her just a little.

"Here!" She slapped the diaper into his large hand giving him a dirty look."After you change her, please lay her down so we can have a little chat about trying to be civil with one another." She sneered swishing off to the kitchen to prepare herself some coffee.

Taehyung chuckled wickedly at her words. Was she serious with him. She actually wanted to talk about being civil when she had intentionally planned on keeping his child from him. How the fuck did she expect him to act after her attempting such an evil thing.

Even though he still held animosity for the mother of his child he was finding it extremely difficult to keep himself from fantasizing about her daily. His eyes landed on that sublime ass of hers as it swished perfectly with every step she took.

Those God forsaken jeans were hugging every curve of her voluptuous shape...it was taking all his will to keep himself from getting a damn hard on just watching her.

After he changed the baby's diaper he took his sweet time carrying her to the bedroom. He peppered her soft little face & head with tender kisses several times before gingerly placing her inside the cradle and making sure the camera was aimed directly at his sweet pea.

He took in a deep breath smiling down lovingly at the precious little baby girl wrapped up like a burrito.

Leaving the door slightly ajar he strode down the hallway preparing himself for the argument that was more than likely about to take place.

Stepping inside the kitchen he leaned leisurely up against the kitchen door frame watching her body shift back & forth in front of the countertop. His eyes roamed over the curves of her waist and how her hips & ass bloomed out flawlessly in those jeans she wore on purpose just to get to him. Her breasts resembling two firm melons sitting upon her chest.

You couldn't tell she had just given birth only a few months ago....if anything he thought she looked even sexier now with those couple extra pounds she still carried from having Lilac and he hoped her body stayed like this. She looked so yummy. He could just imagine having wet, wild, raunchy, rough sex with her. Rubbing her down with oil and sliding his hard cock between that ass and maybe even tryna fuck that too. He smirked at the naughty thought. He could imagine the look on her face if he tried something like that with her.

He shook his head tryna rid himself of the filthy notions playing out in his brain.

"So!" He slapped his hands together making a loud pop sound that reverberated through the kitchen. "What is it we needa discuss about being civil?" His words came out loud & clear.

Irisis damn near jumped outta her skin with his sudden deep booming voice and the loud pop of his large hands that rang out in the silence.

"Shit! What the hell are you tryna do!? Give me a damn heart attack! Jeeesuus!" She said with an angry scowl on her face turning back to her cup to add some cream & sugar.

"You want coffee?!" She huffed out angrily, still tryna be polite to this man. Even though he was being a royal asshole toward her.

"No...you know I hate that shit. Now what is it you wanna talk about, hmm? About how you tried to keep my child from me? About how I would have never known my own flesh & blood if I hadn't happened upon you that day at the store. Its kinda hard to be civil when someone does something as wicked as what you tried to do to me Iris. Wouldn't you say?" His arms crossed snuggly over his chest, a questioning look on his snarling face.

Iris felt like completely breaking down. She couldn't deny the fact that what she had attempted to do to him was despicable, yet there was no need for him to keep reminding her of something she was well aware of and felt guilt for on a daily basis.

She lowered her head staring down into her cup trying to keep herself from falling apart in front of him.

God knows she was trying desperately to make omens for her wrong doings, yet her efforts were proving to be futile.

"Your right Taehyung. I am a horrible low life piece of shit! And I most certainly live in a daily haze of guilt and shame for it. I deserve to be tormented by you constantly, and you make damn sure I never forget it. Thank you...once again for reminding me every fucking chance you get! I don't do enough of it already!" She yelled out, tears beggining to spill over as she hurriedly turned away from him.

Taehyung stood staring at her shaken form knowing he had definently went too far. He knew she was sorry for trying to hide her pregnancy from him.

He just couldn't imagine his life without that precious little girl in it. He not only wanted his child...he also wanted her mother.

He slowly walked closer gently reaching up placing his large warm hand on her small shoulder, causing her to flinch.

"Hey....I....im sorry. I shouldn't have said that, it..it. just hurt me Irisis. This whole thing was devastating for me, just knowing you didn't want me in her life." He bit his lip the pain showing in his eyes.

"Im so sorry. And if it means anything at all.... I swear I wouldn't have been capable of keeping her away from you. I was just an emotional wreck when I found out and wasn't thinking clearly. I h...hope you'll be able to for...forgive me one day." She choked out.

She turned around facing him, her big blue eyes sparkling with tears. Taehyung couldn't stop himself from lifting his long fingers up to wipe them away as they spilled over.

"Will w...we ever get past this Tae?" She asked staring directly into his eyes.

"Yea....it's just gonna take some time. And your right we do need to try and be civil....for Lilac. She's all that matters right now. There's no reason we can't try to be.....friends." He held his gaze on her.

"Yea, hopefully we can at least try." She smiled weakly brushing away the last few stray tears from her cheeks.

"Hey......have you got any cocoa?" He asked giving her that little squared smile she loved so much.

"Yea....I think so." She turned around lifting up onto her tippy toes to rummage through the cabinets. His eyes roaming devilishly over her shaply form. His hands trembling to touch her.

He rapidly turned walking a few steps away before he tried to grab her ass. His loins throbbed with an aching need. It had been entirely too damn long since he'd been with a woman. The last time was....well, when they had conceived Lilac.

He could imagine sinking himself deeply into her burning hot tightness and hearing her whimper....squeal and moan out his name.

Fuck! If he didn't shake these thoughts he was gonna be walking around sporting a massive hard on, which wasn't an easy job to conceal.

"Ahh! Found it!" She smiled holding up the single packet of cocoa like she had located a rare jewel. She looked so damn cute.

God she was beautiful. Her face still had that glow. Motherhood definitely suited her. His eyes dropped down over those curvy hips to her crotch staring at the way her jeans cradled her tight little kitty hidden underneath.

He wanted to drop to his knees, yank those God damn pants down in one quick jerk, lay her out wide open on the kitchen table and bury his head between those thick smooth thighs. Feel her hands grasping his hair holding him down firmly onto her wet silky valley as he went crazy as fuck on her.

His tongue poked out the corner of his lips at the titillating thought.

"You want me to add it to coffee? Or do you just want it in hot water?" She stood watching him stuck in a daze, tongue gliding over his plump bottom lip. His dark hooded eyes stuck on her lower body causing her to heat up. Her own eyes lowered to his bulge that couldn't be ignored....did he have a hard on? It sure looked like it. She shook off the obscenities her mind was creating.

"Tae!....Taaaaaeee!?" She raised her voice snapping her fingers in his face.

"Oh....ye....yea. Ju...just add it to coffee please." He finally answered, his brain finally clearing the vivid pornographic imagery eating away at him. His cock already beginning to throb.

She turned around pouring the hot coffee into a mug her hands trembling as his eyes steadied on that ass again. His mouth watered watching the way she moved. If he didn't get his mind outta the gutter he'd have her naked, bent over the table, fucking the shit outta her....whether she liked it or not.

"Wanna watch a movie or something?" She asked while preparing his cocoa coffee.

'Or something' he smirked to himself. He knew he should get the hell outta here and go on home before he made a damn fool of himself. But he was a glutton for punishment.

"Yea, that'd be fine. What will we watch?" He asked as she handed him the hot mug.

He hummed in contentment taking a sip.

"Mmm, that's sooo good." He licked his lips staring at her suggestively. Or thats how she saw it. Which caused a gnawing fist of twisting heat to punch into her sex rather hard.

"Is...is a horror ma...movie alright?"she stuttered like a nervous teen.

"Mhm, sounds good to me." He gave her a sultry seductive stare. Blazing rods of searing heat piercing through her body with his deep velvety tone.

They both walked inside the living room selecting the horror movie and began watching.

She peeked over from her side of the couch watching as he opened & closed his long legs. When his legs came together he'd squeeze them tight as though he were trying to create some friction for himself.

Iris flicked her eyes away blowing out a light puff of air trying to dissolve the salacious thoughts sneaking into her brain.

After 45 minutes or so had passed they heard the faint cry from the baby as they looked at the tablet to see her tiny arms & legs kicking about.

"She's probably hungry. She didn't get enough a while ago." Irisis started to jump up.

"Stay here...I'll go get her." Tae stood swiftly. He was kinda glad Lilac had woke up. Sitting out here on the couch with her just 4 feet away was killing him. He was far too horny to be around this woman right now and needed a distraction.

He felt as though she wasn't interested in him anymore and he knew it was his own damn fault for the shitty way he had treated her over the past few months.

He was gonna have to plan on going out to a club with Kook & Azalea this upcoming weekend and find a willing female to take his frustrations out on, which he really didn't wanna do, he knew what he wanted, but it wasn't likely to happen. He'd have to do something to ease this sexual tension that was driving him insane.

He had never ached so bad for a female in his life. His crotch stung with need, his balls felt like they weighed a ton. All he wanted was to spend the entire night fucking the shit outta this luscious little lady in every position. He'd completely ravage her and he guaranteed she'd be useless the next day. Then he'd hit it again in the morning.

Taehyung bent over scooping up the baby as her little head twisted from side to side in search of something to fill her tiny mouth.

He walked back out with a smile on his face, the baby trying to suck on his pinky knuckle. Little uncomfortable whimpers coming from the squirming infant as he lowered her down into Irisis arms.

"Theres my hungry girl." Irisis automatically lifted her shirt without even thinking about Taehyung sitting so close.

Breastfeeding was the most natural thing in the world to her and it didn't matter if the man sitting beside her watched or not...it wasn't like he'd never seen them before. They weren't as big when he saw them last, but still pretty much the same. Yet she didn't have a clue just how horny the man sitting next to her actually was....maybe as much as she herself was.

Taehyung watched closely as she unsnapped the bra unleashing both of her well rounded bosoms to his eager eyes. He took in a deep breath viewing how plump & rounded they had become as Iris reached up putting her pink hardened nipple to the baby's mouth as she latched on fast suckling and making little sweet slurpy sounds. God how he wanted to lick, suck, bite and squeeze them till the tips were a bright cherry red and marked alover with his love bites.

"Does that hurt?" He asked in a jerky voice.

"No, not unless they get chapped. Plus there have been times she's got off track and left little hickys all around them. But now....now I'm an expert at it." Irisis giggled running her fingers gently through the baby's soft downy hair, a bit of milk ran from the corner of her little mouth Iris wiped away with her fingertips.

Taehyung couldn't help but scoot himself closer watching in amazement at how vigorously his little sweet pea suckled.

"Im sorry...I hope you don't mind if I watch. I just think its amazing how your body produces milk for sweet pea. We made a beautiful little girl...didn't we?." He smiles wide watching closely and reaching over to hold the baby's tiny hand that lay upon her chest.

"Yes indeed...we certainly did create a little beauty, and I don't mind if you watch. If you hadn't been such a butthole all this time I would have shared moments like this with you. I think its important for the father to be close while the baby is feeding." She turns her head staring into his curious dark eyes, that held more than mere curiosity. God he was so damn gorgeous,

"Yea....im really sorry about how I've treated you Iris. I...I just love her so much and the thoughts of never knowing her really got to me." His sincere words cut into Irisis heart deeply.

"I just want you to know that I wouldn't have kept her from you forever. And I'm so sorry for hurting you Tae. Your such a good father, Lilac is lucky to have you." She replies changing the baby to the other breast.

"Will you hand me one of those little towels and that tube of cream laying over there please?" She motions her head to a table against the wall as he jumps up skittering over snatching up the stuff and rushing back handing her the towel an laying the cream on the coffee table in front of her.

"If you need help just ask." He raises a brow with a slight smirk on his lips.

She looks at him giggling a bit.

"You wanna clean my boob off & rub cream on it?" She snickers.

"Ye...yes i'll do it." He reaches up grabbing the tube of cream from the table.

"I...im just joking Taehyung." She giggles more.

"Wh...what....no seriously, i'll clean your bottles." He grins mischievously.

"I was seriously just messing with you." She covers one breast with the towel thinking she shouldn't have joked with him like that.

"Dont tease me like that woman." He raises his eyebrows. "I wonder what it tastes like?" His steady gaze meet hers.

"It must be yummy because she seems to love it." Iris stares down at the perfect baby girl nestled up to her bosom. Milk running down the corners of her puffy cheeks. Taehyung suddenly reaches up using the soft towel wiping it away with such gentleness it makes Irisis heart flutter.

"Thank you Taehyung. Me and Lilac are truly blessed to have you. She certainly looks just like you....lucky little girl." They lock eyes for a moment.

"She looks like you too, the shape of her face and those ears that stick out....so cute. Absolutely beautiful like her mother." Taehyung's eyes change to an almost black color.

God he was so close to her, lips just a breath away.

Irisis takes in a deep breath, turning her head and lifting the sleeping baby onto her bare chest patting her back until she lets out a sweet little burp.

She knew Taehyung was gonna try and kiss her...but she wasn't sure she was ready for that just yet.

"Guess I'll go lay her down now. Be right back." Her voice shaky. She stands walking slowly down the hallway." Taehyung can't remove his eyes from the woman he was so close to kissing a moment ago, yet she had pulled away.

His body hummed with pure desire. He felt like there was liquid fire flowing through his veins.

A few minutes later she comes walking out with her shirt fixed and those intense blue eyes landing on him.

"Im gonna go make something for dinner....would you like to eat with me?" She asks.

"Uhm....yea id like that. If its no extra trouble for you of course." He stands up from the couch to follow her into the kitchen.

"No...don't be silly. It's no trouble at all. I'll enjoy the company. How about soooome spaghetti with meatballs...a salad and some breadsticks. Sound good to you?" She asks standing at the opened fridge pulling out everything she needs to prepare the meal.

"Oh wow...yea that sounds great! I'm starved!" He rubs his hands together. "Ok...what can I do to help?" He walks closer to her a sweet smile on his face.

"God...everytime I feed Lilac I get so damn thirsty." She holds a finger up for him to wait a minute while she chugs down half a bottle of water.

"Can you handle making the salad?" She bites her lip setting everything in front of him on the countertop, her body brushing up against his just enough to cause his loins to flame and lick at him teasingly.

That was the only push he needed. Taking in a sharp breath his eyes locked onto hers. All his male hormones reacting and snapping into place with that subtle touch. He stalked toward her like a starved lion ready to pounce on the unsuspecting gazelle. Tear into the soft tender flesh set before him until he has tasted all the succulent flavors of this lovely little creature in front of him.